Sunday, December 31, 2006
126th post...eek. still freaking mad abt my hair. but somehow, even if i did shout n scream on my blog yesterday, i somehow still dun feel the impact. haiz. im like that. if something goes terribly wrong, i just feel as if im dreaming. well, going 2 sch is gonna change that. i'm gonna be so out... haiz. okay 2day i'll start on hw. this time for real. and anyway i promised huey that i'll start 2day, since i took yesterday nite off. okay right now im doing chi compo and hist wkbk. huey helping me a bit XD shld b able 2 finish chi compo today. planning 2 finish hist wkbk and maybe either halfway through geog poem or finish bio. dunno. my hair's irritating me. grrr. stupid stupid stupid. i go do hw le. cya.
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1:41 PM
Saturday, December 30, 2006
125th post...ARGH THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING I HATE MYSELF I CANT BELIEVE I DIDNT DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT EARLIER AND NOW ITS OVER AND I CANT CHANGE IT ANYMORE I SERIOUSLY HATE MYSELF!!!!!!! DAMMIT I JUST CANT BELIEVE IT!!! crap me. im dumb, im stupid, wadeva. i suck big time. i really really suck like hell. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my hair!!!!!!!!!! my poor hair.... =.='' freaking hairdresser........ but then freaking me for not telling her off. argh ARGH!!! okay i just went for a haircut and now my hair is freaking short and i dont like it and it sucks and i was trying to keep long hair for months and now this!!! i have NO idea how im gonna go 2 sch.... gonna be looking soooo weird. even weirder than ever. it'll be okay for ppl who dunno me but ppl who know me are gonna go like 'erm.... what happened to ur hair???' or 'is that jane???' aiyooooo how leh??? and i've only got 3 more days till sch reopen. i hate myself i really really suck cos i cant even manage my own hair and now im freaking angry at myself but not like i can change it cos my hair's already cut so not like i can do anything about it. and when i came home my mum was freaking angry she scolded me but i felt so guilty and of COURSE i was guilty so i could only stare at the floor and stay speechless cos i dunno what to say cos its my own fault. its gonna take like what... half a year? to keep my hair long again i feel so bad. i'll gonna feel so weird when i go 2 sch. if only i could have 1 more month of hol again... im nvr gonna go out and i'll just stay at home and relax and wait for my hair 2 grow. darn darn darn. this suxxxxxxxx. okay fine. since i already made a mistake, i shall stay at home and complete my homework before sch reopens. have to. if not im nvr gonna forgive myself. go do hw le, later wan 2 play if i finish a reasonable amount of hw. bye. [I HATE MYSELF!!!]
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4:55 PM
124th post...
ow and yay. in the morning i went down to buy stuff for my mum. i'm supposed 2 go trim my hair later, wonder how it'll turn out. im gonna trim plus layer :) anws, i came up den went down again to buy a4 ppr for printing. darn... 5 bucks. my parents scolded me for not checking 2 see if thrs a cheaper one. plus, quality lousy. haiz. anw i used it 2 print my geog newspaper articles, so i completed that hw already. planning 2 skip chi idiom too. 6 more hw for me - bio last few questions, hist wkbk last 2 questions, geog poem, chi compo, 2 chi bk reviews. help.... i dun think can finish by end of hols... haiz. jus now while printing, the new paper cut my finger. damn pain at first but thr wasnt any bleeding or cut at first. after a while the cut appeared and it started bleeding, but nt so pain le :)
dun realli feel lyk triming my hair but... mum insists... haiz. hmmm... dunno when im going... owowow... finger hurts. i'll nt typing wif my index finger le. so hard 2 type... haiz. oh yeah tt day d class outing... erm... okay i look EXTREMELY weird in the grp pic. oh well. i c if can add... got frm yupin's blog. thx yupin :) actually dint wan 2 add but... who cares if i look weird anyways - its cos i nvr tie my hair cos i sorta lazy. lent caroline my hair tie for a while cos her hair messy n she nvr bring hair tie. den aft tt she return me i was happily cycling so didnt tie.
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1:22 PM
Friday, December 29, 2006
123th post...my mum made me really angry just now, cos she scolded me for no reason. she scolds me just cos she feels annoyed. how horrible... haiz. so i was angry and sad. um.... sad, dun ask me why lah, i just hate it when ppl scold me for no reason, cos i'll feel its totally unfair, its just cos dey bad temper dont mean dey hv 2 pick on others lor. ya so anyways i went into the room toilet and slammed the door shut and started crying. gah... sound so... childish. bleah. get used 2 it lah... when my mum scold me and i dun feel guilty cos i dint do anything wrong, i normally lock myself in the room or toilet and start crying until i feel better. same goes for my bro, but sometimes i just start crying in front of him. uh... okay, here, i'll explain.well, for my mum, if she start scolding u and u know very well that ur not wrong, even if u try explaining, she'll still scold u. so u cant argue. so in other words, when she start scolding u, u cant change it. even if ur innocent? yup. so that's why i get angry. but the thing is, when i get angry den i'll try telling her what happened, right? and she doesnt listen. she doesnt care. thats why i become sad and jus start crying. uh.... if ur on gd terms wif ur parents, u wont know lah. as for my bro, he bullies me everyday and sometimes when he threatens me until i HAVE to agree to his conditions, after that i'll be very angry and stomp off and just sit in my room and wonder why my life is so sucky and start crying. yup. sad rite? not really, used to it le. everytime get bullied, who not used to it? haiz... jus wish i can get rid of all these horrible memories someday.um... i was angry at my mum at first lah, but den after i cry le den i went out and helped wif some chores. when i come out finally, means either im okay le, or im planning on taking revenge. um... the revenge part only happens wif my bro XD so anyway, i came out, den she not angry wif me le - cos scold finish le mah, duh. so she do the chores also den she tell me cook what for dinner - parents going out to eat, wan us 2 cook dinner ourselves. but den if she tell me what 2 cook for dinner, means she cares lah, even though my dad wan us cook our own food. so anw she helped wif dinner and after a while my dad came and in the end, he did most of the cooking. XD i luv my dad!!! he rox he rox he rox. lol. cos he seldom bad temper wif me, only my bro most of the time, unless i dunno how 2 do something then he say i dunno anything de... but he rox most of the time ^^btw, aft dinner cook finish den dey went out - shows dey care cos if not they'll jus go out while dinner is cooking. sth liddat lah. so in the end, i guess my mum sorta made up for it lah. anyway, i cant hold a grudge for long, i might get very very very angry at the start, but i cant hold the anger there, i dont hold grudges, not even wif frens. lyk last time yupin, lynette and june made me angry and unhappy and all, but now... come to think of it, doesnt matter lah. maybe they still angry at me, but i not angry at them le lahs. see? i cant hold grudges. my anger jus disappears after a period of time. (: that's good, right? XDi hv no idea how i'm gonna finish my hw. probably i'll skip sci test plus chi idiom, jus do geog poem, chi compo, chi bk reviews. not so bad bah. ack my dumb laptop, play audition a few games den will dc and my desktop turn purple and hv 2 restart. haiz. play 2 - 4 games still can lah. den aft tt i quickly exit, still okay de. lols. i 1 more lvl den freedom le! yay! XD maple my mage lvl 51 and theif lvl 31. last time dey 50 n 30. new lvl more powerful. i go play aud a while bah, den see if can finish up any hw anot. sorta waiting for huey 2 come online, but i also dunno why. o.O oh well. cya!
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7:41 PM
122th post...... ... ... okay i'm just bored. hmmm... bio ws and hist wkbk, 2 more questions left, each. darn. just 4 more questions and i can finish up 2 pieces of hw, but no, the questions r tough. and i don't know the answer! duh... well, then, how to finish the hw??? haiz. oh geog newspaper articles thing, i already got all, but havent print out yet some. so that one almost done. hmmm.... most important now are: 1) geog poem. 2) chi compo. 3) chi bk reviews(2). 4) chi idioms 71-100. 5) sci test chap 12. wah sia.... so much still... sure die. okay, i decided to learn frm caroline - ehehe... jus a way of saying it... i shant study for sci test. that cuts my workload down XD i wanna go play maple a while, my char lvl 51 le, today 3am leveled de XD cya.
