Tuesday, November 28, 2006
100TH POST!!! whee... finally XD thought i'd nvr get to a hundred.hahas... gd news 2day - my bro's gonna start work tml! yeah! its cos he's waiting for his o lvl results so go work lors. YES! i can use the computer! its MINE, its MINE, yeah! lol. sound crazy rite? oh n i invited cryst over 2 my hse. sorta anws. hvnt asked my mum but cryst says ok. and my bro go work so we can use d com, rite? i guess. my dad asked me type a 3-page script 2day. he's gotten over d explosion alr, dun worry. perfectly fine n normal nw.
ltr 11.30 i wan 2 watch chi show so, yeah. hahas. 10-11 i watched Triumph in the Skies, every weekday. last tym weekends used 2 watch Net Deception, but nw finish le [SOB!!! I LUV RAO CHENGTIAN'S CHARACTER!!! lol.] so im starting 2 watch d Invincible Duo. 1st episode looked pretty nice. n i watched Wish Upon a Star jus nw, was nice too XD eh... dunno wat 2 type nw... um... anything else... tml i going for cip wif xj, last one, FINALLY. oh forgot 2 put d cip form in my bag... ltr i'll put it. thurs gt cca agn. oh yeah tml dun hv violin lesson - yeah! thurs hv theory but i dun mind tt cos its more fun. i wan go watch my show le XD 2day's a happy day. hahas. nite!
I can't trust you! Not in a million years!!!
signing out.
11:11 PM
Sunday, November 26, 2006
99th post [1 more to go XD yay!]
2day's fine so far... my dad say if we use d com max 2 hrs den aft tt get off. ok wif me. my time's running out tho... hahas. started at 12.45, so ending at 2.45pm. abt 4 more mins lahs. played aud for lyk 1 half hrs jus now but gt tired of it. my fingers pain leh! lols... cryst lvl 13 liao lehs! i still lvl 8. so diaoz. my mum keep bugging me 2 practice violin, but my teacher nowadays onli teach hw 2 hold violin properly. anws i grade 5 le XD mebbe i'll practice ltr. planning 2 go out ltr 2 buy audition card, dey gt 20% sale XD i tink i buy one enuf liao lahs. oops 1 more min onli. hahas. have fun, cya!
signing out.
2:37 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
[insane hacker...] 25 nov 1.40pm:
my dad's gone crazy... ard noon a lady frm downstairs came n knocked on our door 2 tell us tt our clothes were dripping water on hers. my dad wasnt happy n started shouting at her. realli mad stuff. my thumb's pain frm typing on d phone so i wont giv examples. even aft she went off he continued shouting at my bro n mum. he's lyk tt. but i always feel v. horrible when he says hes gt a stupid son n wif n never mentions me. it sorta feels lyk im nt part of d family, but i guess i shld b feeling gd, cos it means he isnt angry at me n doesnt think im stupid either... i dunno... he normally favours me but u cant say he doesnt luv my bro 2, cos he cares. i suppose its jus cos i dun annoy him as often...
That's abt all for my posts, when i post on hp i type lesser, cos type le v. pain, my thumb. hahas. talking wif crystal on msn, i think ltr i'll play aud, cant wait 2 buy d card. lol. no money le... haiz... kk gtg bye!
[Change what you cannot accept. Accept what you cannot change.]
signing out.
9:34 PM
heh hvnt posted for long, cos i dint hv d chance 2 use d com. here's yesterday nite's entry, which i wrote on a piece of rough ppr. my dad was in d rm so i couldnt use d com n b4 tt my bro was using d com whole day. my entry, 24 nov, 8.45pm:
its always like this... my bro keeps being stubborn and all and when my mum asks him to do something, he'll keep saying 'wait' until she gets so annoyed that she starts nagging loudly and comparing him to our cuzs and den he starts shouting at her and dey both just start bickering like maniacs and i can never stand it. if you've nvr experienced that b4 den dun try to imagine it, i dun think you'll get it. its quite... tough? loud? annoying? i dun even know how to describe it... its quite crazy lahs... they'll start shouting at each other and stuff. ok, lyk 2day, just nw, my mum wanted my bro to wash his plate aft dinner and bring in the clothes on the bamboostick outside, but my bro was reading the papers so he kept saying 'wait' and my mum started complaining that he wont even listen to his mother and started nagging and comparing him to Benson. and when she starts nagging, its frikin annoying. all of us cant stand it, even our dad. and he was in the com rm at tt time. when my dad gets realli angry, u dun wan 2 b thr. he starts shouting realli loudly and throws stuff at us. he once threw a chair at me n my bro when we were younger. most of d tym its my bro who gets the beatings cos he's always making dad explode.
luckily, this time he wasnt that angry. he shouted n scolded my bro n mum, den locked d com rm door. tt's why i had 2 find a rough ppr n pen 2 write cos all my hw n ppr n pencilbox was in d com rm. i left my audition game on but it was on my bro's acc, hope dad knows hw 2 close it. ok, u might think that mayb my dad's abusing his family or sth...[weird] but actually its nt realli true lahs. the source of d prob would be my bro. he's the one who makes d whole family angry. u see, my bro makes everyone angry by using d com almost 24/7 n doesnt lyk anyone. my mum makes everyone angry by nagging and she doesnt lyk my bro. my dad seldom makes ppl angry and favours me.[nt praising myself, its just true] i guess he least lyks my bro. as for me, i lyk my dad n sometyms annoy my bro n mum. me n dad r d closest. d rest of d family isnt realli that close. my dad's actually realli nice. its onli when u make him go nuts that he gets realli mad. lol.
that's it for yesterday nite. nxt post'll b on 2day morn n aftnn.
signing out.
