audition on friday was alright. haha the seniors quite funny (: seniors in our group, anyway. round 1 was basic steps so they tell you random basic steps and you do. quite okay but i screwed up 6 step. then i don't know if they random or anyhow or something, but our group had this extra round where you do some bonus thing by coming out and linking two steps that the seniors tell us to. haha it was this bonus round apparently. then we left for a while, came back and it was round 2 cypher where we sat in a semi circle. seniors sat in a line facing us and then we did freestyle lor. i was 3rd x.x damn early can. and haha i blanked out a lot during the thing so i kept repeating steps. quite rubbish but other than repeating steps and screwing up 6 step again, i think i did okay. after one round of cypher, it was a free for all thing where anyone could go up. me and xinyun were planning to go 3rd but then someone went up faster than us so we went 4th. haha people were cheering >.< i think because we were the first girls who went up. but quite paiseh because i screwed up the transition from 6 step to bicycle pump. sorry xinyun! x.x my mind was totally running blank okay. haha damn screwed but oh well. yeah. after the whole thing, the seniors brought this cake in for felix, their instructor, and then we sat around watching and then later seniors had another cypher and me and another girl stayed to watch. haha oh yes there are 2 guys who went for bboy audition from my chinese class hahaha. oh and i was sitting there watching when dahwei was sort of motioning to me asking if i wanted to go join the circle. haha. and then later on when i was going off and already walking along the next corridor, the door opened and he popped his head out and said something like good job. haha.

today left house around 3 plus and went to meet ming jie and edwin at suntec. haha. i came late x.x dinner at justnoodles. rice and chicken plus free flow of drinks and ice cream :D then took bus to school where we were a bit late. luckily we didn't miss any of the performances so yay :D thanks to teri for saving us seats. later on we shifted up to our senior class row and i sat at the end next to weiqi. moved for better view :D haha. yupp. the rest of them sat on the stairs. haha so retarded, coming in just to sit on stairs. nice performances :D all very nice (: finlandia was sort of comforting in an eerie way. it sounded emo and sadistic. haha. then i also like the second movement that they played for new world symphony. allegro con fuoco if i'm not wrong? haha. it sounded majestic. and of course pirates of the caribbean nice as always. yupp. after concert we talked for a long long time. plus weiqi. haha. he lost the rest of his class. and then finally went home. i took bus and mrt back with weiqi :D yay haha at first he agreed to take 961 with me leh! :O [after a lot of persuading.] haha but in the end i thought it would be quite evil to make him take 961 so we took bus to mrt station lor. yep. nothing much liao i'm damn sleepy today x.x i shall start on homework tomorrow haha. goodnight world! :D and omg i didn't know tsengwei plays violin! examining grade 8 nia. zai kia. haiz. off to sleep bye!


darice: haha yeah i realised that i spelled his name wrongly. changed liao. and hahaha okay okay paiseh. THANK YOU (:

wanjane: haha walao tsk you so slack. i might be going back to school on tuesday i think. haha ehh but got a lot of homework leh! ):

sian.

i can't exactly remember what has been happening during lesson times, so yeah. monday stayed back in school for a while, then met darice and her friend, sheng qiang at imm (: collected our pay and ate dinner together. i seriously had no idea how a kopitiam card works >_> haha felt damn stupid. and then talked and ate and finally went home after dinner. we took a cab from imm to mrt station because we couldn't find the way out to the bus stop x.x hahaha. is that fail or what. okay luh. plus it was late and we just wanted to get home and apparently sheng qiang is a rich guy. haha. yeah. then took mrt back with darice because her friend took the other line. thank you sheng qiang for dinner and the cab! (: even though we're like strangers to each other. yeahh. haha. reached home late x.x 8 plus? haha. i can't remember.

tuesday stayed back for bboy class and yay very fun too :D but it is damn freaking tiring x.x haha. within the first 20 minutes i was already dying. later on it got better because we slacked more i think? hahaha. left at 7 plus and saw mx on the bus. reached home around 8 plus or 9, because a certain someone didn't call me up when we arrived. or maybe he got up late and was disorientated too, but WALAO EH. in the end i overshot by one bus stop. luckily not too far away.

wednesday was sat briefing after school. went with crystal and then she ate lunch and then we took bus home. saw tingwei on the bus! hahaha. and he stopped at mrt because he was going polyclinic o.O weird. oh and bio practical was cancelled on wednesday :D which left us with 1 and a half hours of free time, most of which went into a rather fail ct rep [hahaha :P] trying to organise a ct outing. yeah.

as for today, my brother texted me to call him and oh look, he wants me to deliver a laptop to him. evil brothers. reached home around 4 plus and was damn tired. my dad was at home so i was like :DDD YAY i shall ask my dad to deliver the laptop instead and he agreed so yay good good. i just helped transfer a file [it was a freaking game =.=] into my brother's hdd and then dumped everything into the laptop bag for my dad to deliver later on. hahaha :D slept a lot in the evening too :D and yay i like the fact that my parents do not go for random shit things such as parents' day :D my mum's too busy [fortunately] and my dad refuses to go :D good good. haha my dad never goes for things like these unless absolutely necessary.

was reading oranges are not the only fruit just now and the starting is starting to get boring ): that's what wide sargasso sea did to me too ): not good. or maybe i'm just sleepy. hahaha :D but the format is much much much nicer than wide sargasso sea so yay :D hahaha and i totally remember that day when we were doing gp/pw random super short presentation and weilun was trying to refer to gays/lesbians and whatnot and he was like, people with... 'ambiguous sexual orientation'. the whole class burst into laughter :D hahaha. he's way of saying it was damn funny! and he's an eccentric person, i figured out. eccentricity a little like my brother's, i think. but not quite. the main purpose of life is to hide your stupidity, or something like that. haha. retarded. yes, eccentric people. i know too many of them. haiz. hahaha. no luh kidding ;D

i shall sleep at 12 today! :D i am SLEEPY. goodnight world!

audition tomorrow i hope i do fine :D and not mix up individual with group. haha. yeah. okay shall blog again sometime soon. monday and tuesday are home learning days. watch me stick my face at the computer for the next few days ): haiz. ta.