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2:04 PM
Thursday, December 28, 2006
121th post...ok, i noe this is 2nd post in a day but got other stuff to post. ack. was eating alicia's chocolate cake jus now, so was typing extremely slowly. my mum say d cake nt nice... but... i think its great! at least for home-baking, its great. plus, i dun even noe how to bake a cake, so its nice to me lahs. way to go, alicia! XD lolz. oh ya, my mum insists on giving alicia back something cos i took home d whole chocolate cake. heh. [i dint eat all hor! is my whole family try de!] hmmm... darn. i forgot what else i wanna type... oh yah i hvnt started on my hw still. sad.... huey, help!!! i cant concentrate... how??? ack ack ack.... wow sherilyn's having clearance sale. neat. i alr reserved 2 bks. XD maybe i'll have a clearance sale someday...oh yah, jus now was going to post about my bro... he dint irritate me, but recently, i realised that whenever my parents quarrel, its almost always because of him. can u believe that? haiz... and i feel so lost whenever they quarrel... dey always wan me 2 side wif them.... i'm ok wif that, but den i start feeling awful when my mum keeps saying i'm so guai n my bro so naughty. say i do this le, my bro hvnt. say i always listen, nvr tok back, my bro so rude always tok back... haiz. den she'll treat me xtra xtra nice. haiyo! so childish lor! even my dad thinks its sorta childish. okay, done wif this. my bro sux. he keeps making everyone quarrel, and making me cry. hmphs... i wan an elder brother!!! someone i can really call kor... someone who cares about his sis.... haiz...okay nth much to post about anymore. post tml or sth. bye.
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4:22 PM
120th post…Hi. Wow I’ve been day-dreaming for about 2 hours. I cant believe it. Oh, um…I just day dream by sitting on a chair and start thinking about all the good things that could happen to me XD its sorta fun, but, yeah. I’ve got 2 more questions for Chinese compre. Dun feel lyk doing…. Haiz… hmmm… actually I wanted to type a lot, but since the internet’s down, I’m currently typing this into Microsoft word. Later jus copy n paste onto my blog lor. But I also have homework to do, and I still want to daydream some more, so I think I’ll make this quick. I’ll learn from cryst and have a homework list on my blog ^^ I marked the homework left with an asterisk sign.Eng book review
Eng compre - didn’t get the paper
Maths ws
Maths ace-learning
*Science test chap 12
*Bio ws - 2 questions left
Chem ws
*Physics project - 2 questions left for write-up
*Geog poem
*Geog newspaper articles - 3/10 articles so far
*Hist wkbk - 2 questions left
Hist timeline - not gonna read
2 Chi cloze
*2 Chi compre - 1 compre left
*Chi compo
*2 Chi bk review
*Chi idioms [30] - if I dun hv time, wont studyAll in all, 11/20 homework left. Saddening. I should start on my homework… darn. Just too lazy. Okay, jane, listen up, the internet’s not working, so not lyk u can play any games. Might as well do ur hw now, later can play, right? Ok. Lets go finish some homework. Cya! XD
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3:12 PM
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
119th post...went to pasir ris park today. met wenni at yishun mrt, den caroline at amk. we took train all d way to pasir ris mrt, met munfoong there, den take 403 to park. wah about 10+ ppl go only lors. and the class has 34 people. me, caroline, wenni, munfoong, zoey, jiahua, yupin, melissa at first. then abigail, kaiying, and lynette came. the last 2 to come were alicia and jasmine. 13 people. we went cycling, taught zoey and munfoong how to ride. yupin also sort of, i heard someone saying she knows how to ride but dun dare. jia you, yupin! XD although she's not really my good fren, but, we're classmates, right? um... den it started drizzling so we went to find this huge shelter, brought all our picnic stuff thr, den jus sat around.... after a while the rain stopped.we went to d toilet, then came back and started opening all the food and drinks. wont explain in detail, i dun hv much time. we returned our bikes at 4.10.... around thr lahs... den we took a group photo den went home. i reached home 6.30... around thr... cos melissa needed to buy a present for abigail. oh yah the presents hor, zoey got mine, which is 3 whole bars of chocolate. i was wondering who got mine, den zoey show me her card my name. lolz. i told her 'eh zoey, u damn lucky lehs.' she got the present le, open n peep in, den i was already laughing, n she started laughing. caroline see also started laughing. soooo lucky lors. i got abigail's present, a keychain, quite cute lahs XD. but den i prefer chocolate ^^''i'm talking to cryst n huey now, fun lah dey all. this cryst veri noisy XD huey is funny. oh ya i brought home alicia's chocolate cake. lolz. nevermind lah, jus bring home eat lor. better than she throw away. ^^ see? i save food hor! lolz. i sound like wenni. ya lah jus acting.... nth much to type already, tml i shall learn frm huey n cryst n start doing my hw. XD gtg now, wan finish playing so tml can concentrate. [p.s.: jus to irritate ppl, wenni n caroline r super rich!!! XD]
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11:13 PM
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
118th post...i was just about to release a number of really rude words. but i thought over and well, might as well explain. guess the extremely loud music that i'm listening to sort of calmed me down. nxt yr i'll b in 2 wisdom. same as huey. crystal's gonna be in 2 faith. caroline and munfoong 2 unity, so lucky, same class, and they're such good frens. ok the music is blasting loud now. wenni's 2 loyalty, expected, so smart of course go best class. i think cleo go loyalty too, but i cant believe that... anyways, that's about all, yeah. i know, huey's my good fren and all, but i cant help feeling pissed off that i'm separated from my other good frens. let's see, i'm currently feeling angry with the class allocations and sad that i cant be in same class as my other frens. that's all. i dun feel like blogging, not really in the mood. i'll go play aud. see if i can calm down. i dun even noe what i'm feeling...
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2:07 PM
117th post...i know its christmas today, but i'm feeling awful. i went to munfoong's house to do project. met wenni on the train. can u believe we're actually doing a project on christmas??!! haiz. finally finished. 3 days. oh well. there's only the write up left now. caroline could go shopping with her family after that. munfoong's already a christian, so ya... and wenni said her mum wanted to go shopping with her. haiz. they're all so rich, all so 'happy-go-lucky' people... i'm feeling so different from them... i've went to all of their houses but they havent come to mine, because... my mum says that they're rich so their houses are nice and all, but we're not, how can we invite them to come here? she's really got a point. that was the thing which made me decide not to invite them.we've finished the project, but i thought it'd be fun if they finished it completely, as in come my house last day. yeah. my mum finally said that they could come, and i did ask them, but they've finished it, so not really much point, right? i wanted to call caroline and wenni and ask if they want to come. however, they both weren't home yet. probably went shopping. then i thought hard and my mum told me that we're not as rich as them and our house isn't as nice as theirs, how can we invite them? i felt embarrassed... so in the end, i didnt invite them.well, apart from that, i've still got a load of homework. i was planning to do some today but i just couldnt concentrate. guess i've straightened out my thinking now. i missed one of my tv programs today, just about an hour ago. totally forgot about it until halfway through, then i decided, 'well, might as well just stay on this chair and continue using the com. half of a show isnt much either.' so i'll be free the whole day tomorrow, which i plan to do my homework. but i'm almost never disciplined enough to go according to plan, so, i'll most probably be using the com quite a while too.anyway, i was just thinking, how good it'd be if i could be like xinlan, from 'the invincible duo'... she's so blessed... at least her character in the show is. she's got a great sworn brother who really cares about her, and who's smart and cunning. he's also funny sometimes. and then she's got a nice and 'shuai' guy who really loves her and who'd risk everything to see her. shuai is chinese for... um... handsome? cool? yeah... sort of. anyway, the point is, isnt she just so lucky? haiz... i believe in fairytales. sort of. but i definitely believe in fate. i don't know... but now i'm starting to think that it wouldn't make any difference if i was an only child. if you've got a brother who doesnt care about you, i don't think he can be called a brother. i just don't think that's right. even if he's really your brother and you two are related by blood, but if he doesnt care, he's no different from a stranger. i don't know about you, but that's what i think.well, enought of that, tuesday at home, wed class party, thur watch movie. after that i have the remaining days till school reopen to finish all my homework. i just remembered... i haven't bought a present and the crackers for the class party! darn it. dunno if my mum will let me go buy it tomorrow. maybe i wont remember by then? no idea. haiz. just added an alarm into my handphone so that i'll remember tomorrow. wonder what to buy... nothing else to say. i'm tired and i need to sleep before my mum finds out i'm still awake. nite. or morn. whatever. [no christmas present. santa, are u even there?][found out that no one in my family can spell 'rudolph' correctly. bro: rudolfh. dad: rudoff. mum: ruldof. ROFL!!!]