9:19 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
hihi. i added music tracks on d right of d blog, most r frm audition [those common ones] tho thrs 1 which isnt. its sorta my childhood fave song lahs... hahas ya its d first one - top of d world. hope u enjoy it XD u can play d songs while reading my blog so it wont b so boring yea?
anws, just received an email frm wenyi... class outing... pls lah... of all places, pasir ris park?! damn!!!! i go pasir ris park onli when im in a gd mood or when sth gd is happening thr. our class outing is gonna b CHAOS. dun believe me rite? our class sux. its even worst than 1 charity! i cant believe it lors... dammit of all places it must b pasir ris park. pasir ris park is lyk d place whr all d fun stuff happens. darn... shyt shyt shyt... seriously cant believe it. the worst thing is, im going!!! lol u tink im nuts rite? but i cant dun go! i dun hv a reason, n anw i hv some realli gd frens i wanna meet up wif dem. but i cant cant cant STAND d class. sigh.... how leh? god help me... [pls lah im realli so desperate im asking god for help even tho im a free thinker n dun realli believe in god] ahhhhh.... im desperate.... someone help.... why of all places pasir ris??? but i cant complain 2 anyone cos no one will understand... dey dun understand that tt place means sth realli special 2 me. dey dun understand its lyk heaven or sth. its lyk they're trying 2 move hell into heaven! argh.
im so frustrated. i cant change d plans cos wenyi emailed almost d whole class. dun even noe if those ppl will turn up... somehow im hoping onli lyk half d class comes? its better than d whole class anws... 27 dec. must rmb tt date. hell n heaven's gonna clash, i tell u, seriously. its fine if u dun believe me nt many ppl will. but just ask any person in d class n thr u get it. d truth. haiz. 1pm.... i tink i'll go ard 12 or even earlier. wan 2 see tt place b4 d class comes... ah well yeah tts abt all. i tink i'll go surf d net a while more b4 i slp, tml hv 2 wake up 7am. sad, sad. nite!
signing out.
12:57 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
hi. hvnt blogged in a while, was going 2 blog yesterday nite, but was angry at my bro for using d com n nt letting me use so i went 2 slp. anws, i went for chalet, tho i wasnt planning 2 stay overnite, so i dint bring xtra clothes or anything, but in d end i stayed overnite. hahas. so lan de, d chalet, nxt morning no breakfast de. even my p6 chalet better than this, n is we organise ourselves, den this chalet is sec 3s organise de, quite bad lars... but fun anws. i blogged twice on my hp while i was thr, so i'll juz type it out here. you'll get an idea of how d chalet went.
20 nov, monday, 6.17pm. [i was walking 2 d chalet wif my grp aft we finish our activities and were tired and dint wan 2 continue cos of d rain. we were d 1st grp thr.] This is d most boring time tt im having at pasir ris park... rmb coming here during p6 aloha loyang chalet and wif muni, cl, yihui. both times were great, so im counting on 2day 2 b fun 2. i tink it'll b better ltr when we ve bbq. walking 2 chalet nw, cya.
21 nov, tuesday, 4.12am. [was bored n couldnt slp] Look at d tym... around 1 or 2 we sit nxt 2 swimming pool play sparkers. 3 or 4 we walked all d way 2 downtown east [took abt 10 mins] 2 buy breakfast 4 d sec 4s tml. jus came back, sitting nxt 2 pool agn, relaxing, cant slp...
yeah tts abt it. i stayed up all nite, but in d morn was so tired. when d sec 4s left for sch, me, xiaotong, and genin went into their rm 2 slp. hahas. tt was abt 6 i tink. 6 or 6.30. den i guess ard 7 we went back downstairs n i fell aslp on d sofa till 7.50. genin woke me up n asked if i wanted 2 take shuttle bus service 2 mrt den go hm, wif her n xiaotong. d shuttle bus come at 8. so i said ok and packed up. ms choo n naiying were awake and clearing up d place i guess. genin n xiaotong helped ms choo move a bed while i packed n aft tt we left for d bus, wif xiaotong's fren. reached mrt at abt 8.10 and i took mrt all d way 2 jurong east interchange den change thr. genin, xiaotong, n their fren stopped at city hall thr 2 change. i tink xiaotong n her fren live ard amk n genin said she was going serangoon, so, yeah.
reached hm ard 9.30 and bathed n sat on d chair doing hw but fell aslp. when i woke up my mum was nagging more expected... sth abt me slping n nt helping at all... hmph. oh well. helped her in d end n she went 2 work ard 2.45. i slept frm 3 to 7.30. cant believe it myself. guess i shldnt have stayed up all nite yesterday... oh well... lols. oh yeah 4gt 2 tell u, on d train hors, at one stop, gt this lady keep saying 'make way, make way' v. v. loudly, den d guy nxt 2 d door, i guess he's abt 15 - 20? somewhr ard thr, he say even louder 'The door havent even open yet, make what way?' and some ppl were laughing softly... at tt time genin n xiaotong n their fren were still thr so dey heard 2. and a LOT of ppl heard lors. den when door open den he walked out den d lady went out i guess n she said 'thank you' den d guy came back in and was talking on d phone 2 his mum very naturally.
ok stop talking abt yesterday. talk abt 2day! my bro's going for chalet! hahas. n he's staying thr too. hope he stays for 2 nites. nt lyk me, 1 nite onli. den i can use d com more often b4 he comes back. XD lol. oh yeah just nw he applied for his jcs... he onli choose 3 choices. 1st national jc. 2nd anderson jc. 3rd nanyang jc. his results surely can get him into raffles or hwachong, but he dun wan go thr n he wan go national jc, so his choice lors. yea tts abt all he's preparing 2 go for chalet nw. XD great i can ve d com d myself. and my mum going 2 work soon so onli left my dad at hm n he wont mind cos he noe my bro normally dun let me use de. anws they're both almost going so yay for me. XD i go play aud le, cya!
signing out.
