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Sunday, April 30, 2006

Lately, i've had a lot of homework, but altho d load is a lot, i sometimes feel tat im veri relaxed, even if i hv a pile of hw just nxt to me, waiting to b done. and also, i tend to feel veri bored and feel lyk doing something interesting. not lyk playing on e comp or watching tv, but more of lyk creating something new. it could b creating a new story, a new character or object, or discovering something new.

also, im starting to doze off quite often nowadays, cos i hvnt gotten enuf sleep. and i seriously nid naptime. on weekdays, i sleep earliest 11.30pm and wake up by 5.30am. on weekends, i sleep later than 12 midnight and try to wake up at 10am or 11am, but when my mum calls me up[which is freakingly often], i hv to wake up by 9am. so how can i get enuf rest??? right now im already almost sleeping.

i still cant xplain wat i wan to. maybe tat'll hv to wait until d june hols. im juz too busy these few weeks. by tml and mon, i've gt to complete writing an eng lit poem[assignment], do hist research on wayang kulit[assignment], and study for maths[test]. cant b bothered to do them 2day, too lazy and not to mention, sleepy.

The sports carnival was quite fun, altho it rained. but we prayed and chanted 'rain rain go away' and d rain did cease. blue house won 1st in family dance and overall cheer and dunno wat else, cant rmb. we came in 2nd. happy and sad at the same time. happy cos we improved frm 3rd to 2nd. sad cos we didnt get 1st.

i cant wait to get on with writing d the Guardianz of Life, but guess tat'll hv to wait till d june hols too...[this is seriously disappointing me].

im realli hating sec sch. so much homework, cant even relax during hols. in sec sch, 'holiday' is juz another word for 'homework day'. we may b able to escape frm sch, but we cant escape frm hw... and i hv to say, its unfair when the teachers giv us more hw bcos we hv a 'holiday' to complete the hw. if d teachers keep giving us hw bcos we hv 'holidays', den wouldnt tat b lyk taking away our freedom? during d hols, instead of enjoying ourselves, we're completing all d different kinds of hw one can get. it juz isnt fair. but i suppose d world's not fair after all.

someone's gotta do something abt it. someday, kids r gonna get to enjoy the holidays they deserve. someday... signing off with regret tat i hv to sleep now...

signing out.
12:36 AM

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Haiz... actually wan to xplain some stuff, but seeing tat i wont hv enuf time, wont b able to. maybe nxt post. tml is st nick's Sports Carnival. Yayz! Go BLUE!!! Bollywood Blue! Blue's here to blow u away, gonna shake and shimmy cos' we're here to stay. cos' blue's e one to beat, yeah! hope its gonna b fun tml. heard frm a sng girl tat sports carnival veri boring....hope tat's not true.

nowadays i dun hv much time to use e computer at home cos my bro's always using it and hardly ever lets me use. also, i hv a lot of homework and use up 1hr of every weekday watching Da Chang Jin, Jewel in the Palace. however, i seem to b using more of e sch computer. i play on e sch computers almost daily. during Media Club on thurdays, we supposed to get into our sections. mine is Programming. however, our seniors dun realli let e sec 1s do anything so we often go and play on the computers while our seniors work away on e tiny little micromouse. We dun hv to do any work, and even get to play! isnt tat fun? XD

altho im still addicted to MapleStory, i've shifted a little frm MapleStory to The Sims. i sometimes also play neopets on e sch computers. well, i dun hv all e time in the world. wanna play a while b4 going to sleep. gd nitez! sleep titez!

signing out.
11:22 PM

Monday, April 17, 2006

I wanna blog all my feelings out, but i cant possibly do tat. Maybe i should hv visited my frenz' blogs earlier. den i'd hv known wat they thought, den i'd hv avoided them. but i dun tink it helps. i just went to read their blog today, tho i agree with them on some parts, the other things they posted is definitely made up by them. so, yeah, now i noe wat they tink of me. actually, i sorta expected it, but i still tink they've got it wrong. when i read their blogs, onli a few things were realli true lor. very few. e rest is all just made up or exaggerated. nth realli much to say, and im bored, so gonna show u an email i gt frm my fren. its realli quite meaningful.

A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.
A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps herself.

A simple friend has never seen you cry.
A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names.
A real friend has their phone numbers in her address book.

A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.
A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean.

A simple friend hates it when you call after she has gone to bed.
A real friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.
A real friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A simple friend wonders about your romantic history.
A real friend could blackmail you with it.

A simple friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.
A real friend calls you after you had a fight.

A simple friend expects you to always be there for them.
A real friend expects to always be there for you!

Yup, and tt's e end of e email. think abt it, its quite meaningful. gonna drown myself in maplestory and music now. cya.

signing out.
5:23 PM

Friday, April 14, 2006

Hi all. Yay today is Good Friday. Yesterday, during lesson, my chem teacher said, 'I have GOOD news for you.' And den e whole class were asking 'what?' and he said, 'Tomorrow is GOOD friday.' -.-'' lame, right? lolx. den after tat he advised us to set our alarm clocks to the usual timing on good friday, den we'll wake up and think we nid to go sch. den we'll rmb tat thr's no sch and go back to sleep. and he asked us to savour tat moment. lolz.

juz now slept abt 1 half hrs frm 3pm to 4.30pm, but still soooo sleepy.... zZz... haiz... sad. *YAWN* b4 tat was doing hw...but my chi hw was so boring made me fall asleep...