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12:17 AM
Saturday, December 23, 2006
116th post...argh dammit. today's post might be filled with vulgar words for all i care. i've seriously got enough problems, stop adding to the load!!! **** **** **** geez. its just problems everyday, i dun even have a break. homework, project, everything! went to wenni's house today, failure again. do u know how much time we wasted? it was enough time for me to finish a chinese comprehension. ack, dun blame me, i take about 5 hours to finish one, especially when i'm at home. i'm feeling so freaking annoyed and frustrated. i've got a huge pile of undone homework, and i definitely wasn't planning to spend 4 days at other people's house doing a dumb project. okay, wo3 men2 you4 shi1 bai4 le. but its irritating.i was tired when i came home from wenni's place, around 4.20pm, but i wanted to start on my chinese book review, at least read a bit first. read chapter 1, then the last paragraph of the book, then chapters 2 and 3 halfway. and i fell asleep. was so tired after going to wenni's house, plus, reading long chinese stories usually make me sleep fast. about half an hour through reading it, i'll just automatically fall asleep. don't blame me. even if the book is interesting, i'll still fall asleep. maybe that's why i cant learn properly... ^^''okay so anyways, woke up and discovered that it was 7+pm, and i rushed out to watch my tv program. my dad changed the channel to mine, then he went into the kitchen to help prepare dinner. my mum came out, i went to drink water because i had a sore throat and it was still interval on the tv, i came out of the kitchen, and my mum changed the channel back to her show. ****. i was sooo angry, but as usual, my guai-kia character came in, so i just pretended that i was ok and went to eat dinner. my bro, who knows that i wanted to watch my tv show, later asked me, 'i thought you have that show on today?' i was feeling depressed and just mumbled, 'mummy watching wad...' yeah.after dinner i went to do my history homework. i don't know why either, i'm normally not like that, but i guess the pressure of school reopening soon is building up on me. currently, i still have 2 questions blank. don't know how to do. guess i'll just leave them blank and see what the teacher say... or not. that's totally not my style. its wenni's and caroline's usual habit though, but i'm not like that. finish, or don't do it at all. yup, that's me. i don't leave it blank. write crap for all i care, just don't leave it blank. that's the rule. haiz, guess i'll have to start filling in nonsense. 14 lines. probably going to do around 10 only. i'll try finishing my chinese homework soon, a lot of stress comes from it because its one of the hardest among my homework. the other important is my poem. anyways this is about all i can say, because i need to do my homework but i want to play too. need time for them, and i need to go brush my teeth. blog again soon. :) by the way, listening to music made me explode, then slowly calm down ^^''
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9:47 PM
Friday, December 22, 2006
115th post...eek. was freaking pissed off wif my bro jus now. fine now, though. anyways, dun talk abt him lahs, make me go nuts de. i went to caroline's hse 2day :) so fun there. me, mf, n wenni. wenni was there earliest cos she n caroline went sch 2 do pa. we're supposed 2 do physics project, actually in grps of 2 or 3, but we decided 4 ppl do together 2 projects. ^^ lols. so thats why 4 ppl de. sadly, 2day's project was a failure. wont explain in detail, very tough, but we managed to make d car but d wheels gt problem. our project requires d car to be rubber band-powered and not catapulted. quite hard lars... anyway 2day our failed car was given to kaiyi, she put her teddy bear on d car and use d rubber band attached to pull it along d floor. we suggested caroline help her attach a string to it XDi took bus all d way 2 wdlands mrt den take mrt, cos at first, wenni wanted to take 855 [i tink] to yishun. but took very long 2 come. we looked at d board and dey say 169 and 980 wdlands. den wenni say maybe go wdlands will stop at yishun mrt dere. after all d 16_ buses passed, another 169 came, so wenni went to ask d bus driver if it stops at yishun. he said yes, so we boarded d bus. it went to yishun, but took a diff route frm wenni's normal one, so at first she dint noe d place. anyways, she stopped at yishun n i took all d way to wdlands. at first i tot maybe it didnt mean wdlands int, jus around wdlands, cos many of the bus stops were outside factories, but i was quite sure it was near wdlands thr. after about... 20++ factories passed le, it turned and i still dint recognise d place, but no more factories, a lot of grass. den it turned again and i saw palm trees! d kind that i always see at wdlands mrt thr, so i stared at them n looked further ahead and after a while i saw causeway pt. i was sooo glad to see it. hahas.that's about all today, tml we going to wenni's hse 2 do. very earli lehs, 10am. haiz. meeting caroline n mf at yishun int, den we take bus go wenni's hse. she's picking us up at bus stop thr. oh and i gt lots of incompleted hw, but i'm deciding not to study d hist timeline and mayb d sci test n chi idioms. dunno, see how lors. [i bet i wont in d end. heehee.] i wan go play le, oh yah this laptop rite, haiyo... play aud around 5 games den auto laptop failure, hv to reboot. haiz. drive me nuts, liddat hw to play aud??? haiz.... go play other games le bahx. i'll post again tml if i hv time. cya.
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9:30 PM
Thursday, December 21, 2006
114th post...hmph. my bro irritated me again. quite a while ago, before 10pm. i sorta started it, but he dint hv to dig it so deep... i pushed his chair to the right, so he dragged my chair all d way 2 d left of d room [my chair wheels arent movable] so i pushed his again and he dragged mine again. stuff liddat. anyways, he got angry and he had a wet tissue in his hand so he started splashing me wif water... i get very irritated when he does stuff like that and i was really angry at that time. anyways, there was a cloth on my chair. when it got wet, i got really mad and threw it at me. we started fighting - he was trying 2 stuff d cloth into my face and i was resisting... anyways he got mad too and somehow the cloth ended up on the floor. its my chair's cloth, so if our parents see it on the flr, they'll scold me right? right.but then i dunno why, my bro kept shouting at me 2 pick it up and when i dint wan to, he kept threatening me and wanted to kick me too. i started shouting back at him realli loudly, so loud that i was sure our parents would hear, saying 'if mummy n daddy see, also not say u'll get into trouble. not ur problem or anything, i dun feel like picking up cannot arh? mind your own business lah! they'll scold me, not u, go do ur own things!' ya, stuff like that. i was really really frustrated... but anyways, he just kept shouting at me 2 pick it up and i dint wan to, but i started crying. [dun go 'oh gosh' or anything. it happens often. he always shouts and kicks and threatens me until i start crying, though i havent cried for quite a while already, cos i tried to stay out of trouble]so anyways i started crying but we continued bickering and after a while our mum came in. as usual, she scolded my bro, but den aft a while she left. i went back 2 my own things n acted as if nth happened. haiz... when i went out 2 watch my show, she started nagging at me. i doubt she's ever trusted me... when its not my fault sometimes, she scolds me until i get so sick of her and my bro.... the only person i dun quarrel with is my dad... i hate it when i quarrel with my mum.... she makes me so annoyed i feel like shouting at her, like my bro n dad, but i always control myself. its like wanting to vomit but trying to stop it! i dunno how long i can stand to hear her nag... if that's not enough, i still have my bro to deal with! sometimes, just cos he's bored or sth, he starts threatening me and hitting me... and its all the more unfair because i'm the youngest!i hate my brother. he's not my brother. i really really hope that one day, we'll find out that he's a fake. maybe they got him mixed up when he was a baby. i dunno, i just don't want to be related to him in any way! sometimes it makes me so embarrassed! i'm not like him at all! i hate his style n everything, and he's just so uncool and lame. i dunno how to explain it! i sorta hate my family, everyone except my dad. and i hate myself too. i hate myself for not being able to stand up to my bro, always letting him bully me, never fighting back. i've tried, but he always hits me so hard until i hv to beg him to stop... i dont know if i'll ever be able to fight back. and the thing is, he's elder so his logic is: the elder one gets the thing. the elder one gets priority. stuff like that! i really really hate that. i think if i dun stop typing soon i'll start crying. i don't know... its just i cant take it here. i hate it here. its horrible here...
