#378

well i dont really have much time to post, so this'll be a short one.

fiesta 2008 was a mega-event. yeah. our school was totally filled with crowds and stalls and fun rides :D and there was an arcade too and yeah loads of stuff. the whole thing was fun, and it was kinda hard to leave, considering how much effort we put into just this one day. muni and deen came, and so did mx and kc. guangyan came with his other friends. and crystal's cousin is so cute. she's k1 but tall for her age and she's just adorable :D anyway, enjoyed this fun day but shant give too much details cos it was a really long day. and we broke the records that they set, which is like wow. went home with crystal and yiinghuey. crystal's dad sent us to woodlands mrt stn. thanks crystal's dad (: yeah so overall i had a great day and glad that i had the chance to take part in this mega-event thing. and mx: i think our school is bigger than yours, yeah?

and im glad today is a holiday for us. i was really tired when i came back on saturday. slept at like 9+pm? i seldom get so tired except when i have really huge events or go for camps.

today, i am fuming at my brother. i HATE to get dirty after i just cleaned up. and he just HAD to put his dirty wallet on my head right after i bathed and dried my hair. like WTF man. i went to wash my hair at the sink immediately after that and im drying it again now. i am sooo gonna hate him for at least 2 days and tell my mum about it and ignore him for the rest of today. seriously, screw him man. he just loves to make me mad cos i cant retaliate cos if i do then he'll beat me up. DAMN. that is why i hate my brother so much. i suppose i've probably posted more than 20 different reasons why i hate my brother on this blog. arghhh. i want him to go and die right now!

ok anyway there's nothing else except biology and english homework, and maths to study. bio homework is going soooo smoothly man. i know the answers to every single question. *sarcasm* and english homework is just crap. wtf is with writing letters? ok i think im just in a pretty bad mood today, what with homework and tolerating some idiot in the house. shall try finishing up homework then.

#377

damn. i just realised how much i hate MOE and all the stupid school systems. why the hell do we have tests every week? the teachers might think we're not hardworking enough, but i say thats not true at all. they have no idea how much some people actually study, do they? some people study so much it pisses me off. not because that they'll get higher results than me, no, but because of the fact that when i talk to them, all they ever talk about its tests and results, and then they start trying to memorise what they've studied and testing each other on science or humanities or whatnot. i am getting so freaking annoyed by all of this. what the hell is wrong with the education system? do they have to go up the point where they're completely ruining our lives? what is with adults and their seriousness? obviously they dont know how to take a break from work. but even so, why do we have to be dragged into their world? their pathetic world of politics and discrimination and money and all the other unimportant things that they can think up of.

and the dumbest homework i ever got was yesterday. count 40 grains of rice and measure them, then compile them into a table. excuse me, you want us to practice compiling stuff to put in tables right? well, at least give us something more meaningful then! i mean like, rice grains?! *curses*

so for the test tomorrow, i dont care anymore. i mean like, ok lets all just fail, but obviously those people who memorise the whole textbook wouldnt be willing. so if i wanna find out what happens to people who fail every single subject, the only way i can do that is to fail everything. how difficult. maybe the teacher will come over and ask me why im not touching my pen. you think? if only i could. i should have done that when i was in primary school, but i was too obedient then, listening to everything that adults say. and now its too late. even if i quit school, i'd have wasted more than 11 years of my life in school. how discouraging. i wouldnt have as much time to do my own things, so i have to continue to study hard like everyone else and later in my life, rot to death white regretting the fact that i didnt quit school when i was in nursery or kindergarten. and my biggest regret in life would be the fact that i didnt quit school while i was young.

and i hate it when people call me smart because i am not smart. if i were smart, i wouldnt be in school now. i would be at home doing what i like to do without any worries about homework or tests or exams or stress or friends or anything at all.

thus, i shall go to sleep extremely soon, after crapping some nonsense for my rice grain homework, because i feel like sleeping and shutting my mind out from the crappy world that i live in, which is going to turn into nothingness anyway. good night.