YAY i finally slept on my bed last night :DDD hahaha after sooo long. i feel so deprived. oh well. and i woke up feeling damn sleepy today :/ didn't do much in the morning and afternoon except to eat and stone and attempt more chem. haha. i'm such a cheater i didn't like math so i didn't attempt it. hahaha. still have everything else to do =.= bio, math, gp, pw, lit. yeah. you get the idea. actually chem also never finish luh. dead person = me. yay. plus i haven't chosen cca. SIAN. okay. ming jie is a stalker =.= haha. erms. yup nothing much to blog about actually. doremi :D some pop song competition thingy that i'm working on with crystal :D yay. haha we will pwn people okay! :D [or at least that's what i'd like to believe.] crystal's song is zai so yeah, i feel stressed because i need to be as zai as her haha. i will work hard :D

and i went back to sleep for another hour plus in the late afternoon/evening which made me feel better :D okay haha weiqi just msned me saying that he sees some emoness in my msn name and personal message. lol. i'm an emo kid! :D why do people not believe that i'm emo huh! tsktsk. haha i don't look emo is it! cannot be emo inside ah. hahaha. oh wells. i shall attempt to do more homework and sleep early today. and OH CRAP i realised i haven't researched on something important for tomorrow =.= damn. alright i will go do work now. goodbye world :D

haven't been blogging recently either. jc life is busyyy.

wednesday back to school with lectures and tutorials. life was okay. no violin lesson on wednesday :D was supposed to stay back to work on our lit project but in the end everyone just zao-ed so i zao-ed too. reached home around 5pm i think. thursday was hahaha lolol damn funny day because i stayed back for hiphop auditions hahaha. with jarin. yupp. and then lunch with wanjane :DDD yay. haha. she didn't eat lor =.= how is that considered lunch right! tsk. haha but anyway, yeah, very long never talk to her liao, so :D and hahaha the auditions were hilarious because i stoned a lot. yeah damn hard lor. i wasn't expecting to get in in the first place. haha just go for fun de :D but damn embarrassing lor =.= because so many people staring then stoned so much :/ yeah. friday was yay super fun bboy/bgirl open class day :D went for it after lessons and it was damn cool :DDD only saw 2 bgirl seniors though. yeah. then the coach taught us quite a bit, and then practise lor. haha :D 6 step :DDD but i can't do freeze ): i will practise :D after that went for dinner with crystal and edwin at swensen's. [oh yah before that went library.] haha edwin damn rich can =.= treat me dinner. HAHA i had like 4 dollars in my wallet can. no kidding. and then ate salmon and mushroom baked rice, with soup and drink [coffee] and ice cream [chocolate malt or something.]. yup. yay nice :D after that i was very full :D of course, the ice cream wasn't good for my throat but who cares. reached home 10 i think. haha.



today was an awesome day :DDD woke up around 9 actually, then went back to sleep. then woke up 10.30am and practised dance plus violin. ate noodles for lunch, and chioged to sherilyn's house where everyone had already reached. except ken who's always late. they were sitting around doing nothing much. fuchun people: me, crystal, sherilyn, kc, mx, duncan, kaiyeat and ken. oh and duncan's and mx's sisters, minnie and huixin, who came later and ken's brother. yup. talked, played games [those stupid orientation-like kind of games but i think we made the games much more fun :DDD] and then talked some more.

then finally went down to playground :DDD yay super fun hahaha colour game and blind mice. kaiyeat went back already so he wans't there. after a while, people started sabo-ing me. TSKTSK haha. my first experience of being sabo-ed was when kc was the catcher and i was trying to dodge. i could have dodged damn easily if not for... duncan blocking the way out on purpose! ken was there too so he joined in, but it was mainly duncan =.= tsk duncan! how could you! ehh i damn nice to you okay! haha and then yeah loh, got caught. EH PLEASE LOR HAHA DUNCAN SHOULD HAVE BEEN CAUGHT he was already touching kc because he took kc's hand and guided his hand to catch me =.= WHILE blocking my exit. haha tsk duncan so evil luh! second person who blocked my way was ken later on. and third person who blocked my way was mx. all on purpose! haha tsk luh. and then later on quite a few catchers wanted to catch me because i talked a lot =.= haha! walao eh where got such thing right! hahaha. okay luh no luh because i 害 [caused] quite a few people to get caught so yeah. ehh but i very nice leh help the catchers leh. haha. yeah lor. all duncan's fault ): started sabo-ing me first. haha but after that he never block my way liao so haha still okay luh. but tsk first time he really block like shit luh cannot dodge at all can. after that we played frisbee for a while before going to buy drinks and then going back sherilyn's house.

for round 3 of games! hahaha. round 1 was the sit-in-a-circle games we played at the start. round 2 was playground. and round 3 was card games plus mahjong. oh yah by then crystal and mx's sister had gone off already. basically duncan and mx they all were playing mahjong and i didn't feel like playing and neither did ken. so we started a new group plus kc and ken's brother and played cards for a few rounds. HAHA the reshuffling thing was damn funny! we were playing taiti so there was once when kc called for reshuffle because his hand of cards was really cmi. then after that i called for reshuffle. [we only call for reshuffle when our deck really cmi okay.] after that ken called for reshuffle! hahaha. and then i was like asking ken's brother to be careful in case he had to call for reshuffle for the last time when i realised that i had to call for reshuffle again! haha. stupid cards right. tsk. yup. and then after cards i joined the mahjong table, with duncan, kc who had mx for adviser, and ken's brother who had duncan's sister, minnie, as adviser. hahaha quite fun :D but after a while everyone's attention started diverting to the television set instead >.< because there was some supernatural movie on play. and then we finally finished playing a few rounds and they watched television for a while, while sherilyn's secondary school group of friends were half watching video half playing [playing = random talking crap to people on msn, thus degrading sherilyn's reputation.] on the laptop. haha that was damn funny too :D yup. and after quite a while of that, kc and mx decided to go back. we waited for duncan and his sister, who was rather glued to the television programme, and finally left sherilyn's house. walked back with mx and whee reached home around 9 i think.

it's funny how we used to play this when we were 11/12 years old and now we're 16/17 and we're still playing it. 5 years, my friends (: 5 years later and we're still doing the same old thing, with the same old people. [haha oh wait duncan was new.] but anyway, yeah, time flies, doesn't it? 5 years down the road and i hope we'll still be able to fit into that playground haha :D [oh please, we were totally shortening the playground's lifespan.] and haha self-destruct/self-pwn examples were damn funny :D duncan falling down was the best, seriously :D LOL.

thus concludes the super awesome fun day of our traditional chinese new year gathering :D haha sherilyn's dad very funny keep on asking us why we never gamble. we didn't gamble at all this year! :D quite an achievement, since we have been gambling since very long ago. oh well. don't know why we didn't this year, but it felt kind of good not to gamble. not that gambling isn't fun, but this year we were telling people [like sherilyn's dad.] that we were little kids who didn't gamble. so hahaha quite funny luh yeah :D and duncan has agreed to thumbdrive dota to me! :DDD how awesome is that. haha duncan rocks luh. yay :D i tried to get it from kc but he mostly dao-ed me. and then mx didn't mind thumbdriving it to me but i don't have such a zai thumbdrive so :/ yeah. oh yah actually that day zichao asked me if i wanted him to thumbdrive to me also, but really, i don't have a zai thumbdrive which can hold 1 gb of stuff. my thumbdrives are all quite fail. so anyway, yayyyy :D thankyou duncan! haha he said he'll pass to me tomorrow but don't know if really tomorrow leh. wah haha if really tomorrow pass to me right, hahaha he will be my super awesome friend luh :D but whatever, enough with thumbdrives. oh yes, if duncan is super nice person today, then kc will be mean person today. hahaha. because he kept on bullying me! tsktsk. haha but it's okay, because at the end of the day i gave him a free h20 bottle as a gift for him to throw away :D hahaha :D oh well. today was a good day :D and aiya, chugy never come tsk. he had soccer competition or something i think. AND he sprained both of his ankles =.= haiyo right. he should have just came for cny gathering with us and he'd be fine :D haha. even though i injured myself during blind mice and almost fell from the playground and attained this bruise which hurts like @!#$%^&. anyway, today was awesome so thankyou everyone! people to thank in particular: duncan, kc, sherilyn, crystal, mx, ken, all the younger siblings who came today, and sherilyn's house and family :D haha yup. fuchun people are an awesome bunch :D love you guys :D