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12:44 AM
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
went to watch eragon with sherilyn, cryst, and ken today. sherilyn n ken brought their younger bros along. oh and i got d center seat ^^ it was a lucky draw thing. we tore up the whole roll of tickets into individual ones, then shuffled, and picked. lucky me XD poor ken, got the end seat. his was 7, then sherilyn bro 8, cryst 9, ken bro 10, sherilyn 11, me 12. sadly, d random thing didnt really work out, cos ppl started swopping tickets. ken's bro realli realli wanted to sit wif ken, so he swopped with sherilyn's bro, who had 8. then cryst wanted to sit nxt to me [sth liddat] and sherilyn wanted to sit nxt 2 cryst but hv to sit nxt 2 her bro too. ken n me r d onli ones who didnt swop. ken cos no one would swop wif him cos he's sitting at the end, and me cos i didnt want to swop wif anyone cos i was sitting in d middle. final result: ken 7, ken bro 8, sherilyn bro 9, sherilyn 10, cryst 11, me 12. yeah, but was fun anws.
cryst n me shared popcorn - she wanted salty n i wanted sweet so we bought mix. $6 we split into $3 each. so i spent $9, plus tix. d show was okay, but i guess d book's better. its much longer [but of course d show hv limited time] and there's so much more details, but i guess d show's just a good way of making d book come to live :) when saphira first hatched, she looked extremely cute!!! heh. serious. soooo cute lors... i was squealing to cryst 'sooo cute!!!' lol. and i liked brom's character in the show ^^ one part brave, three parts fool. lol. [referring to eragon] oh and d shade durza, me n cryst were laughing our heads off at him. at first he looked alright, but during the fighting and war, u should've looked at him!!! he looked extremely white, around his eyes were red, but his mouth was the funniest - he looked exactly like an old grandmother! lols! his mouth looked like he didnt hv any teeth, n it was all creased like an old person without teeth. i told cryst he looked like an old grandmother and we were both laughing like maniacs.
actually, all in all, the show was okay, though it seemed sooo short compared to the book... haiz. they missed out so many important things, like the scar eragon was supposed to get frm durza, and saphira n arya crashing the dwarf's most precious thing, and they just skipped the whole dwarf thing! haiz... but i guess that's what a movie is after all. cant expect them to show everything. after the movie, sherilyn n ken went home wif their bros, me n cryst went to d library. i needed to borrow 2 chi storybks for chi bk review... sad. aft tt, cryst went for piano lesson so i came hm. my mum's probably gonna come hm soon, so better start my homework. 10 more to go... cya.
signing out.
5:05 PM
Monday, December 18, 2006
112th post...in school again, cca. but today's not programming, we're supposed to make souveniers for the nxt yr sec 1s... dunno why d sec 3s arh... take the easy work for themselves... i guess its not programming section de. programming section sec 3s veri nice de lors... but this one d whole cca, den make sec 1s n sec 2s bend d dumb metal thing to make the word 'infocomm' haiyo. wu liao.... also make until so ugly lors... den our finger all so pain lors... haiz. this caroline today a bit funny mood... wenyi as usual happy happy de lors... sherlyn 2day veri quiet. theres yu ying and amanda also today. d sec 2s hv genin and d triplets and another girl i tink her name also jane. caroline's acting lame... nevermind. anyway she's playing neopets n sherlyn also. wenyi's trying to add some music to her blog. boring... later go home den maybe post again. dunno. cya.
signing out.
12:31 PM
Saturday, December 16, 2006
111th post...whoa... today was so cool, i went to escape together with quite a number of gepers. met muni at yishun interchange - she was 15 mins later than the time we agreed on, grrr... anyways, we took the bus all the way to pasir ris. then, when we got off, we walked to the mrt station because muni had to top-up her card. we called jaz and found out that she was going to reach pasir ris mrt soon, so we asked them to wait for us. met them at a good time - jaz and zl. then, 4 of us went to the interchange to take a bus to downtown east. when we reached and walked to escape, whoa.there were like 10 plus people already there. in the end, i think there were around 15. hmmm... gals - me, muni, jaz, zl, liz, mish, cl. guys - suf, tg, andrew, chev, sh, jk, nicholas yew, wenda. dunno if theres anyone else i left out. oh well. we all paid and went in. that was my first time in escape, which was so fun. first, we went to ride some weird ride just next to the entrance. it sort of goes round and up and down. i sat with muni and mish. in the 'ball' next to us, there were liz, zl, jaz. it was quite fun.after that, me, muni and mish wandered around to the go-kart place. we met most of the guys there. they were waiting for the ride to be open. we were so lucky, went there just about the same time the guy lifted up the barrier. lawl. so in other words we were the first group. that was neat. it was my first time, muni and mish too i think. it was so totally cool, i was trying to race but the slope was hard and it felt like the whole car was going to topple. anyways that ride was the most fun. after we got off, we talked a while, then decided to ride it again. poor tg had to skip it because there were 8 ppl and 7 cars, and we all wanted to ride once more only. i guess tg's quite a nice guy even without serene around ^^ lawl.after that, we went to the viking. it was nice there. me muni mish took the 2nd last row. mish dint want to but we wanted to so she sat with us. opposite was the guys. andrew and suf center, sh and someone else in the 3rd last, and chev and jk in the 2nd last. you would laugh if you were there to see! well, as cl puts it, 'the guys are all such wimps' haha. you should have seen chev and jk, the funniest 2. they were so scared they didnt look up! and me and muni were waving our hands in the air like nutters. mish wasnt, and when the ride was going to end, she told me she was gonna puke. i was quite worried, but she was fine after that. :)next, chev went to the kiddie roller coaster, so we followed. sh didnt ride, but there were 13 of us and only 12 could sit, muni and i were the last 2 and she pushed me ahead and said 'nah, u go' haiz... should have let her go. oh well, the ride wasn't so fun after all. really noisy at one part, and the seats are extremely hard so when the thing goes forward fast, my back hit the seat and eek my spine hurts! and when it stops, it brakes so suddenly, i flew forward and banged into the black thing in front of me. ouch, my stomach... felt pissed at the ride and angry that muni let me go instead - not angry at her for letting me experience it, but angry that i didnt reject and let her go - so i just grabbed my bag and went out - i was the first one out. however, my anger couldnt last long, not when everyone was so happy still, though.my last ride was the rainbow thing. most of them went to play carnival games and get their free snacks and ice-cream, but me and muni wanted to ride the rainbow, so we went for it. it was really fun, although we kept crashing into each other. we could see the sea from the top too. before the ride started, we saw suf n mish walking nearby so we waved and they spotted us. they went to queue up for it too. while the ride was going on, we kept waving to them. hahas. but when it was their turn, we were pretending to act normal but were very giggly inside, because... we were hoping mish and suf would sit together, so they'd keep crashing into each other. lawl! sad though, mish wouldn't so she sat at the back, but i think she should've just sat with suf, because this complete stranger guy sat next to her. ah well. lucky suf, he sat with a guy. anyway, while the ride was on, we saw mish n tat guy cling tight onto their handle so they wouldnt crash i guess. sad, sad... hahas.after that, me, muni, cl went to get a free snack. we didnt know suf and mish had disappeared. after that, cl said they were all in BK so we ran there as it had started raining. i ate a classic hot dog, which was okay, i guess. also took some fries from cl. me and muni were sitting together and i was eating and she was drinking, when jaz, zl, liz said they were going to cosfest already. poor