#392

YOU KNOW WHAT? I JUST FOUND OUT THAT SOMEONE ACTUALLY DOWNLOADED 3 EPISODES OF NET DECEPTION 追魂交易 ON VEOH! :DDD YAY! cos its really hard to find it cos i dont think many people ever heard of it before. which is sad D: BUT. YAY I CAN GO WATCH IT ON VEOH NOW :D which is exactly what i shall do once it finishes loading.

oh anyway, i slept really late yesterday [okay lah... actually not that late...], around 2am, because i was watching 小鱼儿与花无缺 :D its probably my 3rd time watching the whole series? and its still greattt :D omg so touching i cried :/ haha actually i almost always cry when i watch these videos, even though i watched them before and cried before. especially when im watching it on my own. i cry even more. haha. last time my computer used to be next to my brother's one, so we'd both be staring at our computers, side by side. then the first few times when i watched my videos and started crying, he was like oO like what the hell is wrong with me. because i had my earphones on and i just start crying, so if you look at it from an outsider's point of view, im crying at the computer -_- yeahh. but after a while he got used to it so he doesnt say anything anymore. (:

haha i pro at watching videos de. last time during holidays i can chiong about 15 episodes of videos a day. just watch straight from the time i wake up to the time i sleep :D haha. but now i a bit [note the A BIT] guai-er already lor... yesterday i only watched 9 episodes. like wow. improvement. haha. see if i can maintain this throughout this june hols. haha. but i dont think i'd even bother to break record this time. got loads of homework to finish [er. yes i know thats what im ALWAYS saying] and i might do other things besides watch videos. cos the videos getting a bit boring. as in, all those i like, i watch le, then rewatching is nice but takes up a lot of time and i only do that when im feeling extra sian. hmm. but you never know, i might end up rewatching again and then chionging cos i want to do homework the next day but you find me chionging videos again the next day cos i addicted le -_- see how lo.

had 1st session with piano accompaniment today and it was... okay lah. thats what i always say to my mum when she asks stuff. how was your day? okay lor. how was school? okay lor. how was your violin lesson? okay lor. haha. sorry, 习惯了. yeahh so it was okay lor. what else you want to know. i dunno leh. it was really, just okay. no other word to describe. or maybe i can say im a bit not really very in same beat as her but its still okay.

yeah so i came home and.... i forgot what i did after i came home -_- serious. I FORGOT! oh my. my memory sucks lah. i know an hour or so after i came home, i started playing audi. until just now when me and wanyee and yuanzhi got sian and decided to go msn instead but then we nth to talk so go do our own things le. yeahh and my mum came home and brought food home. yam again! haiz. i hate outside food. I HATE OUTSIDE FOOD. seeing packeted food makes me sick and makes me feel like vomiting le. i want homecooked food D: BUT. i'll be having homecooked food tomorrow :D yay! only on sundays though. haiz.

yahh ok so i want to go and watch my videos now :D YAY NET DECEPTION HERE I COME! lol ok sounds dumb. yaya go le. byebye~

#391

haha so yesterday crystal came over and i taught her how to play her violin. and then after that i actually wanted her to teach me guitar but i ended up playing my violin exam pieces and she played accompaniment for some parts, so i can practice before my actual piano accompaniment lesson tomorrow. quite scared that i'll screw up. oh well. if im scared now, before my exam i'd probably be terrified and have a stomachache. haiz. wish me luck for piano accompaniment lessons (: yeah so anyway she came for about an hour or so, then went home. oh man i love her violin lahh. the sound is quite deep and clear. while mine is just on the surface kind of sound. aiya dunno how to explain lahh. but her violin is more expensive than mine, so yeah, expected.

after she went home, i played audi and then went for theory lesson. theory lessons are getting boring. er no wait. they're forever boring. but i felt extra bored during theory yesterday. yeahh and just kept doing lor. sian. after theory i came back and ate dinner, but it was chicken rice and oily and my stomach wasnt feeling too good so i threw most of the rice away. and didnt eat any of the chicken skin or fats. rushed to play audi after that. but it ended up quite sian and i closed the program quite early. or maybe it was boring only cos darice was just stoning. -_-

today i woke up at 10.30am. when my dad came home. had a boring morning. printed out all my online homework, which i have a feeling weighs 1kg, and then practiced violin and tried to learn aural but i didnt understand anything. yeah and my brother brought home a book on global warming and an ancient radio set. the book was -_- but the radio was uber cool. i was like whoa. the design is just ancient and its huge, but it lights up and the radio works quite well. :D coolios. i love stealing nice things from my brother. yay so now i have a radio set.