other stuffs. hmm. bboy class yesterday has left me with aching shoulders and arms. oh wells. i managed to do quite a bit of chem last night, but i still have all the other subjects to complete. hahaha. i have not slept on my bed for 3 nights, if i'm not wrong. [or was it 4?] because of my stupid cough which refuses to let me rest peacefully in a lying down position ): thus i have been sleeping on the chair for the past few nights. it's not even a sofa! it's just a sofa-lookalike-but-actually-made-of-cane-chair with cushions. homework is ): and i have not finished reading wide sargasso sea. tsk. life is also busy and cca choices are making me go nuts. which reminds me that i have to choose my cca by ohmygosh tomorrow. sad face. tsk. monday will be jane-is-broke day. haha. need to pay for a ton of stuffs. i should have really taken it extremely seriously when wanjane said that hwachong eats up your money. i'm broke already T_T haiz.

and haha zichao was damn funny when he asked me about cip tuition stuffs. quote: 'NO its nt a date' HAHAHA i was laughing like crazy when i saw that, because i didn't even say/ask anything yet. damn funny can! lolololol :D i might be nice on monday and help him ask the class. it sounds cool i might go. but of course need more details lor. yepp. and hahaha i never knew that so many of my og mates were joining band until i saw that day. yiying, clarice, walter, boxiang, xuejun. :O and sandy was there too from my class. yup. i was like lol if i join band i know so many people liao. hahaha :D yup. then nothing much liao lor. tireddd. shall attempt to sleep soon since it's already 12 plus.

goodnight world! (:

ehh hello! :D recently i have been over-using 'eh' hahaha oops :x but oh wells. who cares. haha i keep ehh-ing people nowadays. hope they don't feel offended :D eh can be the EH?! kind or the EH!! kind or the eh? kind. hahaha. so there. okay sorry crapping.

where did i stop. last post saturday. uhh okay. sunday i stoned at home. monday i stoned at home. tuesday i stoned at home. :D yay end of story. hahaha. okay luh no luh. erm. mostly sunday and monday ate at home with my family lor. yeah. got angbaos from parents. then ate a lot of home cooked food = yay! :D haha like chap chye [ehh i still can't spell it =.=] and nice nice soup and shark's fin soup today whoo. and fried eggs :D love eggs. and... aiya nice stuffs luh. like broccoli with pacific clams and some mushroom like thingy :D i love mushroom like things like fungus and stuffs :D haha my dad says the clams taste like abalone. oh well. then... basically stoned at home lor. slept a lot on saturday. sunday watched devil may cry online :DDD haha the end of the third episode was damn cute :D and then monday i can't remember what i did i think i stoned. i don't know why but time just flew. FLEW, I TELL YOU. and then today i mostly used the computer ^^" i don't know why but time flew too. haiz. oh yes yesterday i watched the transporter :D liked it. haha. yupp. hahaha and then after that we were having rosyth mass convo then bryan very funny he was categorising it then become 90% action, 1% sex scene, and the rest random. quite lol but i agree with him hahaha. yeah. and then EHH THEY HAD ROSYTHP6GEP05 LUNCH TODAYYYY T_T and i said i'd go at first! but then today i woke up late plus my mum said i was still sick and that i shouldn't go ): and i reallyyy wanted to go but then quite scared that i'd get worse/other people will get sick because of me plus later i go there and can't eat anything much because of fried/unhealthy food which sick people can't eat, so i decided not to go. yeah. sorry about that, guys ):

and then now is chiong homework time hahaha shit i'm so damn screwed. it's 11.42pm now. i have been chionging msn convos just now. sian.




okay actually just want to say that...

it's been ages since i loved a new someone or something or someplace.
well, basically, it's been ages since i loved.
4 years. haha (:
time to start afresh, i suppose.
taking those tiny little steps to learn to love once again.
wish me luck, yes? :D

it's been a long long time since i got my way.
or at least, agree with what i got.
so for once in a long long time, i just want to be happy again.
happy with my life, happy with the way i am, happy with where i am.

can i get that feeling back again?

phew. tiring week x.x hmm. okay i shall try to recall stuffs that happened so far.

wednesday only had one lecture throughout the whole day, rather slack. before that i mostly did nothing. then after the lecture went out with og for lunch :D haha we damn zai de okay. hahaha. ate at some coffeeshop place where the food was quite okay. when we got back to school we soon split up to avoid any suspicion. haha seriously we quite pro de lehs. and yeah haha our group was so big that we needed two huge tables plus one normal table and had to squeeze for us to sit together. after i got back i queued up for uniform but as usual since the service was so lousy i didn't get my uniform again. great. the person finally clarified stuffs and said something about us getting out uniform by this week. haha. yeah right. after that i can't remember what happened but i think there was supposed to be taekwondo cca practice at tian tang but apparently i couldn't find them there =.= only saw wushu people there a bit later. and then i just decided to go for fac dance since it was at tian tang too. stayed until about 4 plus before i decided to leave early to go home for violin lesson later. violin lesson was okay, i think. can't really remember liao x.x

thursday was a weird day. morning was rather relaxed but the afternoon was packed. lessons started at 10 [like on wednesday] and we had lit then math. lit was nuts. haha. seriously. it was just like getting everything dumped on you in a really really short time span. it totally increased my homework count to :O whoa-ness. HAHA EH NEW WORD SIA. HAHAHA. okay yeah then after that was fac meet and then ct session of total defence day. slept during that one. and then lunch, and followed mark and crystal to guitar auditions. hahaha i told crystal that his name was ming jie and then in the audition list she helped him to write down his name as ming jie. i was lol-ing and then he was like NOOO and grabbed the pen and changed his name to mark. oh wells. yay wanjane came up to talk to us for a while :D i miss her very long never talk to her liao =.= even if we're in the same school. sian. haha. and then after that went to sign up for dramafeste with mark. i wanted to do auditions but after seeing the script i was like x.x and like SHIT NO I DON'T HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO DO THIS ANY MORE. i know i totally sucked. i always hate myself for things like these. but anyway i just signed up for props loh. yeah. haha. i'm so =.= at myself. i will kill myself for that. ugh. after that we just went for fac dance practice whoo. after practice we were supposed to do the banner but i was half-dying already. i could hardly talk without hurting my throat [and it hurt like shit.] and then i wasn't feeling very good either. went to see the banner for a while and it looked nice :D kudos to weichuan and bryan who wrote jtigerr like siao. and extra kudos to weichaun who drew the tiger. anyway, yeah, was dying and then i stoned at class bench trying to decide whether to go home or stay in school. in the end i decided to go home. lol. reached home and checked my temperature 38.9 sia x.x haha slept a lot but i skipped dinner. just drank milk x.x quite dead right. haha. skipping dinner was definitely not a good choice. but oh well. took medicine loh. then went to bed quite early too around 10pm i think.