muni. she wanted the fries so she took one whole mouthful and stuffed it into her mouth, and took a few more, then went. waved to her while she was walking out. then i went to join cl, who was the only girl left. mish went out but in the end we found out she didnt go to cosfest.me and cl ate finish and walked around a bit wanting to ride somemore but afraid we'd puke. after that we just got and ice-cream and wanted to go. when we were almost out, suf called and said he left his wallet in BK. we went to see if it was there but asked the wrong table - the guys occupied 2 tables. then, the office ppl let suf in and he went to get his wallet - he asked at the correct table... zZz... i feel so... lame. then, we went out and suf told us the guys went to the arcade. guys arcade, gals cosfest. haiz. but he said tg mentioned that mish n chev went cycling together. me and cl were just about to go cycling too, n suf wanted to come along to see if we could find those 2 'lovebirds'. hahas. rented bikes and cycled around. after quite a while, we gave up finding for them cos we'd already cycled around the whole area. there was one point where we stopped to buy drinks and i bought a can drink. suf bought a bottle and asked cl to carry it for him cos he didnt bring a bag. he asked me at first but i told him 'ask cl, she's nicer' lawl. i drank about half, then set off riding the bike one-handed. suf cant do that so thats why. there were quite a few times that i almost crashed while drinking and using one hand, but lucky me ^^when suf stopped for the... i dunno, 10th time? [he's not good at cycling, he says its cos he hasnt cycled for very long] i turned and waited and saw chev n mish cycling towards us and chev said sth like 'suf, is that you???' hahas. they 2 didnt bother us and continued cycling, but we wanted to bother them. lawl. before that we were making wild guesses and saying maybe they ride tendum - the 2 seat one. sad, they didnt. a bike each. we followed them quite a while before getting tired and decided to go around once more, then return our bikes. we only rented for 1 hr so thats why.after that we took a bus and mrt back. cl stopped at outram. suf wanted to stop at city hall, but since i was sitting all d way to jurong, he followed. from jurong, my stop's nearer and his further, but from city hall, its opposite. anyways, we heard 'clementi', then we 2 were talking and we didnt hear the next 2, until it was 'lakeside'. when i heard it, i was thinking how come that name sounded so unfamiliar. then suf checked the map - darn, we missed jurong by 2 stops. lawl. got off and took back to jurong, then i took to marsiling. he takes to semb. thats sort of all for the day, but its weird, like suf only joined us cos he lost his wallet. before that he was going to go straight home. its cos he has to go home to pray, thats why he couldnt stay longer, and cl didnt want to stay either, so i no choice, just folo lor. lawl.today was really great, i hope we all can meet up like this again, at least once a year. its quite meaningful. we cant meet up too often because we're normally all so busy, but i think if its once a year and we find its really fun, its worth it. i know i typed a lot already, but theres just so much to type so that i'll remember. alright, i'll stop here then, but i have to say, i really had fun today. :)
signing out.
4:45 PM
Thursday, December 14, 2006
110th post
haiz. this is frustrating... i dunno why i'm so worked up either, but... oh well. um... i came home early today... during cca i was chatting with my frens n all cos i was so bored. on msn lah. duh. um... nth much lahs... on the way home i started smsing leon and kept at it cos i was so bored. den at wdlands mrt stn, that stop rite, very coincidental, i shut my hp and stuffed it into my pocket to wait for leon to reply, and looked up. i looked up.
it was sorta because some guy frm my right who was sitting down somewhere, stood up, and walked to the door which was in front of me, and rather noisily too. as in his footsteps sounded purposely loud. i was standing nxt to the metal pole. as he stood there and waited for the mrt to stop n the door to open, i stared at him frm behind and i was definitely sure he was aware. i looked at his hairstyle, checked his height, noticed him sorta wanting to look behind, and as he walked out he act cool plus pretend to walk very fast, but after walking quite far away he slowed down to a stroll, aha! mun jun! who else but him! after the train door closed and d train started to move again, i took out my hp immediately and smsed mun jun 'did i just see you in the train?' that was for safety precaution, in case my inference was wrong. it wasnt.
i was sooo right. wah lao somemore he pretend dint see me in the train. say look lyk u but if nt u den i walk to stranger n say hi arh? aiya!!! he gets on my nerves. forget it. smsed him a few times n i was done. i came home, checked my theory book, viola!!! i'm at pg 8 too! wat a surprise. i forgot pg 1 and 2 were d content pg and crap, 3 n 4 we do in sch. i rmb doing abt 4 pages. i tot 1-4, its 4-8. hahas. carol wont catch up that easily after all ^^ okay, thats about all, but one important thing - TO SHERLYN TAN.
(sherlyn, i noe u always read my blog n posts and wadeva, but this is MY PERSONAL BLOG AND SO I CAN POST WHATEVER I WANT IN IT. im not stopping u from reading it or anything, but kindly DO NOT tag criticizes of any sort and KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF. i have already deleted your tag in the tag board. if u do not have anything constructive to tag, please DO NOT TAG AT ALL. its not that i dun accept any criticism at all, but i loathe especially and in particular, the type of comments that u give. one more thing, when in school, please do not talk to me about my blog AT ALL, as it is very irritating, and as i said earlier, keep all comments to yourself, so do not mention this in school too. i would like to solve this problem once and for all and do not want to deal with it again or hear of it again. thanks.)
anyways today's quite a weird day, met my mum while going home, she was lyk asking me how come im so early today. hahas. told her but i dint delay her too long. ugh my dad wans me to cook 2 half mugs of rice. so much! darn. i dunno how much water 2 put -.-'' asked him to cook it himself. actually, i have a feeling he's cooking it now... anyway, later im going for theory lesson. nxt wk i hv violin n theory agn, but the week after that no more alr.
i'm thinking of quitting violin lessons, but i'm not sure. i want to go learn other things... violin's like 'holding me up' but i dont know what'll happen if i quit. i still like it, but now its getting frustrating. i want to learn so many other things but i'll only get to learn them if i quit violin, or finish up till a suitable grade, which is probably grade 6. that's 2 or more years to go, and i cant wait. i want to start learning other things. i cant be stuck with violin. theres so many other things out there waiting to be discovered! i'm thinking of taking other lessons or courses even while learning violin, but i doubt my parents will allow. they say its too much pressure and i wont be able to concentrate in schoolwork. well i dun care! yes, it IS too much pressure, but i dun just want to know how to play a dumb violin when i grow up. i want to know lots of things. argh, i cant decide. i'll go and consider.
i better go help my dad with dinner, i'm going at 7.30, thats about an hour's time. okay i definitely smell rice now. haha. bye!
signing out.
5:52 PM
darn.... stomachache. no idea why. and during cca again! later how to walk out for lunch? haiz... very boring 2day, d coach nvr come. think he's still on hol or sth. our teacher say wan 2 complain 2 d company. realli bored though. d sec 4s n sec 3s r talking n half-working on d mm. sec 2s onli d triplets, who sorta keep to themselves. sherlyn's using d com. and so am i. later gt theory lesson, carol say she do until pg 8 alr...wah so much. i cant catch up de. this sat i going escape wif some other rosyth gep frens n after that see if i can go expo there, for the cosfest. sounds fun but i'm kinda broke so... yeah. an entrance fee alr 12 bucks. anw cant wait to go escape on sat, i tink about 15 ppl going. stomachache getting worse. dun wan 2 type alr. mayb go toilet... zZz... see ya. oh yeah im freezing cold too.
signing out.