yeah and i realised that i have a lot of homework to do. here's an updated list of things i need to do during the holidays:

- study for tests next term
- study everything that i've learnt so far
- environmental project
- practice violin like siao!!!
- practice piano
- practice guitar
- talk chinese
- chinese assessment book
- maths assessment book
- filing (maths)
- exercise
- go out with my friends
- watch movies
- reinstall hansware
- elit project
- ss project
- nyaa
- job attachment scrapbook
- homework x6
- online homework x8

有很多功课耶! ): 这个假期应该没有时间玩了吧... 我还以为这个假期能好好地休息... 看来我错了。假期时应该很忙吧，不知道有没有时间和朋友们出去。啊！还有，我最喜欢的五个电视节目是：
- Net Deception 追魂交易
- Mars 戰神
- Devil Beside You 恶魔在身边
- 小鱼儿与花无缺
- Blood+
<3 ALL THE SHOWS ABOVE :D

yeahh and i want to go do other stuff le. seeya (: [everyone's gone for jubilate... haiz...]

#390

wednesday i went to science centre! yay for me. =.= NOT. it was DAMN BORING can. must be because i've been to the science centre like 20 times already, so i felt quite sian going there again. and, i did the almost exact labwork before, so it was just repeating what i did before and that made it uber boring. oh yah. was supposed to meet garwai, bianca and munfoong there. in the end, the people who were there: bianca, zhuangyun, garwai, dionne, munfoong and me. and we rushed to science centre cos we were late. anyway, garwai wanted to go home with me cos she said she was going to woodlands. aiyo. wait for her to talk to her friends finish ah... dunno how long.

so after that we wanted to eat lunch at macs at sci ctr, but it was already crowded with stnicks people, so we decided to eat at cwp. but aft that, we passed by the shopping ctr and saw kfc and other food outlets so we decided to eat there. at first we wanted to go macs, but saw a sn girl inside plus it was kind of crowded, so we went kfc. haha garwai said 'let's be the first sn girls to eat at kfc.' funny sia. garwai i know you're reading this. yeah so while garwai was buying food, a whole group of sn girls came in, all our classmates. haha there 8 of them: melody, shushien, jingyi, munfoong, eileen, gloria, huaichyn, natchung. whoa. i really managed to name all of them :D haha so after we ate, we waved to them and left. took mrt home. and yes i know i am lame. garwai kept saying i was lame while we were on the mrt. a lot of people tell me that already. anyway, here's something lame: i'm lame because lame rhymes with jane! and elaine used to call me lame jane -_- oh well.

went home and played audi, then slept for about 20 - 30mins and practiced violin. practicing violin is getting easier nowadays. maybe its because i'm more focused and willing to practice. exam coming soon anyway... this saturday will be my first piano accompaniment lesson. hope it goes well *prays hard* yeah and went for violin lesson after that, which went quite fine. but i need to study my aural. have not too much idea of what its about yet. which reminds me that i need to study for theory too. haish. theory exam this october i think. uh oh. yeah and i went home after violin and played audi again. lol. playing with wanyee and jac is FUN. but not fun when i lag T.T



as for today, had lessons again, but the teachers seemed quite sian too. they all released us 5 or 10mins early de. oO so it wasnt as boring. (: and i got 7/10 correct for chinese close passage today! O.O like WHOA. so cool. haha i was really amazed lahh. its been really long since i've gotten so many correct. yeah and hcl lesson today was ok lahh. cos i sort of understood what teacher was saying for some. i was sooo happy when i understood what she was saying! hee xD must practice chinese more often. chinese oral in term 3 week 2. i was really shocked when teacher told us today that it was so soon. *shivers* 所以，我现在要开始说华文，才能练好我的华文。(: chem lesson was usual, lit lesson also usual. yepp. then supposed to have cca today but the door was locked and the person with the key wasnt around, so we just went home -_- but im happy that i got home early today. cos can do more things at home than in school.

and you know what? CRYSTAL JUST TOLD ME SHE GOT A VIOLIN. LIKE OH MY TIAN. she told me last time that she wanted to buy and asked me for 'advice', but i didnt think she'd buy it sooo soon! haha so cool. she's coming over my house now so that i can teach her violin and she can teach me guitar. YAY :D