friday i woke up a bit late but then mx went out later too so i met him at bus stop. took bus to school and then stoned around until celebrations started. performances were nice. wushu was damn hiong but somehow i realised it was only the guys that were damn pro :/ sian. then after that walked around a bit with esther and then again with esther and weilun. then wanjane came to find me to give me chocolate and then we walked around and her classmate asked me to buy marshmallows from them. haha. now wanjane owes me 4 bucks because they didn't have change for my 5 bucks. oh well. then went back to my ct bench and sat down with people there and more people came to sit. played i have never and then i have and then stoned. bought sweet corn from edwin's class. and then oh yah we had lao yu sheng. whoo first time lao yu sheng mans. hahaha. i'm so deprived right. it was interesting but there were crazy people hahaha. not my taste though. only ate one bite. haha. after that was fac dance which i didn't shout. i'm sorry but i think i know myself well enough to understand that if i shouted during fac dance i would not have lasted for very long. did fairly okay for the dance except for missing a few steps. yupp :D and i was very touched by the fac comm people crying [like dahwei.] yeah it was really quite heartfelt luh :/ after that basically nothing much liao. stoned around for a while, then decided to go home, since mx was going home anyway. yep. and haha we both slept through most of the journey. luckily i woke up just as we were arriving. mx stayed on the bus since he was going back to visit fuchun. as for me, went home and watched tv for a while, then started sleeping again. hahaha :D slept a lot okay! until dinner also a bit late. i think around 5 - 7 plus. and i didn't brush my teeth after dinner because i totally conked out. which explains why i was brushing my teeth for a long long time this morning.

as for today, woke up around 8am, did some stuffs, and slept on the chair until around 10 plus, did some stuff and went back to sleeping on the chair until around 12 plus, when i woke up and ate lunch and did even more stuffs. went back to sleep again soon after and woke up around 3 plus. after which i stopped sleeping and attempted to do more productive things instead. didn't work very well though. oh well. which also meant that i had extra sleeping time of about 5 hours today :O whoa. haha. sleeping is good :D felt damn good okay. fever is gone but i still have a bad throat ): and cough. sian. need to recover soon. i am eating healthy this few days yay :D



oh yes and i was so blur to realised only a few minutes ago [it's officially 12.12am now, because i dragged this post for very very long while doing other things.] that today is chinese new year AND valentine's day! WHAT THE SHITS RIGHT. hahaha because i thought that vday was somewhere near cny, but i didn't think it was the exact same day! jane shock~ haiz. i feel so fail.

oh and nope i STILL haven't gotten my uniform =.= totally what the hell. will be getting on wednesday. and i think one set only =.= damn sian can. oh well. lousy system luhh. k yeah then still deciding on cca. and smb is a crazy place. i'm like x.x every time i go in luh. it's damn freakyyy. oh yes and homework is like killer too. haha. ok no it's just lit. wide sargasso sea is killing me. i don't like the writing style ): haiz.

yeah, then nothing else liao lor. not celebrating chinese new year so i have an extra 2 days of sleep and personal time yay. awesomeness. need to start on schoolwork tomorrow. and finish reading my library books hahaha yes they're all overdue. okay sick person need to go and sleep early if not cannot recover ): it's damn late liao 1.30am now. was looking through facebook photos and ohmygod hahaha kaeyuan's photos are zai but his comments on them are even more zai LOL. make me laugh like siao and then started coughing =.= aiyah okay i'm coughing like some really sick person today. off to sleep byeee.

whoo today was a good day. if you exclude the sleeping and uniform part >_> haha. first lecture was math. graphic calculators whoo. haha longpeng is damn zai and making the graphs look interesting. spiderweb sia! and then break from 9 to 1pm. damn long right! hahaha. i know i know. i tried queuing up for the uniform but didn't work =.= sian. then 11.30 went over to high school side to eat with some ct people, and then came back, stoned a bit, then talked and went for lesson at 1pm. bio lesson one hour in which i totally dozed off x.x haha yeah lor first and second day of school already ko until like shit. walao right. hahaha. anyway then after bio lecture come out and borrowed regina's notes to copy. AH which made me realise that i haven't returned her the notes. hahaha senior say don't need to study. then everyone was like :O wah you mugging ah! and then i was like no luh! sleep during lecture never take notes mah. hahaha. i already told my ct that i wouldn't mug like them so yeah :D hahaha. it feels good not to mug, but watching them mug can get boring D: haiz. yeah lor. weilun is the hardcore mugger in our class! he mug then other people see then start mugging too! so scary right! bad influence!!! hahaha. seriously! the seniors were like :O when they saw people mugging. crazy right! i think almost everyone in the ct mugged already, so i'm quite proud of myself for not mugging. hahaha.

after last lesson today, basically just copied notes and then started writing a reply letter to my angel. whoo my angel wrote 2 pages for me sia! so thick :O haha. then i wrote back another 2 pages because it felt like it was only right to write as much since she took the time to write so much. yepp. my angel is a busy busy person. haha. yeah. and then i ponned fac dance and danced with the guys at the 'balcony' behind our ct bench instead. because fac dance very slow. and i learnt all the steps liao. just need to practise mah. plus 4pm i had to go off for guitar audition/interview. yeah. so anyway shaun lent my ct his boombox and handphone mp3. the last i saw of them were guai people practising fac dance before i went off for guitar audition. basically just interview, talked to the seniors, and then played a bit of guitar. i'm damn fail D: haha. but i hope can get in luh. yeah. one of my seniors, charis, is in guitar too :O whoa. haha. yeah. thank you wanjane for letting me know about the auditions! :D and then i think mark wants to try going for guitar audition so he's going on thursday. yep :D i will tag along for fun :D i said i'd go anyway. yeah. after audition, i came back to find that no one was dancing any more. talked to them a bit, watched athena fac dance [crystal dragged me there. hello to her dance partner yuan feng, who i understand is a hardcore dancer.] and then went back to ct bench, and then waited for crystal to finish last dance before we went to bus stop with yuan feng.