After I woke up, I went into e kitchen and saw my dad cooking sth on the frying pan. tot nothing of it at first, but after he was done, he came out of e kitchen and asked me to try it. it was fried rice. but not the normal kind, he used a special type of rice and added special ingredients, so it tasted really nice. hope i can eat tat more often. i dun tink anyone else hv ever tot of cooking tat. actually, i noe wat kind of rice he used and ingredients he added, but i shan't tell. =P it'll b a family recipe! XD hahas. tho i dun tink my dad tinks much of it, but i tink it tastes really really nice and delicious. really feel lyk eating it again. lolz.

i wanna go play maplestory on the other comp now, hvnt played for veri veri long. ciao!

signing out.
6:53 PM

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

45th post

Not much time to blog. 2day went to Turf City to watch our sch track runners run in e cross country race. Me and Shinny went to e MacDonald's twice to help our frens buy drinks. so tiring, hv to count so much. 1st time we went with Yu Pin and Siew Cheng. But anw, quite ok lah, juz tat down thr e sun very hot. And good news, st nick won 1st in either B or C division, tho e other div didnt do tat well. Ok, i wanna go prepare watch Jewel in the Palace now. cya!

signing out.
9:47 PM

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Ugh, gross! 2day while i was on e mrt going to sch, i sit at e corner sit lor. den gt this man wearing a jacket [which make him look fat] sit beside me[on my left]. den he keep on moving closer to me lor! ewww....den its lyk, i almost squashed already lor, and his leg also lyk keep on moving closer....yuck! actually right, i so angry, almost wan to shout at him, 'Oi! You cannot move that side arh?! that side got so much space u come this side for what?' But too bad i didnt. I figured tat if i shouted at him, would've attracted too much attention. so i juz got up frm e almost no space seat, glared at him, and walked off to e nxt carriage in e mrt. he lyk so pervertic lor! ewww, yuck, horrid pervertic man!!! Ugh!!! I'm not gonna seat in a corner seat for quite a while. Haiz...but i sorta regret not shouting at him, it would hv put out e fire inside me. and since i didnt shout at him, now im really really flaming mad at him.

Tml my class gonna go turf city to support sngs' cross country team. frm 2.30pm to 6.30pm. reach home probly 7.30pm...so late...sad... but i hope its gonna b fun. and i decided to bring my mp4 tml, so tat i can listen on e bus ride or maybe watch a show with my frens. going to record 2day's Jewel in the Palace show on my mp4, den can watch tml. [if u didnt noe i had an mp4, refer to my wishlist, 4th last line]

well, gtg eat dinner now, after tat my bro using e comp, so i most probly wont b online. maybe if i feel lyk it, i'll on e other comp and go online, depends. and rmb, if someone is pervertic, help me tell them 'Go to hell lah!'. and if U r pervertic, then im telling u, 'Stop being so pervertic lah, idiot!' Kayz, im hungry, byez! [im still damn angry]

signing out.
7:27 PM

Saturday, April 08, 2006

OMG! one of my fren's handphone bill exceeded the average phone bill by $90+!!! Cant believe it. so much lor. and his parents confiscated his hp for e rest of e year. so long -.-'' haiz, now cannot sms crap to him when im bored....sad.... hope he can get his handphone back earlier =D

signing out.
9:47 PM

Crap...Havent been able to use e comp lately and hvnt blogged veri long, i know. dun remind me. dun like my bro, everytime he use e comp dun let me use. he use whole day leh! den i wan to use 1 hr also cannot. dumb. anw, i changed my blogskin frm e boring old one to this one, and change music also, and also changed blog url.

Have a lot of homework nowadays, no time to play. i every night watch Jewel in the Palace, and my mum wans me to sleep right after tat show, which ends at 11pm. not fair lor. y cant i sleep at 12? juz an hr diff onli....dumb... but i hv to say, im seriously sufferring frm lack of sleep. lets just say, at the starting of e year, i go to sch punctually, but so far, i've been going later and later and late 2 times liao. if 3 times e teacher will hv to meet my parents. and im also starting to doze off on the train and bus. yea, so i suppose i must slp more? haiz...

today's a saturday, left with chemisty to study and a newspaper activity to do. if i feel hardworking, den maybe also do newspaper review. and tml i wanna go downstairs to cycle. hvnt cycle for few months liao...wanted to cycle last wkend but both days rain. den today i veri lazy, so planning to go tml. hope it doesnt rain -.-''

On wednesday, erm...5th april if u dunno which week...was on e 980 bus with crystal going to sembawang interchange with her. actually i can juz take bus near my sch, den take mrt. but i tink she veri lonely, so juz go with her lor. we hv to walk a long way to e bus stop which hv 980/167 bus den, take to semb interchange, den i still hv to take mrt. but anw, on wednesday i boarded e bus, and at first didnt notice someone sitting 2 seats in front of me. den after a while recognised her. guess what, it was Munirah! hahas, weird coincidence tat she was in same bus as me. she was dozing off and i woke her up. lols. oops, shld hv let her sleep longer? lol. i tink she's also sufferring frm lack of sleep.

hehe, but anw, so good to c her. miss her so much. and miss Denise too. her handphone wallpaper was a pic of me and Deen, and mine was a pic of her and Deen. hahas. but Deen's one will probably be a pic of some anime char. lols.

haiz...i seriously miss rosyth ge.... even tho i dun really know some ppl tat well, lyk Jaz and Kar, i still miss them lor.... rosyth ge was so fun, cant wait to c all of them again... oh, and the anime pics i added above, i tot they were quite cute. gonna use them to represent my mood. e 1st one is happy, e 2nd and 3rd is sad. but 2nd can be used for natural also. hvnt come up with an angry one, so yea... nth much to say now, guess i'll end this post.

signing out.
8:46 PM