#389

ok. a lot of things happened today. i think? haha.

firstly, 2nd day of extra lessons. quite okay because i only attended 1 lesson! MUAHAHAHA >:D first lesson was maths, which i was okay with because, early in the morning, people are still quite alright. only at the end of the day, do you see walking zombies.

yeahh, so me, garwai and shushien had maths olympiad after that. around the end of the maths lesson, i was on the edge of my seat cos had to turn around to see whether shushien and garwai wanted to go already. actually we wanted to go at 8.50am, but in the end left around 9.03am. haha. anyway, the paper starts at 9.30am, so for the first half an hour or so, we were just talking away. then the paper started. it was terrible! haha cos i was feeling pretty tired and bored at the start [stupid me, i didnt do the back first. the back was easier ok!] and i fell asleep! haha i realised that i still havent totally gotten rid of my habit of sleeping in class. [in sec 2, i slept in every single lesson before, some lessons more than others] yeah, so i slept for around 5 - 10mins i think. dont really know. then i woke up, and decided to try the back questions and was like :O what the?! so i started chionging the back questions like siao. haha. in the end, didnt really have time to complete it, so... ): but oh well. good experience, really.

then after maths olympiad, which took up almost the whole of our 3 hours of bio plus half hour of recess[be there by 9am, starts at 9.30am, ends at 12pm, and we used 12pm - 12.30pm to eat late recess], the chinese students in our class had cl lesson. actually we were supposed to have hcl lesson but our teacher was eating lunch with other hods so we just 散ed.

had lunch with jolene and sherlyn after that. unfortunately, i had to use the cl lesson time to copy bio notes, so it was kind of wasted, and i was late for lunch. plus, i was also feeling a bit full from late recess, so i ate rather slowly. thus, we were late for our cca after that. worked on the mouse until around 3.45pm, and this time no uncle chased us out like yesterday during cca. yay. after that, jolene and sherlyn went home and i stayed in school to do work. because i had to wait until 5.30pm to leave school for amk hub for a project/competition meeting. yeah.

so i did my work very guai-ly, although i was feeling quite tired and sleepy and couldnt really think properly. and the band or chinese orchestra or whatever performing arts group was practicing for jubilate REALLY LOUDLY so my eardrums started hurting and made me feel kind of sleepy [classical music is so soothing that it makes me sleep. serious.] so i played my handphone mp3, which helped, cos the pop songs and all the shouting, but yet familiar tunes, kept me awake. left school with peishan and chaiyi at 5.40pm. supposed to go at 5.30pm but peishan was busy chatting away with her friends so we waited. -_-

reached amk hub's macs at around 6.05pm. meeting was supposed to start from 6pm. by 6.15, everyone except linglan and our facilitator, tiffany, was there. so we started talking. rubbish. we just talked crap lahh. but it was so damn funny and we were all laughing like siao. really! i think that was really the best part of the day. if the start of all meetings were like this, i would love to go for these meetings, cos they really cheer people up and make them forget their worries. we just talked about all the random things and people kept doing funny things. people who were there: janeal, zoe, chaiyi, peishan and me. linglan came around 7pm. yeah so we just laughed the whole time and it was really very fun and relaxing. i laughed until i almost started crying leh! haha. :D we finally got down to work around 7.15pm. luckily, tiffany came some time after that, so we were doing work when she came. i think peishan finished going through the different aspects quite quickly and efficiently. thumbs up to her! (: our meeting carried on until around 8.30pm. zoe left around 8pm. it was supposed to be from 6pm - 8pm, but yeah.... ^^'' after that, i took the train home. all the rest of them took bus -_- no fair. peishan was going to take train at first, but changed her mind.

reached home around 9pm and was really glad that my mum didnt scold me (: it really darkens my mood when i step into the house and she sees me and starts nagging. luckily, although her tone was a bit annoyed, she didnt scold me. [well i did tell her i would be back around 8.30pm...] yeahh so i bathed and my dad left the laptop on for me, thats why im blogging now. also trying to dry my hair at the same time. shall go play audi now :D maybe i'll sleep around 12am, definitely after i dry my hair completely.