2:27 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
2day wasnt a bad day either. i guess the cheerfulness comes frm yesterday. just finished helping my dad type a realli long email 2 someone. he's realli bad at typing and im... superb? yeah so anw he normally asks me 2 type for him, so he justs dictates it to me n i type, n i try 2 correct his realli bad english. he's smart, my dad, but i guess his english just isnt tt gd. hahas. oh yeah 2day in d late morn earli aftnn, i went out wif my mum 2 go to 'this fashion' thr 2 buy some clothes. i normally dun do tt, but well, i'd realli want my own clothes n nt just wear gina n gail's ones so i guess i dint mind my mum coming - i so so so badly wanted my own new clothes - and i bought 3 tees n 1 long pants thr. cost 21 bucks. all d stuff's on offer coz d shop just opened. den my mum bought some stuff - her usual shopping - and we carried all d stuff hm. heavy lehs!
aft tt i cleaned d wall nxt 2 my bed n d cupboard too, cos i wanted 2 put up posters. realli nice ones. wanted 2 do it yesterday, but got a bad case of headache aft dinner so couldnt. currently thrs 3 posters on d wall and 1 on d cupboard. its nt even my rm! lols. but im happy wif my work XD den lay on my bed reading 'teenager'. i normally dun lie on my bed 2 read or do hw unless im feelin pretty lazy, which i was. aft reading it, i decided 2 start on my hw - so guai rite??? lols jus kidding. but cos i actually hate hw, so i guess its guai for me. normally i'll start in lyk... mid dec? yeah. lols. started on maths. i actually luv maths but i guess nw its getting irritating cos getting more difficult so i dun realli lyk it nw. did 4 questions, den fell asleep. hahas. woke up n watched tv. net deception, i luv d show, cant believe gonna end soon... ate dinner while watching, n aft tt i went on d com, which is nw. im currently in a pretty gd mood, i guess. XD cant wait till i get my own com tho, my bro's seriously getting on my nerves. did i tell u tt day i waited frm 11pm till 1.30am b4 i could get 2 use d com? haiz...
anws, nowadays im getting d oh-very-so-often case of headache. last time i used 2 have it very seldom, very rarely, but i guess lately, its been coming round more often and frequently, and it realli irritates me. my headache isnt lyk normal ones, my mum says its cos i hv tala. thalasemia. sth liddat, dunno hw 2 spell, n she says my blood supply isnt enuf, tt's why. u do NOT want to hv a headache lyk mine. its horrible. sometimes its so pain i'll just end up clutching my head. oh just found out its spelled wif 2 's'. yeah so anws, d pain's real bad, im nt sure hw 2 describe it, sth lyk thrs sth pulling in ur head.... stretching? yeah sth liddat... again, you do NOT want to experience it. used 2 have those kinda headaches once or twice a year? nw its... once in 3 mths? i dunno. i dun record it or anything. who does? i just try 2 forget it. normally i get d headache ard evening or at nite, i dun tink i've ever gotten it in d morn of aftnn... mayb late aftnn lahs. yeah, but so anw its gd 2 get d headache at nite cos sleep cures it. i cant find any other cure. my mum suggested panadol but i hvnt tried. so d headache's at nite, i finish up some stuff, go 2 sleep, and nxt morning, im fine and all cheerful. hahas.
hmmm... anymore updates... yeah i'll b linking 2 christine's blog - msn spaces. um, dun mind her use of rude words, it doesnt bother me cos im all used to it XD but if ur those realli guai type i guess u might nt lyk reading it. hahas. but anw i tink some of her posts r pretty interesting so yeah, tts why im gonna link her. oh yeah im definitely nt gonna finish my novel in a month, and im nt aiming to, but im telling u, when i DO finish my novel, its gonna b pretty good for a 13 yr old. yeah, count on it XD of course i noe many others whose eng r much better than me can do much better.
i tink i might consider being a writer... mayb a writer n teacher n scientist n engineer? i dunno... too early 2 think of my future. anw im famous for making wrong decisions, its usually d opposite of my decision tt suits me but i nvr seem 2 noe. ah well... lols. lyk my maths project in p5 or p6... i chose a topic my best fren chose, n i almost failed i tink. my fren was fine tho. my teacher was telling me i made d wrong decision. i dunno, it seemed a realli adventurous topic 2 choose n i guess that's just me. i dun go for the things im good at, i go for the things which realli interest me, make me get off my seat and say 'hey, i wanna work on that'. and i end up being a failure. but it doesnt bother me, its just what i feel is fun, to do sth interesting, sth u wanna try out, and u dun care if u dun make it cos u just lyk 2 do it. that's me.
Reign over words unspoken, for when spoken, they reign over you.
signing out.