later on we called yiinghuey to ask her to come eat dinner with us and did a 3-way convo because we both wanted to listen. haha quite retarded actually but who cares. then took bus, slept on bus while crystal talked to her friends, then woke up, sat down, slept again, and woke up and got off. whoo ate at pizza hut. i took damn long to finish the pasta :/ paiseh. and then we went to some ulu place to showcase our dance moves to each other later on. only yiinghuey never dance lor. yeah. then reached home 9pm want to die liao x.x need to study some more. i shall attempt to study now and not fall asleep [fat chance.] and perhaps link up the dance moves that are floating randomly around my rather empty head.

my brother is giving us issues again. sian. oh well. and i was stupid enough to bet with zichao that i'd be able to get 3As for first block test. haha yeah right as if luh! i sure damn fail de. haiz. haha. iced chocolate again. oh well. at most treat him lorh. 反正 he treated me liao mah. haha. but if i win again it will be hilarious (: yep. hahaha. k off to study and sleep early. goodnight! og38 ftw! and i'm starting to love 10s77 [i started loving 09s77 since very long ago.] i hope it continues like that. GOODNIGHT I'M SO TIRED LIAO SIAN.

nothing much to post about actually. just a quick post to say that i think og 38 is still the best and i'm trying to like my ct which is working out fine. yay :D good good. lessons started today! lectures only. bio, lit then chem. before that was personal time with ct. chem, being the last lecture for the day, was the one in which i was trying so hard not to fall asleep but failing epicly ): oh well. if i get teachers who hate people who sleep, i'm going to die. sigh. alright nothing much liao. me and crystal saw chugy today and he told us something blahhh and then something else happened so we were like aww ): for him and then yeah lor, actually feel quite bad for him. but all i did was suan him :/ haiz. ok i shall stop trying to suan people so much luh yeah.

oh yes big thank you to zichao who treated me to iced chocolate because zhiwei is so obviously in our class and he's damn blur. hahaha :D wrote to my mortal today. hope she replies soon :D yay. alright then nothing much liao. bought one of the lit books today. wide sargasso sea. damn thin and damn ex =.= haiz. and weilun is a hardcore mugger O: damn scary can. haiz. yeah. our seniors are awesome people :D yup yup thats all. goodnight world!

it's so hard to find time to blog nowadays. haiz. hahaha okay it's hard to explain friday. basically i can't remember much that happened in the morning and afternoon. it was just practise for dance and class performance [since we finished class flag the previous day] and then present to faculty and then started practising fac dance when they told us that our flag got into a draw with s7g. tried working on it, but i don't think it helped much. in the end 7g got the place, but it doesn't matter because we're still one faculty and anyway their flag design was really nice. didn't even remember the fake campfire in the hall much. you see, it was raining. basically just a lot of presentations and stuffs from the different faculties, and a ton of cheering. mac chicken for dinner haha. fac comm helped us buy since we skipped dinner by reviewing our flag presentation. thank you fac comm :D

and then we went down for the real campfire at the end of the day! :DDD whoo. that was definitely the best part. gathered in our faculties and cts, then they lighted the fires. whoa whoa have colour sia. hahaha and lighted the one at the back too. that one have fireworks sia :O whoa. and then our ct and senior ct and a few people from grandsenior ct had come so we formed a circle and started singing :D then someone started jumping up and down during one of the songs so we all started jumping. after that we did the train thing, where you grabbed someone's shoulders and just ran through the whole of the central plaza in between other cts that were gathered in circles. whee fun :D haha. i didn't lose my ct yay :DDD the person behind me lost me though :/ i forgot who. anyway, did train until we finally got back to our spot and formed back a circle and started singing again. then started jumping again. haha. after that was dance. dance partner was zichao from senior class. [the senior who suggested eating ice cream across the road, from my previous post.] haha quite fun too :D forgot quite a few dance moves then just follow lor. HAHA in front of me was estee from my class and ivan from grandsenior class, who was in council and sodache cheer i/c. totally whoa :O haha. mostly just tried to keep up with the steps lor. hahaha then batch dance the seniors don't know lor. yeah. after that there was a last cheer or something, and then released so we decided to meet back at ct bench while the majority of people in the area stayed behind to continue being high.

took quite a while of stoning and waiting and more waiting before we finally set off for the ice cream place with a couple of people. wanted to go island creamery but in the end went to this quite ulu place which was almost closing down to buy 3 tubs of ice cream before setting off again for this even more ulu park to sit down and pass the ice cream around. whoo yummy ice cream ftw :DDD haha everyone just passed the tubs around like siao then saliva conscious people a bit sad lor. yeah. but really pass like siao. don't know go how many rounds and then somehow i could ignore the fact that [aka not think about] everyone had taken a bite out of the same spoon. haha. oh well. yeah then talked a bit and then left the place around 11 plus. walked back with them then took overhead bridge with hsiuping and ivan and zhiyuan [is that his name? some other grandsenior.] and then either one of the grandseniors was asking what bus i took and then saw my bus from up there and shouted to kaeyuan [senior] who was [i have no idea why or how he got there] already at the bottom of the overhead bridge to flag the bus for me. said thanks, and dashed down to catch my bus. passed by kaeyuan and said thanks too. yay seniors damn nice can. thus, i didn't have to spend an extra 15mins or so waiting for the next bus. 谢谢你们! (: was on the bus from about 12 to 12 plus. damn late can x.x got scolded like crap when i got home. sian. plus damn tired because the end of campfire was very tiring. whoosh. okay that's all for friday.



saturday woke up 7am and then went to school late for apollo fac dance practice. practised until 1 plus before i went to eat lunch with crystal and then went home together. haha first time we both sleeping on bus on the way back home. damn shuang can. was damn tired. it's been so long since i went to school on a saturday. nothing much liao. has og convo until damn late again. slept around 1 plus again =.= but this time og convo was interesting, so nevermind luh (: next time i must not be so emotional and i should just quit the convo because i shouldn't stay up so late.

today woke up around 10, told my mum not to buy lunch for me [eh! i thought we eating lunch luh! ):] and then went out around 1 plus headed for city hall. met og there and we went to sit outside esplanade in an oval to talk. haha EH BOXIANG CAN SHOUT SIA. HAHAHA. and he shout quite zai also. but when he revert back to normal voice it's damn funny. oh well. later on there was a concert/performance there and we shifted place and then started playing double dare. quite funny :D hahaha. the last dare was lousy though. hahaha. like damn sian like that. oh well. whoo oh yah we bought cake for tianhao and yiying. whoo haha and they are both ares people so they danced fac dance together. yepp because after double dare we ended off with fac dances for all 4 facs :D whoo not bad, people! :D i think og38 is awesome. and i bet everyone agrees too. yay. okay yup then after that they wanted to eat dinner [it was around 6 plus] but not everyone could go. the boarding school people, boxiang, matthew and sylvia went back together and then me, shaun and huiying went home too. took mrt back with shaun. same direction. anyway i heard from walter that dinner was okay and then some of them went to play pool after that :D whoo so fun. him, clarice, siming and yiying. haha yeah next time i will go! :D

okay then walter just sent me the timetable for next week but haha no i can't read it either. it's quite general so yeah =.= sian. okay off to sleep tomorrow is the start of lessons for this year whoo. zichao says lessons will kena ko worse than orientation. haha which also means i die liao lor. oh well. YAY i'm betting with zichao that zhiwei is from our class. he lousy luh don't believe me. say i lying leh =.= i wanted to bet 5 bucks he say no money =.= then bet iced chocolate lor. hahaha :D yay iced chocolate i can't wait. zichao you are sooo dead tomorrow. watch it.