3 hope's going to the science centre tml [i hate that place man. ever since primary school, i've probably gone to the science centre almost 30 times already lah. not only the class outings, but projects and competitions and etc... so i really feel very sick of the science centre because it has become very boring to me. haiz. i wonder how many more times i need to go there...] so i'm meeting garwai and some other ppl [actually im not sure who] at jurong mrt tml, cos they dont know how to walk there. i cant believe it lah. i'm so 熟悉 with the place that i find it very hard to believe that people dont know how to walk there. oh well. must be because they've only gone to the science centre a few times. haiz. i might be deprived from other things [i dont know, josie keeps saying i'm so deprived], but definitely not from going to the science centre. -_- and its not very comforting, you know....

and like OMG. wanjane made me so sad! cos she blogged that she was pissed and all.... and i feel really sad and guilty, because i have no idea how to help her [i cant, actually] or comfort her. cos i dont like comforting people by saying 'its ok, it'll be fine' because it seriously just sounds so damn fake and common. everyone in the world would say that. and i myself dont like it when people say that. so yeahh. so i really dont know how to be of any help and it makes me feel really T.T for her. haiz. hope she's feeling better...

#388

ahhhhhh. someone help! i'm trying to chiong maths assignment! but i havent started! HOW? uh oh. i am sooo dead meat.

anyway, i realised that i didnt post on sunday! :O i cant believe it. haha. i think i was too busy audiing? haha recently i've been audiing a lot. but yesterday and today i dunno why, i'm lagging A LOT in audi. which sucks cos i keep losing. ): and i dont dare to team cos i scared will make my teammates lose. how? very sad that its so lag. lag until sometimes its just a frozen picture and i have to wait for it to load. and it lags ONLY when i'm in a game. no fair lahh! and because of that i cant beat yuanzhi. hmphh. no fair. haha but i love wanyee :D to wanyee: i know if you're reading this you'll say you love me too. haha. played with wanyee and yuanzhi today. and played with darice and crystal and yiinghuey yesterday. (: yiinghuey's finally playing audi again! yay. hope it makes her more relaxed and not so stressed.

hmm. besides, that, today is the 1st day of extra lessons. and it sucked ): it was sooo boring! lessons were bad enough, then chem still have homework! haiz. and, as i was saying, i was supposed to do my maths assignment, which is due tml. but i cant get round to doing it. just cant bear to take that pen and start writing. cos i know i'll get bored and pissed and frustrated and annoyed and irritated and etc... yeah.

oh yah i've been practicing my guitar recently :D yay. and guitar is fun. i want my electric guitar! haiz. doubt i'll get it anytime soon though. i saw in a magazine that day that they were selling an electric guitar set! so cool lahh! i want that.

yeah okay so anyway i'm on msn with wanyee and yuanzhi now and they're talking about naruto and i dunno what else. and cos i'm blogging, i havent been talking to them and yuanzhi says im suddenly very silent. haha wanyee is sooo nice! say i doing my work and tell him dont disturb. i <3 my dear! :D okay i shall really go do my work now, or else wanyee will be heartbroken. byeee! *chiong arh!*

#387

i am SERIOUSLY craving for movies. i want to watch: accuracy of death, chocolate [but its nc16! ):], drillbit taylor, and 21 when it comes out. but i dunno who to drag to watch the movies lehh. i concluded that my different groups of friends will go watch different movies with me. fuchun friends: cartoon, adventure, mystery, comedy, sometimes action. rosyth friends: adventure, mystery, action. st nicks friends: romance, sometimes mystery, adventure, cartoon.
so its quite easy to see who to go with to watch which movies, right? no lor.
because, my sn friends have another movie in mind, so i doubt i can watch accuracy of death with them. but if cannot, then worst to worst i get wanjane to buy the dvd for me :D then for chocolate, i doubt anyone wants to go and watch cos its nc16 =.= T.T why must it be nc16! hmph. but the drillbit taylor is just to fill up the movie list lah. haha. and 21 they havent say if its pg or nc16 or what yet, so yeah...
I WANNA GO WATCH A MOVIE NOW ): but then i a bit broke also leh ^^''

ok lahh i was supposed to do A LOT of things today. i even drew up a schedule with my left hand. which took me quite a while. and in the end, i hardly did anything because in the morning when i woke up, my mum kept asking me to do things, so i had to do, but then after that i felt very pissed so i didnt do any school work. damn. how leh? i no mood to do school work. i think about maths assignment i can faint le.

and im still pissed at all those ppl who said i like maths, cos i obviously dont. being good at something doesnt mean you like doing it. and i'm not even good at it! ugh. its just my best subject among all the other subjects, in other words, my last worst subject. when i was younger i thought it was my favourite subject, but now i know that isnt true cos i sooo do not like maths. neither do i like any other subjects that the school teaches us or that we're required to learn.