9:13 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
HELLO. 2day's a realli realli special dae 4 me. i realli mean it. its been a few yrs since i felt this happy, i guess. ok, 1) muni's bday. 2) leon's bday. 3) i gt back my report bk n my marks arent too bad. 4) i gt a certificate frm prize presentation 5) i spent almost d whole afternoon at caroline's hse - watch movie, fetch her lil sis hm frm tuition, watch movie, and play xbox. 6) i bought d 'teenager' magazine, dec edition, which is a lucky tym tt i bought it cos this one gt maple n aud poster, n princess hrs n westlife poster too. 7) my 'senior' [i guess] isnt angry wif me anymore. XD lols.
oh and my bro's o lvls r over which i suppose is a gd thing? or izzit bad? oh well. i guess its bad cos he'll snatch d com more often nw, lyk rite nw - he just came hm n is currently threatening 2 do sth horrible if i dun pass d com 2 him aft he finish bathing. sad.
oh yeah 2dae hv quite a few irritating n annoying stuff too. 1) we have this whole STACK of hw which sux. dey're giving us sec 2 hw when we arent even sec 2s. argh. 2) d chalet at aloha loyang wif cca frens, im d onli sec 1 who say i'll stay overnite, so i dun wan 2 stay overnite anymore. trying 2 think of a solution. mayb can ask wenyi's parents send me 2 mrt. 3) i missed d cca fund-raising event. 4) i gt 2 exactly same chi electronic dictionary. 5) my bro's gonna piss me off v. often nw, since his o lvls r over n he can stay at hm all day. darn...
so nw im thinking, at 1st i tot i'd hv such a happy future, den i tink of d bad stuff n my prospect's bleak. wonder wat'll b d outcome...
[i gt 5 As and 4 Bs. amazing, rite? and i tot i'd get a C for chi n hist. i guess 2day's just one of my lucky days. XD special thanks 2 all my frens who helped 2 cheer me up or make me happy when i was down! something of that sort... yeah. hahas. again, happy birthday muni, ur d coolest n best fren ever. and happy birthday leon, u make a great cuz. XD]
signing out.
7:19 PM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
i guess, if u ask me wats love or hw ppl express it, i cant realli tell u. im nt talking abt bf n gf stuff, but more of family n frens. i dunno... when i was young, u could tell my parents realli cared for me n my bro n me would play at sth for hours. but den as i grow up... well, everything sorta changes... my dad's busy wif work, my mum's all worried abt bills n stuff, n my bro just sticks 2 d com without realli communicating wif anyone except occasionally shouting at my mum n bullying me... i dunno... is tt hw all families r supposed 2 b lyk? for me, i dun tink so. at sch it was different, i guess... when i was younger i had lots of frens, but they're just frens. hw 2 xplain... lyk dey dun realli mean anything 2 me even if they're nt thr. yeah. they were lyk... nth to me... i guess it was almost d same when i went 2 rosyth, so i turned into this isolated sorta person n i seldom talk n i hardly hv any gd frens, frens who i care abt, frens who, if they're nt thr, i start 2 panic... but even so, i was still something of a loner...
i dun realli noe hw 2 explain it myself. i dunno how 2 describe myself. im lyk... extreme. yeah. that's it. its lyk when im happy i dun mind celebrating in a party wif lots n lots of ppl all talking n shouting n deafening music. but when im sad, it feels lyk im d onli person in d world wif tt problem n no one bothers n i just wanna b alone... 2 opposites... so different... i don't even know myself... its lyk im a stranger 2 myself, lyk no matter hw i wanna try n find out why im so extreme, i cant. i dun understand myself n i realli hate myself for that. i hate it when i just wanna b alone n ignore everyone. i hate it when my frens wanna talk 2 me but i dun wan 2 talk 2 dem at all. i realli realli hate myself... and i don't know why.
signing out.
7:32 PM
ok this is extremely frustrating and annoying... my dad's talking 2 me abt something but im hardly listening. yesterday, i called sherlyn at 11. tts a realli bad mistake, but i 4gt. her dad picked up d call n i asked for sherlyn. ya wanna noe wat he said? here goes, n he's shouting at me, 'sherlyn's sleeping. do you know what time it is?!' and u could tell he was realli angry so i sorta mumbled something abt our cca n our seniors saying tt it was compulsory 2 help in a fund-raising event... nvr had my fren's parents shout at me b4... feels bad... i tink he's too strict wif sherlyn tho. makes her slp at wat.. 9? 10? it was onli 11 lah... nt tt bad... imagine if someone calls her at 12... must b even worse... heh. tho i gt a realli bad scolding n her dad's probly realli mad at me, n he asked for my name, n he noes me b4 tt cos last tym njrc i met him, so im guessing he's gonna start complaining abt me to sherlyn, say im bad influence or sth... weird. realli, i nvr had anyone say tt 2 me in my whole life. it was nvr a 'late time' to call.... haiz... guess i'll just ve 2 b more careful nxt tym. my mum was asking me wat was wrong when i put down d fone. guess dey could tell frm my expression. mum n dad were still watching tv. actually its nt realli my fault. its cos our senior sms me 2 ask sherlyn n i 4gt tt it was 11 n tt it was a better decision 2 call d nxt day. oh n her dad told me she's nt going. oh well. nt 2 sure if im going... mayb i'll ask caroline 1st. anw 17 nov IS my best fren's n cuz's bday. 2 bdays u noe... but if they're nt gonna celebrate or invite me or sth i tink i'll go along wif d fund-raising.