11:32 AM
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
hi. erm... was supposed to be blogging about sth but i forgot what. oh yah rmb all already. im trying 2 do my chem hw now, plus theory. so guai rite? so obedient of me rite? u wish. im doing it for the sake of my frens. u dunno hw much i treasure frens ^^ its not lyk one particular fren who i'll help but i'll help all my frens if i could. just that sometimes i cant. sad. anyways, sherlyn called me during my violin lesson. around 8.11pm. i heard my hp vibrating. i forgot i left it in my pocket and thought it was on my bag on the table, and was worried sick that my teacher would hear it. luckily, she didn't. even though it was quite quiet then. weird.anyways, my violin lesson ended and as i was walking towards d door 2 go out of d music centre when i saw carol. she's my theory fren. d onli other sec 1 theory member. sth like that. anyways i said hi and we went down d lift together. she told me she finished quite a number of pages of the new grade 3 theory bk, and was so happy that she got ace for all her 4 new music songs. [she plays the organ] in other words, she was praising herself. hahas. u'd think she's sorta stuck up and all. not really. its cos i keep praising myself during theory lessons. cos im always faster than her. i guess it feels really great to be faster than me for once, for her, that is. aft tt she went 2 d library, which was opposite direction of whr i was heading to. so we said gdbye and i started on my handphone, wondering who called me up.first thing i saw was a sms frm pearly. she was having keyboard lessons 2day. i was practically saying 'yes' and 'finally', to myself. havent seen her in weeks. about 3 weeks or so. den i checked who d missed call was frm. sherlyn. darn. she doesnt noe i hv violin lesson at that time. oh well. i thought for a while, den i smsed pearly and told her meet outside kfc. while waiting outside kfc with that stupid huge violin case, i called up sherlyn. i thought she was going to ask if hv to go for cca tml, like she did last week. well, she didnt. she asked if i could bring my maths n chem hw 2 sch tml 2 check answers, cos her mum asked her to.i was feeling a bit weird then. sherlyn's quite obedient, because her parents r strict with her, unlike mine. so even though im in special stream n she's in express stream and i take higher chi while she takes normal, she already finished her chem hw which i havent. *guilty conscious* hahas. so i told her i've finished maths but not chem. but told her 2 bring both anw and we'll see how.so aft finishing this post i'm gonna start on my chem hw. ok so im kinda smart, but our chem hw is O-LEVEL STANDARD!!! can u believe that??? i'm only sec 1 lor!!! nxt yr sec 2 lahs. anws almost 70% of d stuff in the paper, we've nvr been taught b4 and they want us 2 finish it n pass it up nxt yr. wonder if they're checking to see how much we noe, cos if they are, this is soooo totally the WRONG method. know why? everyone's just going to guess an answer, since its MCQ. duh. oh well. at least that's easier, i dun have to think so much. not that i dun wan 2 get it right, but more like, C'MON I DUN EVEN KNOW WHAT THE QUESTION IS ASKING! wouldnt it be so much easier 2 just guess? for me, yes.anyway, i was talking on the phone halfway when i spotted pearly. she came over n i told her 2 wait a while. just a few seconds after that, her hp rang. her fren called her and she started talking on her fone. i put down my fone and waited for her 2 finish. she didnt. so after a while, sounding a little frustrated with her fren, she said, 'wait a while' and looked at me. 'now go where?' she ask. 'home?' 'ok' so we walked while she talked on d fone. really weird stuff. i think tml she's meeting up with her frens to play basketball, and she also have netball cca on. something like that, i didnt really listen carefully. said goodbye 2 her when she was about to go up the lift, and 'cya nxt wk'. i came back with my sandals wet and sticky because it was sorta drizzling, though i didnt really get wet, but guess i stepped into some puddles.yeah thats about all. im doing my theory because carol said she'd done quite a number of pages so i decided to do to, in case i'm really really slow at catching up. [its true, i have a problem drawing those stupid music notes. still havent got a hang of how to draw them fast] oh um... i just had a weird paper fight with my bro. yeah, halfway while i was blogging, cos he was tearing some paper up and i was threatening 2 tear his booklet and we started fighting, in a friendly way this time, though. anyways my show starting and later i wan 2 do hw so cya!
signing out.
9:15 PM
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
um... i know i shouldnt put 2 posts in one day but i've really no choice. they're totally different things on different dates. the previous post, i wanted 2 post on friday but forgot. sat and sun my bro use. mon i forgot again. hahas. anyways, this post is cos... i've got a laptop!!! yeah! XD its latest edition and its got a wide screen and its light and its cool. lol. but they're all facts, u know. anyway i'm pretty satisfied with it and so is my dad. its very fast too. my dad said sth like for once, dont download games into this notebook if not it'll really slow down. like this computer i'm using. my bro downloaded so many games until its more like windows 98 or 95... ok fine not that bad but bad enough.
so anyway u must think its pretty boring if we're not allowed to download games but thats not really true. my dad said its ok if we save the game onto a CD, then put the CD in and play. just as long as we don't save it on the notebook's hard drive, he's fine with it. isnt that great? i'm planning on either using a CD, or if temporary, then i'll use my thumb drive. by the way, i have 2 thumb drives now. XD and my bro only had 1 and its his ipod. too bad for him. so lately we've been getting a lot of latest technology stuff and gizmos. its pretty fun. now that we've got a laptop im waiting for my computer. i don't know when i'll get it but it shouldnt be long now... maybe by january or february. isnt that great? 2 computers and 1 laptop. enough for me, my bro and dad to use. u have NO idea how happy i am that we finally got a laptop. u seriously have no idea. its like a once in a lifetime thing! at least for me it is, cos my parents arent really rich or anything so they cant really buy a laptop. this one's sorta on offer. i just cant believe we really got a laptop.
we used to have 1 last time, but that was when my dad was the director of this company and earned loads of money. at that time, new gizmos werent all that nice. but we used to have this sorta sports car. its not a real sports car but u can take the top off and it becomes one. cool, huh? now we don't have it anymore. i guess i was kinda a pampered gurl cos my dad was rich and everything. when i went to his company, it was really fun. but as i grew older we sorta lost a bit here and a bit there and sometimes i'd go to his company to help out. its really fun.
i guess the most fun thing is riding on the motor bike with my dad. its really so worth it. i havent been on it for so long already, because my dad's so busy. but when i was younger, i loved to go on rides with my dad and he'd bring me along. my bro wasnt that keen on riding so he seldom went, unless he really had to. he often brought me on rides when i was around primary 3, 4, 5. even when i was in kindergarden, i'd already rode on his bike. but when i was p6, thr was psle and sec 1 everything's just so busy, i dun often spend time with him anymore. thr was once when i went to caroline's hse. mun foong and zoey too. then her dad sent us to the botanic garden to do some sch work. while we were on the highway, i was looking at it and the trees and the sky and everything looked so familiar, i almost cried. i remembered when my dad brought me to beaches and places with his motorbike and i always liked to ride it, and i thought about how we couldnt find time to go that often anymore. yeah, i almost cried... haiz...
well i think i typed too much. i wanna go now. play with my new laptop XD hahas. bye!
signing out.
2:19 PM
hallos. just changed my blog dashboard 2 the new type which uses google. looks pretty weird. so unfamiliar with it. guess i'll have to get used to it though. last thurs, after cca, i went to denise's house. i was the only sec 1, cindy was the only sec 2. there were 4 sec 3s - denise, nai ying, mei ying, eri. and 2 sec 4s - valerie and yiing huey. when i asked cindy, she said she was very free, thats why. well, me too. sherlyn was afraid her parents would find out and scold her so she didnt come along.
denise's house is on the 25th level leh! wah sia so high lors. her little bro is really young. like primary 3 or something i guess. he quite cute. called dexter. the group sorta split into 2 or 3 smaller groups. at 1st it was 2 grps. one play mahjong [i was in that group] and another play another game. then after that nai ying went to play on the xbox or playstation with dexter. then eri played against dexter also. cindy and me 2. all cannot win him because his car is special type. thats what denise told us. after that i was feeling pretty tired and wanted to go home as it was late and i needed to go for theory later in the night. but our seniors wanted to play bridge, so we split into 2 groups. we had 2 rounds of card games, then they all decided to go home. nai ying was bringing their 2 terrapins home because they were going on a holiday. when we were going out that time, we all said good bye to denise and dexter. but funnily enough, dexter only said 'bye D1 and D2!' D1 and D2 are the names of their terrapins. hahas.