i was asking wanjane how to motivate myself to study. you know what she said? go for motivational talks. lols! if you can find any motivational talk that is able to make me motivated, i promise i'll owe you a million dollars. so i have a huge problem in having self-discipline and self-control because i just refuse to study hard for o levels. i think that most of my friends think that we just have to get over this stupid o level thing and it'll be okay. it wont! because after your o levels, you have your a levels. you realise that psle have 6 years to study for, o levels have 4 years, a levels have 2 years? so the time is getting shorter so you'll be even more stressed cos have to cram more things inside your brain. then after a levels, go university, get diploma, get doctorate, get erm.... still got what ah? aiya i dunno lah. whatever lor. so the point is, you study so hard for this, just to get it over with, then after that you're very happy. but then its short-lived cos you'll realise that you have to study very hard for another thing AGAIN. so tiring right?

thats why its better to just NOT study and relax and enjoy your life while it lasts. like me :D if i die right now, i probably wont regret anything because i had a greattt childhood and its worth it, really. er, except maybe regretting that i didnt get to play an electric guitar in my life or get my own motorbike or ever see snow before or immigrate out of singapore or have my very own room. but anyway, i mean, if you study all day, when you die, will you really be happy? just because you studied hard? i dunno. i wont, though. i'd rather just lead my own life and not give a damn about school. school's boring, and good news is: school's out! :D yeahhh man!

ok lah crapped enough about movies and school work and motivation. im currently working on a new blogskin for my blog but i dont have any inspiration leh. haha. sort of know what i want to do, but not sure how to make it look the way i want it to look like. oh well. ok lahh i think this is getting boring. i wonder who will read up to here anyway. no one, i think. off to work on my blogskin or do maths [unlikely] or drink some nice soup or laze around. oh yah and my mum bought me 2 new pairs of jeans! :D so even though i'm still pissed at her cos she's pissed at me for getting such lousy results [eh she nags all day leh. damn irritating can.], i still love her cos she bought me nice new jeans :D and she say i can wear often cos they arent that thick or heavy so it wont be that hard for her to wash. yay! :D i shall cancel the 'new clothes' off my list. cos jeans are considered lahh. haha. anyway i'm a bit broke so i probably wont be able to buy any new clothes myself even if i wanted to.

#386

YEAH! ITS THE HOLIDAYS! cos st nicks dont have school today. im so so so glad that its finally the holidays!!! although there's still extra lessons and everything, but hey, who cares, right? YEAH MAN THE JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE! :D i am sooo happy!

i've got a ton of things to do though:
- maths ec assignment
- maths olympiad
- get through extra lessons
- work on micromouse
- online homework
- study for tests next term
- study everything that i've learnt
- environmental project
- practice violin like siao!!!
- practice piano
- practice guitar
- talk chinese
- do chinese assessment book
- do maths assessment book
- file everything
- study theory
- learn astronomy
- exercise
- buy new clothes
- go out with my friends
- watch movies!!!
- relax
- game!
- SLEEP.

yepp. look at that long list of things to do. i should plan a timetable for myself. haha maybe i will, since im so bored right now and dont feel like starting on homework. and i really really want to go watch movies! :D i havent watched a movie for very long already leh!

oh and we had CCA farewell yesterday for our sec 4 seniors, which was damn nice but really quite saddening around the end. D: I LOVE MY SENIORS AND I AM SOOO GOING TO MISS THEM!!! especially genin and wanjane! ): the video and genin going up to talk made me cry lahh. hmph. ): was damn sad when i went home with wanjane cos i kept thinking that it was the last time that we were going home together. next time she dont go home with me, i sure fall asleep on the train while going home de! haha but nevermind. cos next time i shall call her and drag her to go home with me =P and genin says that i can only call/sms her to irritate her after her o levels. hmphhh. no fair. cos wanjane said i could do that anytime.

haha okay lah i shall go do my schedule now (: and maybe study a bit later. or start filing cos all my stuff are damn messy. byebye!