today was war games day :D haha. shan't elaborate on stuffs, just mainly the war game was like quite zzz because the stupid guys keep going past the boundary to invade our territory, which was totally not allowed =.= idiots la. like that of course our fac shirt will get wet right. totally wtf. then yeah lor, athena target us so we defend lor. the guys damn what can. haha like a huge group of guys chiong at girls leh. haha tsktsktsk. for each guy who entered there would be an average of 3 girls pulling his shirt and pulling/pushing out of the place. hahaha. no water bomb also same treatment de. then yeah, i think the guys really shouldn't ram into girls luh =.= the people next to me get rammed by guys then just fly leh. WTF RIGHT. idiot leh. i mean, want to get in also don't need so violent right. they ram into the person next to me and she fly backwards leh. wtshits don't like athena so violent =.= guys can luh. but girls leh. haha totally tsk. crystal says she doesn't like apollo either. k lor whatever. it's because she never see how evil the guys in athena are =.= and yeah, haha i stopped quite a few people from coming in i think :D whee.

after war games i wanted to shower but then damn crowded then just wash up lor. then ate lunch with my friend and went back to hall to assemble. ares winner and they never say which facs in the other places =.= yeah. then have faculty stuffs and the cts started on class flag and performance. whoo we went air con room to discuss, then mainly outline finish liao. the other half of the class stayed behind to paint flag, and our flag is zai :D yay. then went for fac dance whoo quite fun :D except that it's damn fast. and i can't find the video of it anywhere! T_T shit. i want to learn it properly ): it's niceee :D yup.

after that we went back to banner painting place, i stoned, then edwin somehow appeared there o.O and then talked to him and niao-ed him a lot. then saw shaun's class [7p] performing [whoa shaun leading sia] then watch lor. toonmin there also. tianhao came along to wait for his friend from 7p and then talked to him. haha i damn zai can. was asking him if he was going for saturday dinner, then he was like of course, then i ask why of course, then he was like 'for me leh.' and then i was like LOL 'OH YAH. sorry forgot.' haha oh wells. then talked to shaun and toonmin a bit too. and tsengwei came and we talked to him also. tsengwei and edwin damn fail can. don't even know that they are in each other's senior/junior class. hahaha. FAIL. then later on edwin's og started appearing and zijin was from the same og too. haha zijin is in my senior class whoo :D then talked to her a bit, and then i was like boo-ing edwin and saying fail or something, then his friend [from same og] went 'eh edwin! why you let them niao you!' LOL. me and crystal totally started laughing like siao. later on we went to fishtank to buy drink, then after that found edwin's og at the class benches and then [crystal's idea but she too lousy to say it so i say lor.] i went up to his friend and went 'you're edwin's friend right? can you please tell edwin -insert a ton of laughing and trying hard not to laugh here- can you please tell edwin to stop getting niao-ed by his juniors?' lolol. i can remember his friend because his friend wear blue specs! :D lol. then after that i was talking to zijin and then i ask why her og so little people then she was like 'okay lor. niao lor, niao lor.' then i felt bad so i was like 'nooo okay okay i don't niao you (:' then i turned to edwin and said 'eh edwin! why your og so little people ah?' hahahaha. then before we went off, crystal's idea again but she damn lousy so never say become i say, -to their og- 'can i have your attention please? edwin has something to say.' and they all turned to edwin. LOL. edwin stunned sia. hahaha then me and crystal run off but then crystal laugh too much and sat down and couldn't get up. i went back to the bench and then crystal disappeared. found her again but she really laugh until damn crazy. laugh until cannot walk. hahaha. crazy girl. yeah. then just went off after that.

went to find mx but we passed chugy's class so we said hi. HAHA CHUGY DOESN'T LIKE APOLLO GIRLS BECAUSE THEY HUG HIM DAMN LONG. LOL. no luh. because they trying to push him out mah. hahaha but he say until damn funny! i laughed like siao leh. then chelsea and wilson same class also, so i said hi. then went to find mx at the back but he was having ct dinner so we went back, said bye to chugy, and grabbed bags and went home. haha our senior zi something de, he say tomorrow after campfire want to go eat ice cream together. then we were like where? then he say across the road. then i was like 'across the road? isn't that a school?' lol. then we were like 'go nanyang buy ah?' hahaha. and crystal thought he was a j1. lol. his friend/senior/acquaintance said that he thought he was sec1. haha. crazy people luh.

okay i'm damn crazy today. but very happy because i talked to a lot of people YAY :D especially my og people. talked to them A LOT, more than i've talked to them throughout og days. seriously! people like tianhao, shaun, toonmin, wilson. all never talk to before leh. then today suddenly talk quite a lot :D yay. and then talked to tsengwei and chelsea too. yup. went home with crystal and then talked quite a lot. whoo today is a good day. except for my headache. shit luh ):

and WHO KNOWS WHERE TO FIND THE VIDEO FOR APOLLO FAC DANCE UH? I WANT TO PRACTISEEEE. ):

oh yah! WANJANE: whats MC and MB? o.O oh yah do you know where to find '10 fac dance video ah! and don't be mean just give me your uniform luh (: hahaha.