when we were going down the lift, nai ying had some air pressure problem. when we reached the ground, cindy held the terrapins in the box for her while she stuffed her fingers in her ears and blew out hard. luckily, i didnt have the same problem. when we were strolling to the bus stop to take 265, we saw the bus coming. so lucky! if not we probably have to wait 15 mins or sth. we ran to the bus and boarded it. most of us got down at amk mrt stn thr, except cindy. she takes 265 to go home so no problem for her. oh and i found out mei ying takes the mrt too, though im not sure where she stops. she takes in the same direction as me, but i didnt really feel like talking to her [in a good way, cos she's my senior and its kinda weird for me to talk to her cos i seldom do during cca either] so i went to stand near the center of the platform, while she walked to one of the ends. hmmm... wonder if i was acting unfriendly... haiz... oh well. i like most of my seniors, they're really nice. and it was extremely fun at denise's house. wonder if i'll ever get to go again. yeah anyway that's it for last thursday at denise's house.
oh yeah our grade 3 theory's started already. most probly me and carol are taking grade 5 theory exam next year october. yeah, i said grade 5, not 3. i cant believe it either. but that's what our teacher said. the younger kids are gonna take next next year march, or if they're still not prepared, next next year october. hmmm.... wonder if i'll be prepared by next october. oh well. might as well stop slacking and start paying attention in class. grade 3 is difficult. to me. yeah. thats it for thurs.
signing out.
1:59 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
105th postwow its 5 past a hundred already. thats quite a long way. im currently in school and supposed to be doing programming, but our seniors are working on the micromouse and i guess im unnecessary. hahas. very bored here with nothing to do. theres no audition or silkroad online to play. zZz... theres only that dumb happyland thing which sherlyn is crazy over, and the icy tower, which is boring. can't wait to go home to play audition and silkroad. oh yeah im going to get laptop soon ^^ but not mine, its the whole family's one. bet my brother wants to download all his games in it. the laptop was sort of his idea, but of course its not his. he didnt pay for it or anything. my dad say my brother's not allowed to download any games onto the laptop. and i guess i'm going to get my own computer soon, so that's 2 down in my wishlist i guess. hahas. my bro can have his dumb computer full of his dumb games which i dun like to play.did you know, my brother only plays games which he knows he can beat me at? like all his age of empire, free civilisation, red alert, warcraft, those kind of games which i don't play. as for maplestory, he used to play and i used to too but i beat him at it so now he's not playing it anymore. audition, which i'm great at, and which he sucks at, he didnt bother to create an account. right now he's competing with me in silkroad online. im level 13 and pitying him so i'm waiting for him to level up. he's only level 11. hahas. i don't think he can beat me at this game either. ^^ XDhaving some problems with my stomach, keeps giving me a stomachache, wonder what i ate wrong... started today morning after i ate lunch... 2 pieces of bread and milo. weird. i normally don't get diarrhoea after i eat breakfast... we have a new coach today, don't know his name though. all our seniors think he's very strict so they're not bothering with him. lol. they're all playing their computer games... like halfway play halfway work on the mouse. i don't know if i should go home because of my stomach... maybe if i don't get any more aches i might stay the whole way. don't know what i'll do if my stomach keeps pestering me though. later still have theory lesson. oh yeah i'm planning to quit violin by the end of the year but haven't told my parents... they want me to learn till grade... 6 or 7 i think. but i'm getting sick of it and my teacher. and ever since i told my parents that my teacher teaches mainly how to hold and play the violin, they've been critisizing her for not teaching me any new songs. they want me to ask her to teach me new songs.... zZz... haven't done so. no courage i guess. its weird to 'scold' your teacher lehs.still have most of my homework undone... what have i been doing the past month? i don't know. lazing around and slacking. but its unfair that i don't get the normal number of holidays. everytime i have to go back to school for cca, and stuff like that. somemore have to do cip, and also got ibm camp. haiz. that was in november. december i'm more free, i guess i should start on my homework soon. 1 more month only. got to go... my senior, meiying, calling us... hahas. bye.
signing out.
11:44 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
had another dream again today. a little weird, but wont tell you because its... well, personal. yeah. i want to play audition now. yesterday caroline called me up because she was sick and bored and she disturbed me while i was playing audition! had to lean the phone on my shoulder and talk to her while dancing in the game. hahas. ate noodles and fishball for lunch - they taste horrible, seriously. but i was extremely hungry and my stomach was growling so its not like i have any other way out. and anyway i'm too lazy to go downstairs to buy food. my eye's giving me some problem currently... i think its swollen or something. oh yeah have to wash my plate too... zZz... really want to go and wash my plate now then play audition. sorry! see ya!
p.s.: oh and i just changed my blogskin. like it? i think its quite nice. need to find some time to change my tagboard colour to match my blogskin... oh well... i know the music's gone, i don't intend to add music anymore.
signing out.
4:13 PM
Monday, December 04, 2006
waaaa.... my watch stopped. TT_TT cant believe it... i got it as a bday prezzie when i was p3 lehs. 4 yrs le... still in quite gd condition tho. my mum said she'd bring it to the watchshop for repair. i feel weird without my watch... i wear it 24/7 de, so now its nt on my hand veri weird.... brought my hp in so that i can tell wat tym it is. it stopped in the nite.... i tink around 1 to 1.30... i was going to slp, den i tried to c wat tym it is den its blank. or izzit in the nite i cant see properly? dunno lahs... but a few mins b4 1am, i was still on the com n i checked my watch, which said it was gonna b 1am soon, so tt's why i stopped playing on the com. hope my watch comes back fine XD grown fond of my watch le. nowadays im playing silkroad online, my bro also. i noe he wans 2 compete wif me, but im trying to make sure tt he doesnt catch up - he started a day after i started. i lvl 12 nw, he either lvl 10 or 11 i cant rmb. jus stopped playing a few mins ago. i tink i'll play audition for a while, realli miss it too. that's abt all, and nowadays im trying to learn how 2 b a hacker too XD and i mean a real hacker, not a cracker. go check d internet for the differences. and i dun wanna use script kiddies either. those auto programs to help u hack. i wanna do it myself. its so much more challenging, isnt it?
wed i gt violin lesson...zzz... hvnt practise le... *guilty conscience* lol. thurs hv cca and theory. nxt wk going grade 3 le. yes i noe i said tt b4 XD i tink thurs i'll go over 2 d library n see if i can borrow a book on hacking or python or java. i wanna learn python n java. and perl n lisp too. lol. i tink my bro alr noe C/C++... im quite sure he downloaded d program into the com, saw it b4. oh well. but i noe he wont bcome a hacker. he'll bcome a mad scientist or genius mathematician or sth. lol XD hacking just isnt his thing. i think. im nt too sure nw... oh well. programming is his thing tho. his specialty. he's gd at maths, science, and IT. hmph. cant believe im following in his footsteps... im gd at almost d same stuff too TT_TT oh well. i'll be different frm him, i jus noe it. gtg play nw, cya!
[post at 5pm]
whoa... jus finished playing audition... so weird. i got 1st for lyk... 5 times in a row. den d last tym d weirdest. i was actually 2nd lah. d 1st person did d finish move, all d rest didnt. den the last 6 moves, i got perfect until perfect x5. so for the last move i beat d 1st person n i got 1st instead. totally weird lor. and normally i dun get 1st so many tyms de... oh well... i go play silkroad le XD b4 my bro come hm n wan to beat my lvl. lol. bye.
signing out.
1:27 PM
Saturday, December 02, 2006
I was on a ship, a nice and beautiful ship. But it was tiny. About the size of my bed. It was light so I could carry it, but I could stand on it and it'd float. I was standing on the ship in the ocean, with oars, and I was sailing the ship. To my left, there was a staircase, attached to a wall. And at the top of the stairs, there was a window. A window of a house. I didn't think it was important, so I kept sailing forward, to my destination. Then, I saw a huge wave not very far away, and I kept sailing but the ship wasn't moving forward. I thought maybe I could reach the wall and turn left at that point, and maybe if I go a little left the waves wouldn't be that bad. But I could hardly reach the wall, so I turned my ship, and went to the stairs instead. I pulled my ship up the stairs and onto the platform next to the window. I knocked on the window, wanting to ask the owner permission if I could wait on the stairs, for the waves to quieten down. A man opened the window. He was carrying a cute baby in his hands, and his wife came to take it from him. I asked if I could wait on the stairs, but he invited me in. I wanted to go in, but there were... either little raindrops or snow, falling from on top... and it was cold. So I decided to stay outside. "Sure, of course you can," he said, so I turned around and was about to sit down on the stairs when I noticed the waves had stopped.