#385

this week has been quite busy for me. PE project, social studies project, social studies test and astrofest, on top of all the usual homework.

astrofest was a disaster, so i'm glad we got it over with. thank you very much to the rjc team who were grouped with us for the games, and who didn't say out their anger, even though i know that they were probably quite pissed at us. we went there totally unprepared. we thought we were prepared, but well, we thought wrong. probably every other team there comprised of people from astronomy club or science club. i thought it was just a competition. well, it wasn't and it isn't.
the fair was crap too. we didnt even know what we were doing. if i wanted to describe myself at that point in time, it'd probably be - 差劲. 3 judges and 3 people. and i screwed up everything.
after the fair, the symposium was quite interesting. some of the speakers were quite funny.
and stargazing was fun. huishan didnt come for stargazing with us, so that was quite sad. and we saw saturn and the moon. which was really cool because i've never looked through a telescope before. and shushien actually fell asleep while we lay there on the grass gazing up into the sky. so cute lah. hehe (:
and our group leader, dallan, was nice. haha here's a funny quote "is there a neccessity to be so formal?" lol we were just trying out a tie.
my conclusion: astronomy is fun, although we screwed up the whole thing and were kind of anti-social from everyone else.

someone told me before that 'nothing is fair in this world' and i know that life itself is unfair. but even so, i still want to say it out loud. how unfair the world is. because this just so freaking annoys me. every time i use up my energy outside, i come home tired and wanting to just sleep. for example, when i go for chalets, i always come home and sleep [even if its in the morning or afternoon in bright daylight. and you know i hardly ever sleep in the afternoon] for about 3 hours or so. i'd sleep much more if my mum doesnt wake me up for dinner. and when i go out for the whole day, for example astrofest, i have enough energy to come home, but once i come home, i just cannot hold out any longer and i fall asleep right after im done bathing. even if im halfway through drying my hair, i just sleep. and we have a rule which says you cant sleep with your hair wet, so my mum said that i wasnt allowed to sleep on the bed until my hair was dry. ended up sleeping on the floor, until my mum called me up to go to bed. i find it so freaking irritating that this doesnt happen to other people.
i hate feeling so weak and tired. and do you know how much time i waste sleeping? just last night, after astrofest, i came back and bathed and fell asleep while halfway drying my hair, causing msyelf to hit my head against a chair 2 times and got a bruise on my head after that. and, i only woke up at 12.30pm today even though my mum called me up earlier and i had an sms. [i always wake up when i get an sms, but i just fell right back to sleep after reading the extremely urgent sms from garwai which said that i had to send my info to her in the morning. because i only woke up in the afternoon, i totally missed that.] what a waste of my time. i just dont get why i tire out so easily, cos i know from many other people that they dont, but i dont like it that way.

i'm glad that its going to be the holidays soon, even though we've still got a week of extra lessons. things that i'm looking forward to: sleep. gatherings. sleep. finishing homework. sleep. studying. sleep. gaming. and more sleep.

and i really wish that people wouldnt comfort me or try to help me solve my personal problems. cos if i dont say anything, i just want to be on my own and not be disturbed. if i dont ask for help, then i probably dont want people to help me. sometimes, i wont mind failing because i dont want help from others. i just cant stand it when other people offer advice to my problems or try to comfort me when im sad. i wonder if it'll help if i say: its my problem so stop sticking your nose in it cos i dont need your help. maybe it sounds proud and arrogant and all, but its really what i feel. i'd rather be sad than have a friend to comfort me, and i'd rather have lots of problems than having people help me to solve them, because i dont like sharing with others.

anyway, let me mention this again. if there's anyone whom i hate, its my brother. i cant hate anyone more than him. i want him to die. i really want him to die. i really want him to die now. i really want him to die right now. if he dies right now, i'll definitely be happy. no, i won't just be happy, i'd be delighted. but i know he probably won't die now, so i hope he'll die soon.

haha and i think that jc guys are nice. quite obviously, that excludes my brother.



i dont need your help cos i dont share.

#384

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEW LIN!!! <3
i want to go for your concert! see how ok? :D

and today is also my senior, denise's birthday, so happy 17th birthday to her and happy birthday to some random teacher whose birthday is today too. haha.

maths week is OVERRR!!! yay! haha. less stress. this weekend isnt that busy after all. 1 piece of homework, 1 test coming up, 2 group projects, and 1 competition coming up. not that bad. i love the fact that theres only O-N-E piece of homework. yay! :D i am totally in the mood for celebrations! i've got a ss test next week, but its on friday, so double yay! plus, the projects are group ones, which are so much better than individual homework or project. triple YAY! supposed to do filing this weekend too, but since i didnt bring back my bio file and i havent gotten a file to put my chem stuff in, too bad. =P

i decided not to go for the vbc party after all D: YOU KNOW I WANNA GO. but its mother's day tomorrow and if i go out, that'll be so.... 不孝顺. so i'll be staying at home. T.T i guess it cant be helped, but you know i wanted that cake. >:D oh well. hope everyone who goes for the party has fun.

you know what i want to do right now? watch my videos! haha. but i should be guai and do my homework first right? haiz. ok then, do homework lor. and later i shall... watch my videos! :D seeya!