17 nov is just tml... dunno wat prez 2 get 4 dem. hvnt even gotten a prez for deen. im realli realli broke. darn... how lehs...? haiz... making me have a headache. oh well i tink i'll go start on my novel or mayb play aud or maple. if i hv any updates, i'll add 2 d post. its wrong 2 post twice a day. heh. cya.
I didn't mean it. Sorry.
signing out.
12:32 PM
90th post - 10 more to go till 100. yay!
hi. quite tired rite nw. kk anws 2day i went 2 do cip wif xj. ate lunch at northpt. den walked 2 d hm. we kinda slacked a lot 2day cos we were tired n bored of doing cip thr. xj was pestering me 2 draw an anime figure, even tho i told her i wasnt gd at it. so i had 2 resort to 'i dunno how 2 draw' which dint work either. sad. drew a guy acting cool. xj was offering 2 pose 4 me. hahas... weird. d office person noes us v. well alr, called us 'her volunteers'. i'd b glad 2 finally get d cip over n done with. tt place is definitely nt my cup of tea - when we go near d building, we can smell tt horrid scent... it makes me wan 2 vomit... i came back ard 5.30, read for an hr while my dad prepared dinner. [oops... heh.] i was supposed 2 prepare but too lazy, n anw my dad noe i hv violin lesson aft tt n he offered 2 prepared early dinner. XD how extremely nice of him. its v. seldom he prepares dinner for us, cos he has better things 2 do. lol. ate n went off 4 violin lesson.
was in d middle of d lesson when suddenly teacher ask if i gt my exam results back yet. so i said no. den she ask me when i sit 4 exam. i said somewhr ard july aug thr. den she say she tink mine alr out, den went 2 d door, opened it n hurried out, just 2 peek a millisec ltr asking, 'u wan to come and see? i tink urs out alr' so i put down my violin quickly n went out n walked towards her. she was alr checking d notice board quite thoroughly. hahas. aft abt half a min, she found my name. i passed. XD so happy!!! hahas... 116. passing mark is 100, i noe u tink v. low, but u shld hv seen my grade 2 grade 3 stuff. gt once i gt 104. so lucky i dint fail lor! 120 is merit le. nxt yr work harder, tho i nt sure i'll b taking d exam nxt yr lor... lyk v. stress de... somemore grade 5 isnt easy. almost twice as tough as grade 4. which is alr v.v.v. bad 4 me. cos i dint improve at all. oh well. my teacher was happy for me, cos she thought i'd fail, cos one of d songs is last min learn de. sth liddat lahs. 4gt 2 check hw well Eric fared. last tym he was same class as me. did i blog abt it? i tink gt. dun realli noe him well tho. he's even more quiet than me! which is saying something, since im considered as quiet as stone or sth...
anws came hm happy lahs. read bk, watch tv, nw using com. nth much i guess. i wanna go add on 2 my novel 4 nanowrimo. XD cheer me on, will ya? hahas. kidding. i'll definitely cheer 4 u if ur trying too. nite!
im scared, im so scared... we're slowly drifting apart... promise me. promise me you'll never let that happen. please, i beg you... i never wanna lose you, but i know that if i hold on too tight, you'll just slip away. don't leave me here all alone, take me along with you wherever you go, but i know that if i follow you day and night, you'll just let me go. so then, what am i to do? oh im so lost, lost in this world without you. oh please come back, don't go on, wait for me, don't ever leave me here, i beg you, don't ever leave me here...
signing out.
12:32 AM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
hallos. 2day i had cca. frm 10 to abt 4. but i stayed at macs wif sherlyn till abt 5 or 5.30 discussing some realli evil stuff. thinking abt playing prank on our teacher.... lols... dun worry for her, she's realli mean 2 us. in a gd way. sth liddat, i dunno how 2 xplain. anws, 2day was quite fun, learnt abit abt mm [micromouse] n algorithm... seniors call it algo. yeah. our mm isnt working too well tho. tml i going cip wif xj agn. cant stand it... argh... thur i meeting sherlyn 2 do some project... sth liddat, i wont xplain in case some ppl finds out n tell teacher, den we'll b in v.v.v. big trouble. oh yeah d sch might expel us... hmmm... most probly lah... if my parents find out they'll go nuts. well tt's definitely sth 2 consider b4 we carry out our plans. sherlyn's even worse, her parents r stricter. haha. ok so its actually nt tt serious but quite lah. fri i gtg back 2 sch 2 collect report bk, see prize presentation, stuff liddat. anws i wanna go watch tv le its 10... um... oh yeah one last thing. they're building a 'this fashion' at my mrt stn thr!!!! yeah!!! great! i can go buy frm thr [most of my clothes r frm gina n gail which isnt realli v. nice cos i wan my own clothes too. nt saying their clothes arent nice, but i've gt different tastes... hahas. noe they'll understand] onli thing is my mum will complain expensive. oh well. i'll find a way 2 buy frm thr sooner or later. XD i go watch tv, nite! [my nanowrimo is stuck at 1652. lols XD]
signing out.
10:01 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006
went to sch 2day 2 buy my bks. wasnt wearing sch u n almost everyone else was wearing... lols... sec 4s gt o lvls saw dem leaving d sch. some sec 3 still gt lesson. cant believe nxt yr i sec 2 le... haiz... what a dark prospect... load of hw, i can cope but jus dun feel lyk doing work. anws some of d bks my bro alr hv so i dint buy. went wif my mum. so embarassing! lol. okok sort of lah. i use my bro bks if nt v. expensive we cant afford 2 buy all. aft tt we had lunch n went hm. listening to my mp4 nw, its raining so i cant listen to radio, v. distorted. tts abt all, i wanna start on my nanowrimo le. XD alr gt a plot 4 d story. oh yea met gar wai while i was walking out of sch, she was walking in 2 buy her stuff. yea i better go start working on it. bye!