:x this was supposed to be a nice post about tuesday and wednesday. well, it's still nice, but i'm running out of time, so :/ shall rush through.

tuesday! last day of og games and wet games. first game was the pipe with holes which everyone covered and tried to fill up. got wet. and some people got really really wet. somehow tsengwei became our 'general' and i don't know the logic behind it [is it because of the comissar lu thing? o.O] but it was fun because he was a sort of person who made the whole group bonded. not that he lead us a lot, but they were all crowding around him and calling him general so yeah, it was funny AND fun (: and after the game they dumped a bucket of water over him. which might be considered evil, but :/ i don't know. it was more of fun and he didn't mind so i thought that was like :O damn sporting and yeah, the guys were all looking up to him as their general and such, so yeah, lol. interesting :D then it was something like table soccer in the hall which we won :O haha. then ice and melt where i saw houyin! :O hahaha i was totally wtshits so he's really in j1? wanted to ask him what he was doing in j1 but felt bad :x so anyway i took a long time to confirm that it was him. lol. [that day chugy also. same place sia. why do i keep seeing people in the basketball courts ah.] later on after we did a combined cheer by both of our groups, i pointed at him when he looked over and mouthed 'i know you right?' and he sort of nodded and smiled so yeah. hahaha. after that both of our groups went to play the flour game where you had to blow the ping pong balls over to the other side. haha the ogl there was like 'eh nevermind luh. just take the flour as your face paint also no difference.' [we had white face paint this time.] so lol. last was the giant air volleyball thing. at the end of it my sandals were dying. hahaha. whole thing ripped off at the side and the sole was almost coming off. i damn zai right :D hahahaha.

after og games, we stoned around for a while, then ct list was out and everyone rushed up to see. it was FREAKING CROWDED OKAY. everyone was just standing around even if they couldn't see it =.= quite dumb, really. i squeezed in, went through the first door of papers, second door and somehow found my name, stared at the list for a while, and squeezed back out. phew. then went to change tshirt and went back to og and waited for ogl to finish meeting. after that, each gave her an apple and passed her present and then we headed out for vivo. walked to outside serence centre when mabel injured her toe again. this time it was really bad ): i think it hurt a lot and she was limping. so we just decided to eat at macs at serene centre (: we sat outside in this circle with our bags in the middle and talked and ate. after that, played truth or dare :D quite fun. and then we were almost done and i had to rush off so we walked back until someone spotted the bus going past which i couldn't catch T_T called mx to ask him if he could wait for the next bus ): he was reluctant but agreed in the end, and i feel damn guilty about that. I WILL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN. SORRY MX. haiz :/ i shall find a way to do something about it to erase the guilt or at least feel better. i will never ever be so evil again ): i'm damn mean luh. ugh. pissed at myself luh. anyway we reached home damn late like around 11.30pm haha. i slept 12.30am. x.x dying liao haha.

wednesday/today! :D assembled in the hall in our cts [crystal sucks luh. CRYSTAL YOU ARE DAMN LOUSY CAN. (N).] and someone was telling me not to go sit down yet =.= what the shits. haiz. anyway, just went to sit down, said hi to people, and started learning names. 10S77 :D yes it sounds weird. our seniors said so too. 09S77 sounds so much nicer right. oh well haha. 25 people in our class but 6 guys only hahaha :x feel kind of bad for them. ohwell. after that we had some talks and then a break where people just zao-ed really quickly =.= so much for being excited about ct. i ate with crystal, then sat together for more talks, and then went to fac meets. apollo :D yay. even though i wanted to go to artemis but who cares i shall be happy with the fac that i'm in and do well (: yay. but somehow apollo people in our year seem damn unenthu ): the cheers all damn lousy. not loud at all. hope we'll do better (: gogogo apollo. haha same fac as wanjane :D and then we also learnt part of the dance. not too bad yet x.x the worse has yet to come. hahaha. yepp. then ct lunch :DDD without the guys, except weilun. yeah. they were there and then they weren't. zao-ed again i think? =.= learnt names and yay i think i'm quite safe.

then waited in canteen for seniors to come and fetch us and went to this weird classroom at this weird place very far away where our senior class were. apparently we're allocated places =.= oh well. then did intro, then some kind of name game, and then taboo. whoo i think our senior class is cool :D i already know some of the seniors quite well today! [ONE DAY ONLY SIA :D I AM PRO :D haha no luh kidding.] hahaha. wanjane lor. i asked if she got friend in the class then she say yeah, she 交代 him already then i'm like lol wth? some guy called jireh [damn hard to pronounce his name kay. jai-rer.] from choir so yeah. the other senior who i talked to quite a lot was sarah because i met her during the cca showcase and we talked (: yay. i also know charis because she was sitting next to me during the games. and then there are more random people like one of the seniors in canoeing who tried to get me to join her cca and people like brandon, shi ing and lily we all know mah. yeah. the rest still not so sure :x i can remember a couple of names (: yay. anyway, after the senior meet junior was cca fair lor then walked around, signed up for a few, and also did choir auditions. hahaha. thank you to all the interesting people during choir auditions :D crystal, wanjane, jireh, shinny, and i even saw my ct people there :D 2 of them haha. not bad not bad :D yays. i think i did okay for auditions :x not sure. haha. i also not sure what cca i want to go.

left school around 4.45 with mx and his friends. crystal went off first because her dad was fetching. then reach home almost 6 and showered and then changed for violin lor. violin was okay luh :/ a bit tired and sleepy shits. haha. conduct day today fail luh. haha. yeah. I NEED TO CHANGE VIOLIN TIME/DAY. like very very soon if not i can't go for any ccas =.= lol. yeah. sian. and then bought food for my brother at long john silver and came home damn tired x.x then basically was staring at facebook for quite a while just now figuring out stuffs. and subject combis aren't online right ): sad face. i need a confirmation of my subject combi so that i'll feel more secure. haha. yeah. whoo wargames tomorrow yay. and my mum bought new sandals for me so yay can wear tomorrow for wargames. whee. off to sleep liao. goodnight!



wanjane: HAHA EHH JUST GIVE LUH WHY MUST SELL! tsktsk. haha.

ooh. orientation day 3. can you believe it's been only THREE days? it feels like a week. well, it was 5 actually, if you count weekends, so there. hee :D wet games were alright. it was the first time i actually stayed long enough to play a game. YAY NO MORE IDIOT TESTS (: so anyway it was slippery slope first where i ALMOST got to play T_T DAMN. one more minute and i would have played ): there was this huge black mat thingy and they were pouring water and detergent down so it would be damn hard to climb up the slope and if you fell, your partner would fall to and you would both fall back into the huge puddle of water collecting at the bottom. looked damn fun. was tied to boxiang and we were already inside and all ready to go when the person said we had to end the game because no time ): SAD FACE LUH. so close ): lol at all the j2s crowding around to watch near the railing. later walked past class benches and wanjane called me. she keeps calling me sec4jane! TSK. not sec4 liao. hahaha and then i told her i didn't get to play slippery slope then sad face lor. haha. after that was [is there something i missed?] eagle chicken egg at hall which was quite funny. especially when people get mixed up. oh well. next was some waterbomb throwing thing which i didn't get too high about. SAW CHUGY THERE FINALLY LOL. okay luh me and crystal saw him a bit earlier too in the audi, so i guess that counts too. today must be a CHUGY-UNINVISIBLE DAY. lol. see him twice whoa :O when thursday and friday never see him at all. he was wearing gay blue shoes ><><>< whoops. yeah.