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wow. look at the time now. what am i doing here at such an unearthly hour? considering that im going to sleep in about 10 mins, well, yeah, this shall be the last thing i do before going off to sleep.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KC! :D

anyway, vbc's over, so its kinda more relaxed, but i had a huge pile of incomplete homework right after that.

spent wednesday night over at crystal's house. had no violin lesson after all, and i stupidly went to music school with my violin =.= yes that's a dumb thing to do. i walked in wondering why it was so empty, then stared at the calendar, and before i could notice that there were no lessons, a staff walked over and said 'no lessons today' and i was like :o and looked at the calender again and went :O and was thinking 'what the...' haiz. walked out and called up crystal and yiinghuey to tell them how stupid i was. lol.

after that, i went home and packed, then went over to crystal's house with yiinghuey. sleepover at crystal's house was fun. but it was at that time that we just decided to give up the whole thing cos we knew we would never make it. not that we weren't trying to be positive, you know. its just that, if you're not even in the top 20 out of 35 teams, there's quite a small chance of getting into the top 5. well it wasnt a total give up though. we still kept at it, but didnt place as much importance on it and we weren't looking forward to earning money and stuff as much as before. i think that was kind of depressing and i was feeling extremely GUILTY cos its against my conscience to give up. so we were in a want-to-give-up-but-lets-just-keep-going kind of state until the end of vbc semi finals.

still, i think that we had team spirit and special thanks to all the other teams for making vbc so much more interesting, yeah? :D even though vbc for most people are over, i think that many of us still think that it was a fun and great experience [just look at the vbc forum that was created, and the vbc party coming up soon] and we're all gonna miss it.

well, back to point, i hardly completed any work at crystal's house. went home on thursday afternoon and finished about... 1 or 2 pieces of homework? about there. friday afternoon me and crystal went to the library with our laptops. yiinghuey joined us later. we were playing more than doing vbc but that's alright. friday night i was feeling quite glad that vbc was over. even though i was sad that we didnt manage to enter the finals, it was still comforting to know that i made friends during the competition and that i could finally have a good rest. and yes, i did have a good long sleep on friday night.

this few days its been nothing much. homework and assignments and tests and all the usual nonsense like not having time to study and having lots of work to do. i do miss vbc. even though it does take a toil on your health. well i've got a bio test this friday and i'm gonna be chionging it tml. and tml morning i've got to get my chem homework done before chem lesson. forgot to bring my notebook home so i dont know how to do. lols.

oh yeah, and this week is maths week. that is bad in many ways, like 1) im a maths leader. 2) im one of the two maths leader in charge of all the maths leaders. 3) i am one of the two persons in charge of maths week. 4) i've got to go down early for recess everyday to help set up the maths corner. 5) i've got lots of stuff on this week. 6) an already busy week + maths week = dead person. luckily, 2 more days to end of this week.

this weekend is going to be super busy because of all the work and another competition coming up - astrofest. got to read up on astronomy stuff, which is fun but tedious. then we need to do up a board on something about astronomy, which we already decided on but havent done. and there's the vbc party this week which i really really wanna go for, but if no one's going with me then i dont think im going. D: i want to go and eat the cake! ^^'' or maybe if mx was going then i'll just go. dunno lah.

violin's going fine for my teacher, cos he says im improving, but terrible for me. i feel as if i cant catch up, and my piano accompaniment practice is gonna be really soon. how? no time to practice. i should just play violin 2 hours a day when the june hols start lah. it'll probably help. but im afraid the june hols is kinda late. i should start now. but i've really got no time. zzz

ok fine i need to go sleep now. i hate it when my mum nags cos nagging = noise and i hate noise. lastly, i just wanna say, i am frustrated with school & really LOOKING FORWARD TO THE JUNE HOLS WHEN I CAN FINALLY MEET UP WITH ALL MY DEAREST FRIENDS :D