Shhh... [isolated]
signing out.
12:01 PM
yoz. went for cip wif xj 2day[yesterday, since its past midnight]. ate lunch at northpt den went. was fun 2day, cos dey had a special event going on so we jus helped dem move d chairs n giv stuff 2 d ppl who come, dun even ve 2 go ard toking 2 d old folks. had 2 carry some realli heavy boxes tho. we did 3 hrs cip 2day. supposed 2 do agn tml but xj dun feel lyk it so we're going on wed. tml i going sch 2 buy my bks. sry using so much shrt forms 2day, dun rly ve much tym 2 type. if my mum finds out im still using d com, i might just abt go deaf frm her nagging.
i jus joined d nanowrimo 2day. sounds fun, but sad tt i started so late tho. looking 4ward 2 start on it. n i've been watching net deception 4 quite some tym n if u watch it too, u simply ve 2 admit tt d rao chengtian [wong hei] is cool. in d show onli lahs. chengtian's character is jus so cool, altho he's also actually a nice guy on d inside. i luv it when he's all mysterious n hv out of d world ideas or starts talking wat u think is rubbish but if u consider carefully is actually v. meaningful. and he's jus so kind n caring tho sometyms he doesnt show it. when his half-sis started beating him up cos their grandma died, he jus let her do it n dint say anything or defend himself. i feel tt's so nice of him. his character in this show is definitely sth tt i wont ever wanna miss. i also realli lyk it when he's being v. unreasonable in d eyes of someone else. he's lyk this realli mysterious guy who doesnt trust anyone n keeps mostly to himself but to his family he's v. warm n all, n u can seldom figure out why he's doing things tt normal ppl wouldnt do. jus luv this kinda character XD lol. tt's soooo my type. heh. tts abt all, i gtg.... ltr my mum wake up n realise im still awake n on d com... ^^'' nite den! or morn... whichever.
Start the game!
signing out.
12:25 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
argh... damn damn damn... frikin brother... haiz... nvm forget it. yesterday was last day of ibm camp.... quite sad lahs...
we met at expo mrt, udrena, melvin, n jasmine were thr. took bus to khaki bukit whr d ibm plant is. we went into this director meeting rm... settled down... dey showed us a short presentation, den we toured d place. dey showed us how dey make d storage stuff... etc... tho now den dun make computers anymore. dey also tell us how dey handle n manage d heavy stuff, n those storage devices wif a lot of spaces r mainly for police stns or PUB, stuff liddat. lynette n shauna were talking abt sth which made dem giggle at first n aft a while start screaming. shant tell u exactly wat, in case someone reads this blog. but i didnt realli find wadeva dey were talking abt scary. altho i did find some things funny n laughed along. aft d tour, we went back to d room, were given a quiz [those who ans correct get a ibm t-shirt]. i didnt wan d t-shirt so i didnt bother listening anws... lynette n shauna both gt one. n den dey gave us a magic cube n radio cum fan as gift for taking d tour. weird...
aft tt we took d bus back to ibm campus at expo n had lunch thr. buffet style as usual. jasmine made us do a sorta cheer b4 we could eat, n taught it to us while we were on d bus. when we heard, we all groaned n dint wan to do it, n den melvin turned ard in his seat, stood up, n said 'nvm, u all cannot take d food i take for u' lols. cos jasmine said if we dint do d cheer, we cannot eat. den jasmine said 'if melvin take for u, i'll eat all d food he takes' n melvin said back 'ok eat lor. i see how much u can eat finish' hahas... we all started laughing... jasmine nt happy... den aft tt alvin [we met alvin at d khaki bukit ibm plant] said we do it for judy cos she nvr enjoy d tour so we finally agreed n did d cheer.
had lunch, den i dunno y lynette n shauna choose such a tym... cos jus b4 tt alvin n melvin had gone to washrm le. so we 3 were sorta screaming in d washrm den lynette opened d door n went out cos she done le, we 2 were still washing hand. when she stepped out melvin was thr n he turned ard cos shauna was still screaming in d washrm... lol... den lynette saw n started running out n i called her but she just stopped a second den continued out. den shauna came out n we 2 started running towards lynette n dey 2 started giggling n screaming... haiz... den alvin n melvin were behind n i dunno who said which. dey say 'shh... this isnt a playgrd, its ibm leh' den d other one said 'nvm, its my house' but anw dey 2 started running thru d door n back to d room so i followed... feel so embarassed by dem lors... but ya dey do hv a reason to scream lah... agn, wont tell u exactly wat d reason is.
aft tt we had a meet-our-mentor session. lynette n shauna same mentor. me n jing wen same mentor too. [jing wen's another gurl frm st nick] but both our mentors nt thr at tt tym so we jus sat ard n talked. aft tt thr was presentation. we were thinking abt going 3rd, but lynette say onli if d 2 b4 us their presentation is lousier than ours... lol... wat crap lor... but anw we found out joyce picking who start 1st. 1st was heidi's team. 2nd i nt too sure, n she picked our team as 3rd... so coincidental. we did our presentation n it was ok all in all. heidi's team gt 1st. dey gt d results while we were having teabreak. lynette n shauna's mentor was nice. she let us listen to music on her laptop while we were eating, so a small grp gathered ard her.