after end of orientation, i left og [haha they noticed me scooting off! and went like 'eh. jane's going ah? bye jane!' lolol. the last impression i had of my og today was a friendly and nice one which notices when people disappear. haha shaun was waving at me i think.] and almost couldn't find a toilet so i was considering washing off face paint with water cooler water which would be damn unglam x.x then found toilet and washed off and went to find mx at bus stop and went home together yay. next stop we saw tingwei and mx saw yiinghuey and apparently yiinghuey said aikching was there too. lol. they didn't get on our bus though :/ our bus too crowded with hc people. they got onto next bus. yiinghuey said that bus was all full of nj people lol. and apparently mx said abilash was on the same bus as us but i can't really recognise him [i mean, he looked familiar, but according to mx i don't think i'm supposed to know him? LOL.] so anyway we just ignored lor. then mrt there i wanted to extend my ezlink student fare so mx came along and then went home by my way :D yay lol. he walk backwards after that lor. he say doesn't matter anyway.

came home and the first thing that made me happy was my dad's bike parked downstairs :D it usually makes me happy and i'll be like ooh daddy's home. haha. told him a bit about the orientation games and then my brother came home not long after. called my mum to tell her not to buy sandals because whoo mine didn't break down today :D i lost my own bet haha. oh well. it's because i didn't use it to run mah. if i run for quite a while i'm quite sure it will come off. in fact, i didn't even step into the pool of water with it :D yay. good me. take care of my sandals. hahahaha. but i took it off too early and started getting my feet sunburnt. damn hot sia >< my feet is seldom exposed to bright sunlight so haha. yeah. then went to shower and wanted to watch james bond movie but the first one doesn't seem nice. forgot the title ^^" second one is tomorrow never die or something which i think is nicer so i shall watch. it's at 10.30pm. in the meantime, i shall take the extra hour or so to SLEEP. or attempt to anyway. i need my sleep, seriously.

alright that's about all for today i think. the only cool thing about hwachong so far is the personal windows live thing :DDD not that that's the only thing i like about it, but it's the first thing so far which is meeting up to my expectations [oh wait. change my to our, which includes crystal.] of what hwachong is supposed to be like. a pro school. haha. well, something like that anyway. yeah. whee had measurements taken for uniform skirt today and went to high school side to buy the last few sets of pe tshirts and shorts :D we rock. i feel accomplished today (: off to rest then. need to wake up to watch james bond later :D

i'm quite sure i don't have a chance but there's still a tiny ray of hope no matter what. and i'm hoping so badly for i-do-not-know-what. (: i'm always like that. heartache's still with me ): haiz.

oh well, at least i've only got one more choice left i think. a bit more relaxed. when everything's confirmed i will feel much much better and more safe (: haha. i don't like to be left floating in the middle of nowhere. in the meantime, i shall have a half-hearted attempt to enjoy life. sigh.

TOMORROW MORNING ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL I WILL GO ALL EMO AND LISTEN TO MY HANDPHONE MP3. :D i need to get a proper mp3 soon so i can listen to it on headphones :D by the way, thank you wanjane for the headphones! ♥♥♥ :D hee.

subject combination decided :D the choices at least. 1st choice bcml, 2nd choice bcme. i don't see why i wouldn't be able to get into first choice though o.O a BIG THANK YOU to my awesome dad for knocking some sense into me. otherwise, i wouldn't be choosing elit as my first choice. i must really suck to have thought of putting bcme as first choice just because i would have all my classmates taking the same subjects as me [because it's a popular subject combi] and be able to get help from others more easily. i suck right ): i should have never done that. plus, after doing that, i somehow tried to convince myself that econs was fun. not that that wasn't good. in fact, i think that's one of my fortes. being able to look at something i dislike, and realise that 'hey! it's not so bad after all! i shall stop disliking it (:' that kind of thing. it's really a forte. it's how i convince myself not to hate anyone :D and i think it has worked quite well so far :D it's also a great way to be less bias and more fair to others (: anyway, i took elit mainly because it was what i wanted in the first place and yes, it is where my interest lies. or at least, where more of my interest lie as compared to econs. econs is still good though, i'm not saying anything against it (:

i have a damn crazy og. haha. can't wait to see my class on wednesday! :D not that i dislike my og. i like them too (: uniform sales tomorrow =.= apparently this year's uniform is not very nice ): ): ): WHY MUST THEY DO THIS TO US. TO ME. oh well. i really don't see how you can't tug out the blouse so much. i'm going to try anyway when i get my new uniform :D :P hoping the skirt isn't as awful as it seems >.< darn. that's all i guess. wet games tomorrow. whoo :D I PREDICT THAT MY SANDALS WILL RIP OFF AND BE USELESS TOMORROW. HOPEFULLY AT THE END OF WET GAMES. PLEASE? hahaha it's already a little ripped off at the top now, but the sole's starting to rip off too =.= damn. oh well. my mum's getting me new sandals tomorrow so i'll use those for tuesday wet games if my old one cmi for tuesday. yepp.

i don't know when sunday turned into family dinner outing day, but it started a couple of weeks ago. yay it is fun :D it's been zicha for the last two weeks, but today's dinner was totally awesome. i had fish and chips + part of my dad's beef stick + one chicken wing + part of the egg and onion prata. how's that for awesome junk food dinner! :P we are totally a junk food family i swear. oh well. at least we make up for it by eating loads of fruits. oranges and grapes today :D man that coffeeshop we went to today was good :D they have nice and thick ice milo too :D double yay. and i found [ahem. realised that it existed, actually.] this shop which sells super cheap stuff near my house. shall go there more often next time :D save money yay.

random stuffs for today. i trimmed my fringe on my own! :D awesome me right. haha. because my mum kept complaining that it was too long =.= and i got extremely annoyed. she asked me to go down to trim it but i didn't want to [hellooo she wants me to trim bangs wtshits ):] so i said i'd trim it on my own and i did. it's shorter now so it doesn't fly into my eyes as often when the wind blows. i found a nice new way of clipping up my hair too :D yay. i just need a bigger clip i think. so proud of myself :D because it's the first time i trimmed my hair. hahaha :D my mum was like 'wah you know how to trim ah. where you learn to trim ah?' and i was like saying i learnt it from myself lol. it's just like asking me where i learnt to apply make up =.= haha it's sort of a bit common sense stuff lor. i know the basics can liao whut :D not like i'm professional hairdresser or make-up artist right. as long as it's reasonably fine level then can lor (:

and thank you tg for calling up today to ask about my appeal (: tg you are seriously damn awesome. and too free =.= tg: 'it's sunday!' in a bid to explain his free-ness. hahaha. he called while i was walking to the coffeeshop with my family for dinner. oh wells. idiot sufyan had better start going for gatherings otherwise i wouldn't be seeing him around any more. i will try to go too okay! :D yay.

fuchun gathering on 20th. yay sherilyn :D haha. i like the annual tradition-like thing (: YES I'M GOING BECAUSE IF I MISS IT I WILL REGRET. can't waittt :D cny gathering even i don't celebrate it. haha. alrighty.

okay off to sleep! i need to start learning to sleep earlier. orientation is damn tiring >< goodnight!