There were dolphins swimming and seagulls flying. It was so peaceful. The scene was like the jigsaw puzzle that I had. I pulled the ship down the stairs, and saw a dolphin. It wasn't moving, and its pose was like it was going to jump from the stairs into the sea. It was like a bottlenose dolphin, but it had a longer bottlenose and it was black, not grey. I loved dolphins and stretched out my hand to pat it, but I was afraid, so I withdrew my hand. The dolphin looked at me. I wondered why it couldn't move. Then suddenly, it jumped into the sea. I dragged my ship into sea, wondering how I would sail with all the dolphins around. What if I hit them? Just then, the dolphins and seagulls disappeared. It felt like bad weather would be coming soon so I quickly sailed forward. I reached an island. There was a small port and no other ships or boats were there. I landed and looked around. It was downtown east. Weird. I saw a 7-11 and walked towards it. A few teenagers were buying some snacks and drinks. Then I remembered I forgot to tie my ship up, I went back and tried to find something to tie my ship to.
I woke up with one side of my nose blocked and one side runny. I wanted to go back to my dream again, and it was still early. Soon, I fell asleep again.
Me and a few friends were walking or hiking to a really far place. The weather was freezing. We saw a pool, and found out that it was warm water. We all soaked ourselves it in for a while. Then we came out and walked towards a village. The villagers gave us a tour. Kampong Glam I think. Some malay village. Then, I saw my dad. He asked me why I didn't reply when my mum called me. Guess I didn't notice. He passed me his handphone. I didn't see any use in it. I played with it while walking through the tour, for a minute, then I wanted to go back and return him his phone. I was almost going to run back when I saw him running towards me. I passed him his phone.
Different scene.
I was in my house, with the same ship next to me, and a few crew members. We wanted to go back to where we came from, but we didn't know the way around the house. 2 of them were talking and trying to get through their handphone. Suddenly, I remembered we had a 'Return scroll', to return to the nearest town. But it took 30 seconds. It was like the scroll that I got in SilkRoad Online. I used the scroll, and counted 30 seconds. Between the 30 seconds, the captain and vice captain and the ship disappeared, but me and a few 3 others were still there. We started discussing how to get back, when the ship appeared again but none of us noticed, meaning we thought it was there all the while. Then a shark came from our right. There wasn't any water here. It was slow. We ran towards the left and saw a door. I opened it and saw a gate with a lock, half open. pulling it open, I slammed open the gate and ran out. One of my friend ran out too. But the other 2 were inside, with the ship. One of them asked me if the ship could go through the gate. I cursed under my breath, then ran back in. She ran out. I pushed the ship and she pulled, and it squeezed through the gate. I grabbed the other friend behind and ran out.
We were all out, and the shark was about 5 metres away, not chasing us anymore. I thought it'd be fun if it started chasing us again, so I threw the 5-cent coin my hand at it. It turned and chased us. We turned left and ran through the corridor and came to the stairs. We ran down the stairs. Somehow, the boat had disappeared again. One of the guys who was really short, he dressed up as a christmas tree. I had no idea why, but he ran down anyway. He was slow. I was the fastest, grabbing the handle of the stairs and turning at every junction. Finally we reached the ground floor, and I saw a MacDonald's lady ask us if we would like a Happy Meal. Somehow, she was familiar, it felt as if I saw her in the morning before. It was afternoon then. I passed the wall to my left, looked left, and saw that we were back where we were in the beginning. I cheered with my crew.
I woke up again. That was the end of my dreams. Sorry I might've missed out a few parts so it sounded realli weird, but I can't remember everything. I know there's more to it than I described, but this is really all that I can remember. Hope you had fun reading about my dreams. I drew pictures at the starting to help u guys visualise, cos its quite hard to do so in the beginning. Click on the pictures to see the full image, or you probably won't understand. A staircase in the ocean? Get real, rite? Well, its just a dream but this is about the weirdest dreams I had in my life. 3 different dreams in one night. Hope you don't get too confused reading all the dreams.
signing out.
12:17 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
u've just got to listen 2 wat happened yesterday. it was realli neat. i had cca and our coach, mr chen, came again, his 2nd time here. oh he overslept n came one hr late. lols. d previous time, thr was once when he was teaching us abt d micromouse halfway, den stopped n told us, eh, if u guys braindead tell me hor, i giv u a break. tat was quite nice lahs. den this week is even better. he taught us for the whole morning until around 1pm. den we were supposed 2 take a break and our seniors started playing cards. bridge. or izzit breach? i dunno lah. den d coach us d seniors, u guys noe hw to play bridge arh? and they said yes and asked him, u wanna play? so he said ok and he played cards wif dem n even taught dem how to play contract and how to arrange our cards quickly. halfway playing, the room to the computer lab opened, and everyone turned their heads towards the door. our teacher's head popped in, and all our seniors started rushing around and threw all their cards into one pile in a corner, and sat at the computer n pretended to be working on the mouse. the only one who wasn't frantic was our instructor. he went into a relaxed position on the floor and hid the cards under his hands, which were placed behind him and on the floor. relaxed position meaning his legs stretched out on the floor and leaning on his hands behind him.
when our teacher was walking in, one of our seniors was still running around, and when he asked her why she was running around, she said, uh.... bcos very the air-con very cold mah, must run around to get warm. diaoz lor! but our teacher didnt ask any further. den he talked to our coach, and our coach just talk back very calmly. after that when he was walking in a little bit more, he spotted the pile of cards and asked, have u been playing cards? one of our seniors said, no lah, that one is the sec 4s last time play den didnt pack up. and he believed her. hahas. den he went out. when d door closed, all of us burst into laughter. d excuses so lame lors.... but we still managed to escape notice. hahas. our teacher must have thought we were all very weird.
we went our for lunch around 2.30. we were just about to walk out of sch [together wif d coach][our sch canteen stalls nt open] when a few of our seniors decided to order pizza. me n sherlyn were ok wif it. those who didnt wan to eat pizza went out to eat something outside. the coach said he'd eat pizza too, and ordered for us using his phone n credit card or sth... tho we paid him back of course. $3.50 per person. 2 pan pizzas, hawaiian. we went back to the com lab and waited for the pizza. den a few of our seniors n d coach went to the office to get it n bring it up to the lab. each person 2 slices. tasted realli nice. the coach taught us about the mouse while eating. lol.
den our teacher came in again, but couldnt hide it from him so we just continued eating pizza, tho me n sherlyn were a little unsure. after finishing our second piece, we went to the toilet to wash our hands, so that we wouldnt have to be scolded by our teacher if he intended to scold us. when we came back, our teacher n coach were leaving, our coach with a pizza in his hand. hahas. we went in n found our seniors cleaning up the place. after that, they started playing cards again, until the uncle came and asked us if we were done. we went home after that, but me n sherlyn went macs 1st to buy a pack of fries, den we went to downstairs a block n played wif a ball cos we were bored. after tt i caught the 76 bus and went home.
that's about all, my bro's still going to work that's why i get to use the com XD bought audition card on wednesday and watched 'happy feet' wif xj aft our cip. was realli cute, the show. dint have violin lesson on wed [~YES!~] cos 5th wk but had theory on thurs [theory's fun] cos nxt mth our teacher going hol for one of d thurs so replace on 5th wk lors. nxt wk we're starting on grade 3 theory. yea tat's all i wanna go play now, and im trying to start on my story again, but not for nanowrimo, jus for my own uses. have fun, cya!
signing out.
11:37 AM