#376

been too busy playing audi to update my blog ;D ok um. i went to deen's concert today and it was spectacular! an eye-opener! its one of my first times going to these kinda concerts and it was really cool. some of the songs played by the full orchestra didnt sound like songs that chinese orchestra would play at all. the first one was quite rock, what with all the drums and all, and the second last one was like wow - using voices, plus, it gave a creepy effect, which was way cool. the section ones were amazing, and some were almost like solo. oh the solo one was good too. deen was so pro! although she doesnt admit that. ah well. but she was so pro - she kept switching instruments and at one of the section song, she was like almost playing solo and she hardly looked at her score. like whoa. thanks for inviting us to the concert deen! loved it! :D

me and muni and sugi went for the afternoon concert, but sugi wasnt sitting with us ): chewlin went for the evening one so we didnt see her. ah well. i cant go for the evening one cos its too late for me. i went for the afternoon one and already by the time i reached home it was almost 9pm. o.O well maybe that was cos i ate dinner with muni at burger king. :D whee today was so fun! and muni's now taller than deen. haha =x oops no offence deen. cant wait for next week when they come my school for fiesta. i hope its gonna be fun too, although i have some doubts, considering how crowded it'll be and the fact that there'll hardly be any place to walk around and stuff. but i can still hope! after all, im from 3 hope rite? haha okay that was lame.

anyway, i came home and bathed and ate chocolate [oops, not supposed to. but heck, since i ate fries at burger king anyway] and drank carrot juice and turned on my laptop to play audi. and guess what? i met my junior on audi. o.O interesting. wah she got bf somemore sia. i was a bit o.O but yeah. jolene also met her on the internet before. so i suppose she uses the computer often. aiya, infocomm club after all rite.

yeah and i was supposed to study chem today on the way to victoria concert hall and back, but i couldnt get anything into my head on the way there, and on the way back i was too busy talking to muni, so i didnt get anything done. which means i've gonna have a really hard time tomorrow - do my chinese book reviews plus study for chem. haishhhh. thats a lot for me, cos i take very long to read chinese stuff and then chem have to study some chapters over again. haishhh. *huge sigh* oh since im gonna be so busy tml, might as well have an early night today :D goodnight people!

#375

working on my new blogskin. i've done the image but not the html yet. haiz. tired and tired and tired. yesterday's violin lesson was much more fun than normal, because it was enrichment week and 2 other students came in, which made the lesson more interesting. today me and my bro went for lunch with my aunt at pizza hut. my bro was late cos he came from school. anyway, i was bloated when we were done. took some time to digest it - about 3 hours before i was craving for ice cream again. haha. during the 3 hours, i met up with crystal and we went to watch the spiderwick chronicles. the show was ok, but the ending was a bit :/ how the evil villain died, that part. after that we walked around cwp while eating ice cream, before finally going home.

oh yeah tuesday night i had an interesting dream where i was involved in an accident. somehow me and my bro were going to my aunt's house to bring some dishes over and we took a taxi to an mrt station somewhere in the city. weird right? shouldnt we have just taken the taxi straight to our aunt's house? i have no idea about that either. anyway, we were in a rush [i forgot why. i think it was cos the dishes were getting cold?] and quite randomly i had a rubik's cube in my hand while we were in the taxi. the driver was stupid and my bro had to direct him by saying 'speed up' when we were on straight roads and 'slow down' when there were turns. at one of the turn, my bro said slow down, then speed up after this, but somehow the driver sped up too early. thus, the taxi knocked down a metal barrier at the side of the road and went off the road and onto a slope. luckily, it didnt slide down the slope, and instead started sinking into the sand below.

me and my bro quickly opened the doors and got out of the taxi quite easily, with some minor injuries. weirdly enough, i didnt know where my rubik's cube disappeared to. it was in my hand just a minute ago. oh well. unfortunately, the driver's door had already sank almost fully into the sand and he was injured quite seriously. his head was bleeding so i assumed that his head hit against the door or something of that sort. anyway, i used my hand to dig out the sand outside the driver's door and managed to open the door after some time. by that time, the police and ambulance had arrived, so i just dragged the driver out quite ungraciously, causing his head to knock onto the car yet again. i have no idea why the driver was so light and felt like a human-size doll. neither did i know why i grabbed him by his ankles and lifted him up to bring him to the ambulance people. paramedics, is it? they were just standing there waiting for me to bring him over, so thats what i did. when lifting him up from the sandy ground to the road [there's a slight step there, cos the road is higher than the sand], i accidentally knocked his head [yet again] onto the road. ouch. thereafter, the paramedics took over and put him onto a stretcher on the road. i think.