aft tt we went back to d rm, dey announced winner, den gave our 'seniors' frm ITE d photo wif frame as a token of appreciation. altho i dun realli see it as a token of appreciation since all d gurls in d camp gt d photo wif frame too. aft tt our seniors had to go... so SAD... will miss dem... dey so friendly n funny n enthu. den we gt certs too. n we were given board game [jambo]. den we could choose to either go home or take a tour ard ibm wif our mentors.
i took d tour wif jing wen n our mentor, ruth. she showed us realli amazing stuff in ibm. thr r mobile work stns... so cool... jus pick any stn n settle down 4 d day. thr r also permanent work stns lah... dey can play pool [d game, nt swimming pool], watch tv, read papers, go outside to d balcony to smoke, stuff liddat. thr r quite a no. of cafes thr too. other nice stuff but i dun wan to bother xplaining in detail. aft tt ruth brought us back to d rm n she had to go. i waited a while 4 lynette n shauna, den lynette had to go home, n it was abt to rain [or raining alr] n i asked shauna if her mum could sent me to expo mrt. she said ok. waited 4 her mum, n den i took mrt home. was realli fun 2day... i realli cant believe it was d last day of d camp... felt lyk its juz d beginning, we juz started making new frens, dun realli feel lyk it ended. i keep thinking tt we'll b meeting agn tml or sth, but i noe we wont... haiz... realli miss my frens, d camp, d mentors, n our seniors too. dey're d ones who started off d whole camp. dey helped us make new frens, get to noe each other, become so active n noisy jus lyk a class. dey made us enthu abt it n all. i guess we owe quite a lot of d camp's success to them.
signing out.
2:24 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
85th posthallos. IBM Camp at NYP 2day. quite fun. met joyce and others at yck mrt, den we walked to nyp. nyp is super huge. go in u'll see a few huge fountains. realli nice. den we went to blk m and den dey showed us ard. its v. interesting thr. dere r some students working on drawing - either 2d or 3d, den thrs those working on animating d drawing, and stuff liddat. they make movies n animations n games too. for games, dey nid IT student to make d game outline, den dey juz insert d animations n stuff liddat i guess. lunch was at 12.15. i was released at 12.30.we were brought to d canteen to eat lunch. i smsed gina n she say aft i eat sms her agn den she come find me. but i was eating halfway when i looked out of d canteen [thrs lyk a fence ard it] n saw gina! sooo easy to spot her lors. she was wearing roll-up jeans, white tee, black jacket. her fren was wearing a pink shirt. i went over to talk to her n she wanted to show me n my frens ard. so i told lynette, n lynette told shauna n diane n dunno d other gurl's name... anw dey finished eating n 5 of us walked over to gina n her fren.joyce asked gina her name n ask how we 2 related, frens izzit? we said cuz. yeah den she ask gina n her fren bring us back to blk l ltr so dey said ok n we went off. thrs a shopping arcade which dey brought us to. quite tiny lahs... weird why dey call it shopping arcade... i tot its a huge shopping mall wif arcade also... hahas... den we went library cos my frens all dun wan to buy anything. d library's cool. its realli huge. 2 lvls but realli high. n thrs a cafe n thrs books in d cafe!!! wow! we nvr saw b4. at d cafe thrs a few bookshelves, n chairs n tables. n thr r some couches, abt 3 or 4 grps, n ard each couch is a tv! can u imagine tt!!! so cool... gina says she normally eat during morn n aftnn break, dun eat during lunch, n so normally juz stay in class listen to music. aft tt we had to go back so gina n her fren sent us back.den aft lunch we're supposed to start preparing for our presentation tml. we had lyk... 4 hrs... way too long 4 us. ard halfway my grp [me, lynette, shauna] needed a break so joyce brought us n a few other gurls to d food junction. its was ard 3.10. n i rmbed n checked d sms tt gina sent me a few days ago, saying wat tym r her breaks. 3 - 3.30. nice coincidence. met her in food junction. den we went macs [me n my frens] n lynette n me wanted to go back food junction. lynette cos she wanna buy bubble tea, me cos i wanna go talk to gina. so we 2 went back n d others came back too a while ltr. gina bought sooo much food... thr was this cheese thingy tt she bought too but her bowl was alr so huge n full of rice. so dey ask me eat d cheese thing. quite nice. gina fren says its gina's fave flavour n if i dun lyk can buy another one but it was ok. i lyk cheese too. XD den gina's fren say buy me a drink n i say dun wan so dey say nvm i share wif gina so her fren bought us ice tea. n say gina dun nid pay. gina say she nvr b4 this kind de, its onli cos i thr tt's why... hahas i dunno if true anot lahs... oh yeah gina also ask me if gt any shuai-ge anot... hahas... told her no, cos at tt tym realli dun ve cos we were in canteen n v. little ppl thr.aft tt my frens walked past n say dey go back le, so i said ok n waved. aft a while i got anxious tt ltr i cant find my way back [i shldnt have been, shld ve juz waited till 3.30 n ask gina bring me back but den i dint think... argh...] so anw i gt anxious so i said i had to go too, drank some ice tea, n said thx n bye, n went off. almost gt lost i tink. but managed lahs. aft tt we completed d ppt presentation, n it was 4.30. we played neopets till 5. den went off, wondering if we could find our way back... lol. we could. shauna went off n me n lynette walked out of d gate to yck mrt. said bye to her n took d train hm. 2day was realli v. fun. cant wait to meet gina dey all agn... XD n nw i consider going nyp. oh well. gtg violin lesson soon n hvnt eaten, cyas!
signing out.