i brushed my hands and went to join my bro some distance away from the scene, carrying the dishes that we were supposed to bring to our aunt's house. and we walked off to the mrt station which was quite near. about 2-3 mins walk away, cos we could see it in front of us. i was thinking 'thank goodness the station's so near' and saying to my bro 'let's hurry. we need to get to aunt's house fast or the dishes are going to turn cold.' when i turned back, i think i saw nicholas eu and wen da walking in the same direction as us. no idea what was going on. my bro was asking me to pay for the taxi fare since he lost his wallet in the incident and had no money. then i was complaining but agreed, and then realised that we hadn't paid the taxi driver whom was probably in the ambulance now. ah well. around that time, i also suddenly remembered that my rubik's cube wasn't with me, so i started running back towards the scene of accident. -end of dream-

after i woke up, i could actually remember what my mum said to me while she thought i was sleeping, but while i thought i was in an accident. i have no idea how, but when i recalled the dream, her words just seemed to be part of the dream. like whatever she said, i could hear it somewhere in my head even thought i was "climbing out of the taxi which had gone off the road". and this is one of my most interesting dreams because of the fact that i was involved in an accident and didnt die. thats so cool man (:

yeah and i've got a pile of undone homework, as usual. wonder when i'll get them done. will try hard to finish up some stuff by tml. [the usual words. haiz.] yepp cos tml will be my only whole-day-free day. yeah thats all. will post again hopefully before school starts. seeya.

#374

i am TIRED. and BORED. so thats why im blogging. for past events... well, sunday's gathering was fun, although there were only about 12 people or so, but it was still fun :D the last part, that is. the first part was boring. no details cos im tired of typing stuff like that and i dont want to work my brain cells trying to remember what games we played or whatnot.

ok so right now im trying to do a lot of things at once and at the same time yawning away. plus, i still need to practise violin later. T.T i dont really have a lot of time left to complete my homework, and im still slacking! as usual, i complain about myself slacking, and then i try to motivate myself, and then i get motivated, do 5 mins of work, and go back to slacking. whats the point. i know i keep mentioning that im slacking etc... right? but seriously, with such a boring life, what CAN you talk about? i'm not the kind who will talk about my favourite anime/manga/tv program/book/etc... and just go on non-stop, so yeah, you hardly find these kind of things on my blog. i dont even know what im trying to say. just maybe that my life is so crap that im going crazy.

anyway, crystal helped me get a rubik's cube so i've been playing with it lately. except that its hard to turn so my hand gets tired easily.

i actually have a lot of work to do, and im supposed to send my elit info to nat by tml. when the project is due by 3rd april. why in the world do we have to do it so early? haiz. for the past few days, i've been sleeping and eating and watching tv and some animes and chinese shows on my laptop. planning to practice my violin, finish elit, and get a new blogskin by today. will i follow the schedule? i dont know. you tell me. my violin practice alone... i set it to 2pm, but then i changed it to 3pm, then 3.30pm and now 4pm. terrible.

alright i shall go find a blogskin now or maybe make one if im not too tired. and hopefully practice violin soon.

wed - practice violin for the whole day if possible.
thurs - lunch with aunt. and maybe do some work.
fri - hopefully get some work done.
sat - study session.
sun - cip.

yepp so i really hope that i'll be able to finish all my homework by the end of the week, plus study for tests and stuff. please please please dont slack so much.

#373

oh man. D: my super highness today immediately turned into super depressed-ness after reading a friend's blog. DDD: sooner or later, she's gonna make me start crying. its been really long since the last time i visited her blog. that alone makes me feel so guilty... haiz. forget it. she probably doesnt know that i even read her blog or understand her, so i'll just cheer her on silently, because thats probably the only thing i can do. argh. my mood's gonna stay damp for the rest of the night i suppose. i really really really hope that my friend will cheer up. but i suppose even if she cheers up, i'll still feel depressed. haiz. oh man forget it i'm going to go do my work.

#372

whee. march holidays! which also means: sleep, eat, play and party. for less important things... do homework, study, and exercise. yepp. (: had study session today with crystal and yiinghuey, and it was fun except for the last part where my phone almost died. luckily it revived. ah well. anyway, band blog is up! :D actually it was up a long time ago, but we only decided to make it known recently, so yeah. here's the link: http://bandrunaway.blogspot.com/

besides that, im going tg's house tml for the gathering, so yeah. hope its fun. (: thats all. gotta go do work now. seeyou!