6:50 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
hi, 2day is 3rd day of IBM Camp. its fun. currently chatting wif udrena on msn rite now. tue we had robotics all day at sci ctr. 2day sci ctr agn, morn had dna n forensic science, aftnn had robotics n a challenge. my team gt 1st so we each gt 30 bucks voucher for kinokuniya. cool, rite? cant wait to use. hahas. anws, tml we going nanyang poly. gina says she'll try to meet up wif me if possible. nice of her. hope i can see her tml. wah 2day d dna lab place so freezing cold, den dey say tml nyp most probly colder than this so im bringing a jacket 4 tml in case. hv to wear tt yellow shirt tml... thrs nth much to talk abt... 2day we were released late frm camp so i had to rush home to go for violin lesson. skipped dinner n decided to eat aft my lesson instead. yeah tt's abt all, im still chatting on msn wif udrena. she's realli nice. XD gtg, bye!
signing out.
11:40 PM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
yoz! today was great fun, 1st day of IBM Camp. we went to ITE College East, which is realli huge. it has 3 main buildings which r linked together. one building is technology blk, one business blk, d other i 4gt. dey ve field of cuz, n a swimming pool too. d camp's frm 9am - 5.30pm. i rmbed lynette ng frm 1 wisdom n smiled when i saw her n we started talking... d whole grp was quite quiet cept 4 a few smaller grps of 3 or 4 who're chatting together. thrs st nicks girls, crescent girls, n paya lebar methodist girls. we went into this air-con rm wif 4 pcs to a round table. i tink its on 2nd lvl of business blk arh... sth liddat.
1st we had phototaking. weird. nvr heard of a camp whr 1st thing u do is to take photo... den we had a few talks, which were quite boring... n aft tt d 5 students frm ITE intro demselves. melvin, 17, 1st n last yr, fun n funny. udrena, 17, 1st n last yr, super fun. vanessa, quiet. jasmine, fun but a bit boastful [in a fun way]. alvin, 19, 3rd yr, ok but competitive. den we had tea-break. d mentors were asking us 2 eat more cos ltr playing ice-breaker games. dey all v. enthu de. 4gt d other mentors... dere's joyce, who's in charge of d camp. i tink. n i noe hannah, who's either american or australian. n eileen, who's fun lyk hannah. others i nt too sure.
ice-breaker games were fun. 1st one we sit in a circle, sth abt one odd person every tym, hv to intro herself, den say 'blow, wind, blow all those wearing specs' n those wear specs hv to change places. odd one out starts agn. 2nd game is squirrels n trees, also d odd one out hv to intro. wont xplain d game in detail. thrs was 1 talk in btw d games but aft tt we carried on. we split in 2 grps, jasmine's n alvin's grp. im wif jas. played wif hula hoops... a mat... n a pretend-mindfield. its a 5x5 grid n we try 2 get frm one end 2 d other. without xploding, that is. nt realli much tym to go into details so i'll rush on.
aft tt we had lunch. aft lunch, we carried out a few xperiments, lyk lemon battery, n getting out own dna strands, which i did b4 in sci ctr. we had one more final game, which was gonna b d last one wif our student mentors cos they arent meeting us agn until fri... sad, rite? so aft d game [which had sth to do wif helicopters, elephants, n coconut trees] jasmine told us n was acting all emo [or a bit onli] n in btw one of her frens'd say sth funny n d whole grp of us will jus laugh our heads off. she kept saying, 'must miss me hor' reminds me of shinny a little.
i was sad, tho. our students mentors were such a cheerful, enthu, fun-loving, great n funny lot. i tink it wont b as fun for d nxt 3 days. cant wait 2 c dem agn on fri. XD aft tt we did d six degree project thing, ok but quite complicated. while we were doing tt, vanessa collected our names n hp nos. n emails on her ntbk n passed to melvin to type out. we dint noe at 1st. dey were sooo great! dey type out right away to print d contact list 4 us b4 we go home. we den took another photo n dey handed us d contact lists asking us to add them in msn n all. [we played ice-breaker games in d cca rm which had a small rm inside wif comps n printers so dey used tt. their frens inside. d food sths we cant finish so dey bring in 4 their frens to eat. lols.]
aft tt we went back to d air-con com rm to take our bags n stuff. den we left, saying bye 2 dem. a few student mentors - melvin, dunno who... followed us till somewhr ard d lift dere, n telling those ppl who going hm by diff ways how to get to d mrt or bus stop or wadeva. my dad came 2 fetch me! hahas i was glad. but it was going 2 rain so he dropped me off at an mrt stn n asked me to go hm, cos he had to go buy sth n by tt tym probly rain so wont make it. u must b wondering y rain cant go hm. cos my dad's riding on a motorbike. XD hahas. i luv riding motorbikes n asked my dad if we could jus go hm straight away but he told me it might rain so better nt. oh well, doesnt matter, i hvnt been on d bike 4 so long le, feels great. had a realli great day 2day, n we're going to sci ctr tml n wed. tt's all n i realli hope its gonna b fun tml. MELVIN ROCKS!!! heh.
pls take note: this post is written as mon nite and not midnite nxt day. okies?
signing out.
12:01 AM
